I along with my love 😍 Lakshya decorated many Dreams for our First Night after Marriage..
Our Room will be decorate by Jesmine instead of Rajnigandha as Lakshya likes the aroma of Jesmine more...
But I can't tolerate the Aroma so much as I feel vomit for too much aroma..
so The floor will be Decorate by Jesmine and it's light aroma Will reach towards our Bed..
Our Bed with covered with white Bed sheet and over it Will decorate by Roses 🌹 🌹

Lakshya likes White Rose but I like Red Rose 🌹 more,, so in Bed White and Red both Roses half -half will be decorate .. Many candles will be enlighten our Room but I afraid about this Burning candles..
I said to Sanskar "If in the night after we slept , the fire 🔥 put on in curtains from the Candles then 😢 Whole room will be start to Burn in fire 🔥
😱 OMG 😱 oh.. noooo 😱
It will be horrible 😱 "
Lakshya laughs 😂 to hear my words..
He said " Haha 😂 Dhur!! pagli 😂 I'm here for your protection my princess ☺ ☺ and That Night 🌃 we will not sleep ..
We will awake whole night.. "
I surprisingly Said " we will awake whole Night 😱 😱 😱 what we will do whole night to awake?? "
Lakshya replied with smile ☺ : We will talk whole night..
We will make remarkable The First Night of our marriage ☺ ☺ but I can't touch you by my in these two hands..
I only look at You ☺ I will see your cute face by my mesmerized eyes..
At last I only kiss 😘 on your forehead with my all love of My heart ♥"

I smiled ☺ to see Lakshya 's excitement about our First night of Marriage...

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The Most precious night came in my life finally  for which we were waiting Long...
I dressed up in a Beautiful Red lehenga,, my face is covered by a Veil..
I'm sitting in  middle of the Bed..
The room is decorated in the same way as we dreamt..
The Bed covered with white bed sheet and over it Red & White Rose Patels  spreaded..
From the floor the mild aroma of Jesmine is coming ..
Suddenly I heard the opening sound of the Door 🚪
I feel very nervous 😔

To Open the Door 🚪 he enters into the Room and starts to put on the 143 candles..

I say him not to put on the candles but he said me don't be afraid I'm here to take care of  you..
For the first time I look at him in the light of the candles..
Here is no similarity in Face between he and Lakshya but one similarity in between them they both loves me more than their life 😔
After put on the 143 candles , he comes to me and said " Let's you sleep.. I think you may be tired.. Don't worry I will not touch you "

To say this he goes towards the Chair and sits down..
" I will awake whole night to take your care of you...You sleep peacefully "

I lay down on the bed..
Now I have no more tears left in my eyes for cry 😔 😔 😔
My heart starts to paining for the pain of losing my love Lakshya..
To lost him I lost my life also 😔 😔
Our Relationship was for 6 years..
We met First in the Coaching class of Biology in class 11th ..
Our Friendship turns into love..
After college when Lakshya got the job,, we told our family about our relationship..
Our family agreed for our marriage to see our love for each other so much..
How many Dreams we saw for our Marriage..
How many Dreams we created for our First night but the cruel Destiny collapsed down the  Dreams of us just in a moment.. Lakshya Died before the day of our Marriage..
His Death like a Tsunami changed my life..
I become Mad..
I sentenced in the mental asylum for 5 years..

From that life Sanskar takes me back in this normal life ..

One day in the Mental hospital :
"Sanskar : - Swara ! I can't see you like this 😢 please 🙏 try to live once again "
in this 5 years Sanskar cares for me and my family so much..
My family impressed to see his kind nature and they  pressurized me to marry him as he becomes a part of our family..
I never thought Sanskar as my Husband.. He also our classmate,, Lakshya 's Best friend..
Me and Lakshya knew that his girlfriend died but after Lakshya 's Death , we all get to know I was only his girlfriend..
He only loves me 😔 😔
But in my life I can't able give Lakshya  's place to him..
How many times I tried to end my life but can't 😔
Why you can't calling me to you Lakshya 😢
The last sound of Lakshya 's "Saaaawwwara...!! awwwww " still now haunting in my ears..
How many nights I can't able to sleep for this cried of Lakshya 's last breathe..
I fall asleep to lost myself  in these thoughts 💭

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In The Room a pin drop silence existence.. Only the breathing sound of two people is hearing..
The 143 candles are burning.. The Aroma of Jessamine  making the Air pleasant ..

From the chair two eyes with full of love is seeing towards Bed..

In the light of candles Sanskar feels Swara like Isabella..
whole night He sees Swara with mesmerized eyes..

______  Next Morning ______

The  ray of sunshine enters into the room..
Sanskar realizes it's became morning.. The candles are now burning in the ending way..
He wakes up from the Chair and goes into Washroom..
After completeted the bath ; He takes two Cup of Hot coffee 🍵
But He can't  able to call Swara as he notices she  is sleeping..

Sanskar : Sleep..! Swara! Sleep ! How many nights you passed to awake..
Today you will awake up with a new life.. New Morning is waiting for you..

Sanskar goes to the chair and sits down..
He starts to Drink coffee from his cup..
He lost in his thoughts 💭

Sanskar's monologue :

Last night was a remarkable night of my life..
I was waiting 11 years for that Night..
Lakshya as you dreamt about your First night I also decorated everything like your choice.. After all we were best friend..
Our choice is Same so our love also same.. 😁 Sorry Dear instead of You I married with Swara..
I have not any more options with out this....
In front me You proposed Swara and Swara also happily accepted your proposal.. You both hug each other, that time I don't know I can't control myself..
That night to return in home, how much I cried only Me, my pillow & The God knew.. I can't able to digest Swara with you as Swara is my love, my life , my breath..
So I decided to go abroad..
I tried to forget Swara but can't 😔
One day Lakshya gave me the invitation of his Marriage and request me to come..
I can't able to control myself anymore , inside of me a devil awaken..
I told myself Swara is mine,, I can't able lose Swara anyhow...
Before the Day of Lakshya 's Marriage,
I returned from abroad..
I called Lakshya and told him to come in the Shopping Mall Please.
Lakshya  came there and surprised to see me..
He happily hugs me..
I said to him -
" So Dear ! You get surprised to see me..  Now I will give surprise to all ☺
Let's enter the Shopping Mall, I want to buy Gift for your marriage "

After the shopping ;
We were returning to the way of house..
Suddenly in the Railway level crossing,
Lakshya pressed the break of his bike as the Train is coming..
This time Swara 's phone comes in Lakshya 's mobile..
Lakshya happily receives  the call and starts to talk..
Inside of me I heard the call of Devil , I became happy to get this chance..
I noticed  Lakshya did not stop his start of bike, he keeps Gear in neutral..
I slowly pressed the Gear and the Bike started to move ..
I  jumped from the Bike...
Suddenly a crowd cried out "Accident "
I heard the cried from Lakshya - "Swwwaaaaraaaa... awwwee "
I eloped in the crowd and called a cab then went towards Air port..

In mind I said : "Don't worry Lakshya ! I take care of Swara more than you ☺ "

The Day of swara and sanskar 's Marriage I came back and infornt of all I acted like I don't know about Sanskar 's Death...

                 Days passed..
                 Months passed...
                 Years passed....

Finally  My Wish fulfilled at last..
I got my  Swara ☺ ☺

If one day Swara get to  know about it?
To think this I felt afraid...
I open my eyes and comes out from my thoughts...
No... never..
Swara never get to  know about it...
I will lock this secret in my heart for forever..
I will fullfill her life lots of happiness..
In that happiness the memories of Lakshya will wash away from her memory..

I snip the coffee and recited John Lyly 's that famous line :-

"Everything is fair in love❤️ & war 🔥"

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