Deku's face was filled with fear, he didn't know what to do. Was this really what he wanted? To have his virginity took by him. Izuku didn't even know if he was really gay,he didn't want Ochako but he wasn't sure if he wanted Shoto either. He liked Shoto,the way he looked, and he liked they're talks. But did he like him like him ?? "Umm Todo-"  Deku was gonna ask if they could stop, but his throat ran dry when Todoroki's hand rubbed against his thigh.  His eyes following the hand as it swerved across his hips almost touching his ass. Deku sat completely still, a part of him still wanted to explore, to see if really was into guys.

But deep down he knew Shoto wasn't the one. He knew he didn't want Todo to take his virginity because he knew that it wouldn't  satisfy the empty void he felt....He had to go home. "Todoroki I-I can't do this!" Deku softly shoved his hand away , at first Shoto's face seemed surprised yet angry. Deku was scared they would lose they're tightly knitted bond.

"I'm sorry your a great guy but I'm not sure if this is what I want and I'm just really confused right now, but I don't want us not to be friends because I value our friendship more then anything and I couldn't image a wor-" Todoroki lifted a finger on to the green haired boy's lips. He smiled gently "Stop rambling I'll be fine..." he muttered softly. Deku wanted to cry he admired how understanding Shoto was. "Thank you Shoto I hope we can still be friends!" Deku pleaded. Todo smiled softly giving him the 'Ill be fine' look.

" Do you need a ride home?"

"Yeah thanks!"

Deku sat in the passenger seat as Todoroki drove he looked gloomy but Deku knew his decision was the right one. As the car ride was unsettlingly quiet, Izuku  gazed out the window watching as the buildings and cars passed by with the quickened paced. Deku rolled down the window breathing in slowly then releasing all the guilt, the uneasiness, and the tension from the space. He prayed for the ride to be over. The car swerved into an empty parking lot, Deku realized he was nowhere near his home. "Umm Todoroki this isn't my-" lips came crashing against Deku's lips they were soft yet aggressive, desperately trying to pry open up his mouth to taste his saliva. Deku rose a shaky hand and punched Shoto's face. A dark red  bruise erupted from Todo's pale cheek.

"LET ME OUT THE CAR!" Deku yelled his voice sounded deep, he gritted his teeth trying to not show signs of weaknesses by crying. He was scared, he didn't want Todo to go any further, he thought he understood from the first time at the house. But...Izuku assumed that it just didn't click. Shoto opened the car door, his head hung low. Deku hopped out the car and began to walk, praying that Shoto wasn't following him. The night hung over the completely vacant neighborhood pathway, as the orange street lights loomed over the small male, nothing could be seen except for the occasional car passing by, but other than that the streets were basically empty.

As Izuku treaded on he knew he wouldn't be able to walk all the way back home especially with the temperature seeming to drop, along with him not knowing his own surroundings.  Deku reaches for his phone and began to texting.

"Can you pick me up please🙏🏼🥺"

Deku waited and prayed for a reply, and only after a few seconds a ping could be heard from his phone. Deku reaches inside his pocket grabbing his phone, reading the text.

"Text me your adress shit nerd 🚗📲"

Bakugo didn't expect to be leaving a party this early in the night, especially for Deku. But something forced him to get up maybe it was the dough eyes on the emoji and how he could see Deku making that exact face or maybe he wanted something more. But Bakugo refused to think any more of the subject. Shaking it off  and opening the door for his fellow team mate. Deku rushed in the car squeezing Kacchan tightly in to a warm and cuddly embrace. At first the blonde's instinct was to push him off....but he didn't,he let him hug. a prat of Kacchan wanted to hug back but before he could even do that Deku had already let go "Never touch me again Shit nerd!" Kacchan barked angrily....His heart couldn't take it! His heart was almost about to burst!...But why would it burst??? He didn't like that shit nerd, yeah they were cool way back when, but when Deku stop growing he got picked on for being a short piece of broccoli and Since Bakugo was homosexual and knew they'd make fun of him for being a homo, Deku was out and being a dick was in. Of course Bakugo felt bad about it but his pride would never allow him to apologize especially now.

"Sorry Kacchan but I'm really happy you showed up!" Deku beamed joy he couldn't be happier that Kacchan was here to rescue him "who knows what would've happen if I kept walking alone...." Deku spoke on a much darker tone. The blonde didn't like how he was bumming him out so he simply ruffled his hair "Well you here now so stop bitching." Was the nicest way Bakugo could say 'your safe now' as the car ride continued Bakugo couldn't help but grow curios "why the fuck where you out there Deku." Kacchan asked, glimpsing at Deku for a short moment before reverting his attention back on the road.

"Well I really don't wanna ta-"

"Want me to tell you where I was first?" Kacchan proposed, Deku became intrigued this was the first time Deku really spoke to Kacchan "yeah ok." Deku smiles easing up slightly. "Well I was at so lame ass party with Kiri, Sero, and Kanimari and I was about to leave anyway, but then this cute twink from drama club came up to me and I said 'fuck it I'll do hand stuff with you' but then you texted and I left him in the bed room all by himself." Kacchan chuckled thinking about the situation. Deku gasped "KACCHAN!!" Deku sounded so betrayed "your so mean!" Kacchan just laughed "well what would've been better me staying and getting head or getting you?" Kacchan made a good point leaving Deku silent in the passenger seat. "Good point." Deku said a littel flustered, that was really sweet of Kacchan to drop everything and come get him like that. "So your really gay huh?" Deku asked, Kacchan shrugged it off "As gay as I'll ever be." Kacchan spoke confidently, Deku took mental note of that "what about you Deku?" Kacchan asked trying to keep cool but in actuality he was praying Deku was at least Bi. "Umm yeah I think I'm gay I mean I don't like girls and guys are.....nice???" That was not the exact answer Bakugo was looking for. But it was at least some confirmation he was willing to do hand stuff.

Bakugo had reached Deku's house as he parked a block away. "Wow you still remember where my house is!" Deku blushes it was sweet how he remembered. "Shut up nerd it's not that serious...." Kacchan growled of course he remembered how could he forget, Deku stared into Kacchan eyes and without thinking he pressed forward trying to kiss Kacchan on the lips. "Wow wow wow!" Kacchan looked at Deku.  Awkwardly pushing him away, Oh no Deku did not want this to go that way! The small boy could feel the blood rushing through his cheeks as he looked away from Kacchan "Deku Just because I'm gay doesn't mean you can test out your gay fantasies on me....You have to know what you want because I don't want to care about you if all your gonna do is run away....."

Bakugo was speaking from experience that's what every guy at this shitty high school did he's got his heart ripped out to many times to have it happen again. Especially when he's head over heels for Deku, though he hates to admit it! "Come to me when you know what you want." Kacchan said sternly. Deku made a mental note of that "Ok thanks for the ride Kacchan!" Deku gave a sore smile, but once he hopped out the car his face swelled up with cringe. he couldn't believe he got rejected. But it is his fault though for coming on so strongly!!!! God this was so embarrassing! Deku
dreaded every second of this as he entered his home quietly trying not to disturb his mom it was so late even she was back from her job at the nurses office.

Once Deku was in the clear he pulled a pillow over his face and groaned softly. "This day was the worst!!!!" Deku groaned trying not to let the thoughts of cringe and anxiety roam any longer and eventually drifting away into an unsettling slumber.