A MATCH MADE COUPLE

Chapter 39 (b)

Let's continue.....

12:00am:

It's the same night...,,Swara was still sleeping....,,she turns her side to feel the warmth embrace of his....,,but no...,,he wasn't there...,,she extends her hand further to catch his grip but no he wasn't there....,,she opens her eyes to see him but to her shock he wasn't there....,,she gets up suddenly....,,

Sanskar....,,(she looks around in the room)Sanskar where are you....,,( her eyes brimmed with unknown tears)

She throws the blanket and stood up...,,she tries to control her tears and goes towards the washroom....,,He wasn't there also...,,

Her tears fell down...,,but she wipes her tears and goes towards the bed and sat there quietly....,, she doesn't know why's she being restless...,,because he had informed her...,,she was awared about that...,,

Her eyes fell on the note there placed,she sniffs and imidiately takes it...,,

No more tears my sweetheart....,,
(She frowned and rolls her eyes)

Then again sniffs and continuous reading...,,

Swara....,,plzz stop crying....,,
(She felt angry  and her tears fell down again)

She wipes her tears and reads again...,,

Missing me?
(She gulps and nodded in yes)

Then let's do one thing....,,Go to my drawer....,(she frowned at this line)

Arey baba go na....,, (she continues reading)

She stood up....,,while still holding that note...,,

She opened the wardrobe and looks inside...,,

Take my shirt...,, (she again frowned)
Arey Baby....,,take my white shirt...,, (she pouts her lips and takes his white shirt)

She came and sat on the bed...,,holding his shirt....,,

Now kiss me....,, (she again frowned)
I mean kiss my shirt....,, (she feels confuse)Swara kiss my shirt you'll feel me....,, (her tears fell down)

She sobs and holds the shirt closer...,,and kisses it holding it in her fists...,,her tears continuously  flowing....,,she sobs high making sounds,she kisses his shirt as feeling it as HE....,,she glued that shirt to her chest...,,and sniffs...,,

Why you went without meeting me...,,(kisses the shirt again)Kyun gaye....,,(She says bit loudly)WHY I COULDN'T SEE YOU FOR THE LAST TIME!!! (She again kisses the shirt)

Her eyes are dripped...,,her lashes are wet...,,She's full faith that she's seen him for the last time and that was before she felt asleep...,,Now how'd she spent one big day without him...,,how'd she console herself...,,OR she'll go without having a glimpse of HIM!!!

She looks around the room...,,this quietness in the room is howling over her...,,her heart is yowling his name only...,,She's feeling so lonely...,,

She wipes her tears...,,and goes towards the wardrobe...,,she takes out a DIARY....,,

She smiles....,,

I'd write everything on it...,,till you come back...,,(She sniffs and closed the wardrobe)

She sat there...,,and her phone rings...,,she startled by the sudden ring and looked there...,,the screen flashed his name that brought a shimmer to her eyes...,she smiles and takes it up....,,

So my sweetheart is awake....,, (He laughs)

She smiles and wipes her tears...,,

Sanskar....,,( she breaths)

Sanskar's face shinned hearing her voice...,,but he imidiately got to know that she has been crying...,,

Swara wipe your tears...,,(he says this while moving towards the window)

She stops smiling and gulps,she felt upset....,,

Why you left without meeting me...,,(She said pouting her lips in a teary voice)

How can I leave without meeting you...,,(he presses his lips with a smirk)

When you met me...,,(sobs)I don't remember!

Because you were sleeping my LOVE!
(She haulted)

You hugged me too....,,(he chuckles)

She felt him smiling at her...,,

Why are you laughing...,,and when I hugged you(She sniffs)

You didn't even hug me...,(he sees his finger which she had caught stopping him not to go)You caught my finger too...,, (he feels her touch over his fingers)

Phir bhi nh ruke na....,, (She asks in her teary voice)

Sanskar:NO...,,because I'd have to come to you forever...na...,this is a temporary separation...,,then you'd be with me and I'd be with you....!! (He smiles)

She closed her eyes and her tears falls down...,,

Would it be possible?? (She pressed her closed eyes)Can you come back now.....,,(She opened her eyes)PLZZ....,,(breaths)come na....,,wapas aajao na Sanskar.....!!!!

Swara....,(his eyes got filled hearing her teary and painful voice)NO....,,see plzz don't do this....,,it's already difficult for me to live even for a second here....,,(sobbing voice)plzz stop crying na....,(he  closed his eyes)your each falling tear is making me weak.....,,, (his tear drop came down and touches the floor)APNE AANSU PONCHON SWARA!!! (He commands her)wipe your tears plzzzzz.....!!! (She realised his painful tone)

She wipes her tears and smiles...,,

No I'm not crying...,,I'm sorry Sanskar...,,(She smiles)Plzz don't become weak...,, you're braver than me...,,(She laughs)

He smiles...,,

But this bravery is...WITH YOU ONLY SWARA....,,(he smiles)mine every piece of life flies along with you...,,my existence is connected with your spirit....,,WE ARE ONE SPRITE....,, (he smiles)

She smiles and wipes her tears...,,

His heart beats again...,,He holds his chest again...,,the curtain flies and touches his face...,,the cool breeze cross across his face and he startled....,,

He closed the window imidiately and shuts the curtains....,,or he's neglecting the signal of these heavy and stormy winds...,,
He rests his back at the window and closed his eyes gasping and breathing...,,

Sanskar....,what happened...,,(She asks laughingly to make him feel better)

He opens his eyes...,,and then cleans the tears through  his eye corners which tried to come out...,,

He sat on the sofa and talks to her,,

Have you had your dinner...Swara...,,(he asks smilingly)

She didn't answer...,,and thinks...,,

I know you hadn't...,,(he smiles)

How can I have my dinner without you...,
(She says smilingly while with tears)

Yeah HOW CAN I HAVE MY DINNER WITHOUT YOU....,, (he laughs)

She became confused...,,

Go and take your dinner...,,we'll have our dinner together...,(he arranges the plates infront of him making her to hear the voice that he's having his dinner)

She smiles...,,

Ok wait I'm coming in sometime...,,you plzz don't go anywhere...,,I'm just coming haan...,(Saying this she placed the phone and went from there with excitement)

She came back with a tray of dinner...,,all smiling and tears are shinning in her eyes by now....,,her hairs are opened and she's looking beauty in a white sari with shinning beads,a red pinch of vermillion making her glow as sheer....,,her black mangalsutre dazzling in her neck....,,without jewellery JUST A SIMPLE GLOW!

Sanskar....,,see I brought the dinner...,,
(She picks the phone and says laughingly)

But no answer from his side...,,

Sanskar....,, (She calls him again)

But no answer...,
Her smile faded...,,her tears fell down...,,

Sanskar was resting his head on the sofa...,,and his eyes are closed...,,the dinner is just placed infront of him on the stool and he's holding her pic in his hand snoring.....,,,

She felt his snores...,,

She smiles...,,

She leaves a voice message for him and then cut the call....,,

May be he got asleep....,,(She smiles)

She looks towards the dinner tray...,,her eyes got filled...,,

I couldn't even have my last dinner with you....,,,!! (She whispers with herself)

She moves away the dinner tray and laid on her bed calmly hugging his shirt holding his pic....,,
*******
Next morning.....,,,

She gets up and gets ready....,,She's so happy today....,,rather her eyes are filled with tears but she's really happy...,,

She went out smilingly but feels dizzy and stops there,holds her head but ignores and moves forward she bumps with Laksh....,,

He looks at her strangely...,,she laughs...,,

Laksh confusingly looks at her as there was nothing to laugh...,,

Laksh:Swara....,,are you ok...,

Swara:Yeah Laksh I'm fine...,,(She smiles and adjust herself as she's feeling dizzy)

Laksh keeps starring her...,,she never talked to him after that last cop...,,
He feels guilty of his behaviour...,,

Laksh:Swara...,,I'm....,, (he was about to complete)

She holds his hand and takes the support as her head was paining...,,

Laksh:Swara what happened....,,

She again holds herself but that bright smile didn't escape from her face....,,

I'm fine...,,Laksh (She leaves his arm and smiles)Laksh....,,can you plzz leave me at bari....,,I wanna meet all today...,, (She smiles but her face faded within a second)

Laksh:Swara...,,you'd go bari...,,but I guess you aren't well...and...

Nh....,,main thek hun...,,(She interrupted)
See..., (she smiles)Plzz Sanskar isn't here otherwise I wouldn't have asked you...,,

Laksh:No Swara...,,it's ok...,,come with me...,,I'll drop you...,
(He's feeling something strange in her)

She smiles and moves from there...,,He went after her...,,
****

AT BARI:

Maaa.....,,
(She called them loudly standing at the entrance)

Shomi looks toward her...,,her eyes glowed seeing her suddenly infront of her eyes...,,

She looks at her top to toe...,,She's dressed in a red sari with silver jhumkas....,,her hairs floating down...,,

She laughs and goes towards shomi and hugs her tightly....,,

Shomi was taken aback few steps as she hugged her...,,

Shona....,,how are you beta...., (she broke the hug and cares her face)and why are you so excited(she too smiles whole heatidly seeing her daughter like normal after so many days)

Maa I'm fine....,,come sit I have to talk to you lots of things....,,(She drags shomi and both sat there)Maaa....,, (She looks around)where's Ragini and....,,baba dada dadi...,where are they all? (She keeps Smiling and asks)

Shomi looks at her face...,,whether it's radiant and glowing BUT....,,why's she behaving like this?

Shomi cares her hairs...,,

Shona beta...,what's happened...,,tum thek ho na...,,and how you came here...,,Sanskar is not here na...,, (She asks)

Swara laughs and her cheeks are red and milky...at the same time...,,happiness is just dazzling on her face shimmering in her eyes....,,

Maa...,,I came with Laksh...,,(She looks around again)where's Ragini maa....,,

And her eyes fell on Ragini....,,

Ragini....,, (She calls her loudly)

And in no time she ran and hugged her...,,

Swara:How are you my younger sis...,,(She placed her hand on her cheek and her tears starts being visible in her eyes)

Ragini looks at her...,,

Ragini:Swara...,,what happened...,,why are you so excited...,,(She smiles)and today all of a sudden...haan...,,(She cares her hairs)zyada yaad  arahi thi hmmm...,,

Swara smiles....,,

Yeah Ragini....,, I just thought to keep you all in my eyes before....... (she didn't complete)

Ragini raised her eyebrow and asks her that why she stopped...,,

Swara nodded in a no...,she smiles and dragged her towards the sofa...,

Ragini and shomi are amazed at her behaviour...,,they are yet smiling with her but their minds are signalling them some other things...,,

******

Maaa...,now it's 4 at day....,,I should leave now....,, (Swara says)

Shomi's eyes are filled...,,Ragini is also with teary eyes...,,they are so hesitate seeing her outrageous behaviour...,,her smile is giving them....the hidden picture of her pain...,,

Shomi:Shona...., plzz stay here for today's night haan...,,(she cares her hairs smiles)

NO Maaa...., I'd have to go TODAY.....!!! (her eyes are moisted)

Shomi:Shona...,TU... (she sobs)Kya huwa ha tujha....,,(She cups her face)sab thek ha na...,,hmmm? (Her tears fell down)

Swara got her...,,she rolls her eyes not wanna meet their eyes...,,she takes a look around all...,,their eyes are filled...,,

Swara:Maa...,see your Shona...is fine...,,(She kisses her palm)I just wanted to see you all so I came here...,, (Her smiles fades away)I think I shouldn't have come...,, (her eyes brimmed again)

Shomi:No...beta...,,it's good that you came...,,we all are very happy...,,(She cares her hairs)

Swara smiles...,,she hugged her tightly....,,and pressed her eyes her tears come out but she wipes them,
She stood up met with all....,,all blessed her...,,

Swara goes toward Ragini....,,

Ragini's eyes are filled...,,

Swara couldn't see in her eyes for some more time...,,she imidiately hugged her and sniffs back her tears,,

Ragini hugs her back...,,

All roll their eyes...,,they turn their faces...,,the little they know that why are they crying but they have no idea that this meeting with this girl is may be their last..,,

Swara broke the hug and smiles...,,

Sabka dhyaan rakhna Ragini....,,(She says while looking into her eyes)

Ragini frowned...,,

Swara tum...,, (but Swara didn't let her to complete)

Ummmm...,,plzz now don't ask again that I'm fine or not...,,(She smiles)

Swara then broke the hug...,adjusts herself...,,wipes her tears secretly all are just looking at her...,,however she tries to hide her tears but she's caught by them all over again....,,

Laksh reached there...,,He's  too noticed Swara's behaviour since morning...,,He can see the tears in their eyes...,,He then looks at Swara...,,

Swara:Laksh...,,let's go....,Sanskar ka phone aaya? (She asks smilingly and with much curosity)

Laksh tried to say something....,,but before him Swara started...,,

Leave it...,let's go home...,,He'd call me for sure...,,(She smiles and then laughs with Laksh)

She sniffs and then looks back towards her family...,,she looks at their smiley faces and smiles again....,,

Laksh is just numb seeing her...,,his eyes are moisted...,,

Swara drags Laksh's hand....,,

Chalo Laksh....,,we are getting late...,,
(She takes him with her without even turning back)

Laksh is hell shocked at her behaviour...,, She's behaving so strange today...,,

They are moving towards the home...,,
Swara's head pains again...,,which isn't  unnoticed by Laksh...,,He stops the car...,,

Laksh:Swara....,,are you ok...,,

She looks at him and then smiles,

Swara:Laksh..., why you stopped...,Chalo na...,,

Laksh:Swara....,,tum thek nh ho na...,,
(His eyes are moisted)

Swara:Why you all are asking me this again and again haan....,,(She says smilingly)

Laksh's eyes widened...,,NO SHE'S NOT FINE!!!!
His mind just says these words after  observing her the whole DAY!

I'm fine....,, (she closed her eyes and rested her head on the seat)

Laksh:NAHIN....,,you aren't well...,,I'm telling bhai...,, (he takes out his phone)

NO....,,plzz Laksh I'm fine...,, (she stops his hand)

Laksh:Swara tum...,,

Laksh plzzzzz.....,,(her tears fell down)Plzz I don't have that much time I wanna go back home as soon as possible....,, (her eyes are red now)

Laksh's eyes shot wide opened seeing her state....,,He's numb...,,

Swara leaves his hand...,,

Plzz drive fast Laksh....,I have an important work to do....,, (She says while resting her head on the seat,trying to control herself)

Laksh just keep looking at her...,,

Chalo Laksh....,,(she says a bit louder)

He jerked and pulls the gear and started driving towards the home,,
****
Swara in her room....,,

Laksh:Swara....,,are sure you're fine...,,
(He's now hesitate)

Yeah..., you may go...,, (she smiles)

Laksh left the room unwillingly and went out...,,

He's standing outside in the coridor...,, struggling with his mind continuously....,,

He calls Ragini and tells her everything,

Ragini:I'm coming right now....,,Laksh...,,you stay there...,, (her tears fell down)

Laksh is just pacing around Swara's room....,,

After sometime Swara came out of her room and finds Laksh standing there like a bodyguard,

What are you doing here...,
(Swara inquires)

Laksh:Swara Sach Sach batao...., tum thek nh ho na...,

She laughs...,

I'm fine....,,,(she looks at him)

But Tum car main....,,wo...,,
(He didn't complete and gulps)

Swara smiles....,,

Chalo....,,(she held his hand and takes him to his room)

She makes him sit on the couch...,,

Sit here quietly...,,and don't you dare to roam around my room...,, (she smiles)

She turned he again stood up...,,

But Swara....,,what are you hiding...,,
(He asks restlessly)

Swara:Laksh..., you don't worry...,(she turns towards him)Sanskar KO DEKHE BINA MUJHA KUCH NH HOGA....,,Uske baad ka(she shakes her head in no) I DON'T KNOW....,,, (she smiles)

Laksh's eyes widened at her this statement....,,

She turns to go...,but again stops...,and turns towards him...,,

Sanskar ka phone aaya? (She asks)

He nodded in no...,,she smiles and left from there....,,,
***

Swara goes to her room....,,she closed the room door and rushed towards the dressing table...,,she searches her phone restlessly...,,her eyes fell on her medicines...,,a weak smile spread across her lips...,,she closed her eyes and her tears fell down...,,

Now there isn't any need of these medicines....,, (she smiles and tucks her hairs behind her ears and takes her medicines)

She throws the whole packet of her medicines in the dustbin...,,she went then picks up her phone and checks it...,,

Why he didn't call me yet...,,kab karoge phone Sanskar....,,I'm here only for sometime....,, (she sobs and then sat on the bed)

She takes his shirt again which he was wearing in their last sleep...together...,,she remembers his touch...,,she remembers his bites over her neck as the symbol of HIS LOVE....,,she touches them and her tears rolls down on the shirt making it wet....,,she closed her eyes....,,

**********

Thank you so much doctor....,,(he laughs)I'm really really thankful to you,Mr SINGHANIYA....,,you will save my wife na...,,
(His tears are shinning in his hopeful eyes)

Dr:Mister....,,I'll try my best...,(he holds his hands)I'm sorry I made you wait for so long...,,I'd have agreed with you before...,,so this time you'd have been with your wife....,,I guess we shouldn't wait for some more time...,,it's pretty much late now...,,(his face is worried)

Sanskar's smile faded from his face...,,
He breaths in restlessness...,,He's sensing something really bad...,,

Dr:Mr MAHESHWAR....,,I'm  coming with you too today...,, I wanna observe your wife first....,,(his eyes are not determined)

Sanskar: Doctor....,,why are you talking like that...,,(breaths)Swara will be fine after the surgery right..., Haan Asa hi ha....(smiles)

Dr:Yes have faith Mr Sanskar...,,God is not so merciless...,(laughs)He won't repeat His game again,,

Sanskar's face shinned again...,,these words were enough for him to believe on fortune now again...,,BUT THIS FORTUNE!!!

Sanskar:This is the only thing gonna happen....,,(he smiles with a determined face)

He excuses with him....,,they are at Mr SINGHANIYA 'S place...,,He takes out his phone and imidiately rings her...,,

Sanskar....,,(His eyes became worried a little hearing her voice)

She picked his phone as she was holding it only the whole time and waiting for the moment he calls her...,,and she would hear his voice...,,

Sanskar feels a bit weird when he heard her voice at the moment he placed his phone near his ear after dialing her number...,,

He couldn't utter the next word and she continues...,,

Sanskar...,,How are you...,(she says in a little weak voice controlling her breaths)
Tum thek ho na...,, (he was about to answer but stops because she didn't stop yet)Sanskar you know I threw my medicines....,,(she smiles)

Sanskar frowned...,,

Swara what are you saying...,,you,,, (he didn't complete)how can you...,,Main...

Plzz...,,(breaths)plzz no listen to me only...,,because...(she smiles)because it's me who's scarcity of time...,(she laughs)

Sanskar's eyes widened...,,his heart starts burning...,,yes with the fear...,,the known fear....,,the fear of losing his life...,,YES HIS Life HIS..... WIFE....,,

Swara....,,(he started panicking)Swara plzz stop it what are you talking...,,(his tears comes out)what's this....,(he breaths back)tum..., (he sobs and isn't able to speak)

Sanskar.....,,do you remember I had bought a diary...,,(she smiles)

Swara...,, (he uttered)hey listen to me only....,,(she says)You know you weren't here...,(she breaths and gulps)Main....,(she again breaths)Sanss---skar..., (she holds her head )Sorry I don't have that much time to tell you everything....,,(she coughs)But don't worry I (breaths)I have written everything in the diary....,(she breaths)

Swara plzz don't talk like that...,,I'm coming back...na...,,you had promised me you'd wait for me...,,(he wailed up now)Tum...,,

Plzz na...,,there isn't any need to cry...,,you'll see off me like this...,(she smiles)

Swara NO!! (He can only utter this with his already sinking breaths,He fell on his knees)WAIT FOR ME....NA...!!!

Sanskar....,,Aahh...,,(she Squeled up)I love you....,, (she smiles)I love you...,,(she sobs)I LOVE YOU ONLY....,,(she smiles)

He's crying...,,kneeling down...,,

Swara...,,plzz don't do this...,, (now reality is coming infront of his eyes)MY LOVE WILL SAVE YOU....,we've swore to close our eyes together....,,(his eyes red)PLZZ JUST WAIT FOR ME...,!!

Sanskar....,,(she calls his name)You don't love me...,,(she says)YES I DO....,, (he says with his closed eyes tears rolling on his cheeks)Then say it na.....,,,(she smiles)I can't see you right now...,,but I  can hear you atleast....,,AFTER THIS moment... ,,MAY BE YOU CAN SEE ME....,,but not me...,,(she breaths)YOU LOVE ME....,,my eyes were waiting for you the whole day....,,my heart was screaming for you...,,my soul was starving to give up IN YOUR ARMS.....,, (she smiles)You didn't say yet that you love me too....,,(she feels upset)You love me na...,,PLZZ don't hate me for this...,,you left without meeting me....,,(smiles)Now this is your punish...,,(laughs)I'M GOING WITHOUT MEETING YOU,,,, (she closed her eyes)I LOVE you.....,,Sanskar you didn't say it yet....,,,

I LOVE YOU....,(he scrunched his eyes)I LOVE YOU....,,(sobs)I LOVE YOU....,,(breaths)this isn't the end of our story Swara....,,this isn't...,,(he wipes his tears)You can't close your eyes without seeing me....,,(gulps)Now that GOD will see that WHAT'S OUR LOVE...,,whatever happens right this moment....,,(smiles)BUT YOU WOULD GO KEEPING EYE IN EYE WITH ME....,,,WITH ME SWARA!!

Byeeeeeee,,,,, Sanskar...(her low voice comes up)

And the phone fell down...,,from her hands....,,she fell on the floor,,still phone is near her...,,

I won't go anywhere without seeing you Sanskar....,,COME FAST....,this pain is unedurable for me...,,I wanna KEEP YOU in my eyes at LAST!!!
(And she closed her eyes)

Well the GOD is not that merciless....,, ;)
And as SANSKAR SAID this isn't the end of their story...,, :*
And always our efforts don't go FRUITLESS....,,,

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