A MATCH MADE COUPLE

Chapter 39(a)

Let's continue......

Sanskar:Swara....sit here....,,

He makes her sit and sat beside her...,,she keeps Smiling at him...,,

He held her hands and looks at her....,,

Sanskar:Swara...,,I wanna talk to you...,, (he said with worried and determined face)

Swara looks at him,seeing something which she never saw after her miscarriage, her facial expressions changed...she asks but with a little curvy smile...,

Swara:What happned Sanskar...,, (She asks placing her palm on his cheek)Why are you so tensed!

Sanskar tilts his eyes...,,and moved closer to her and cares her face...,,

Sanskar:Swara I didn't argue with you about it...past some days....,I didn't want to panic you...but Swara...you very well know that what I'm gonna...say...,,

Swara's shinning eyes starts losing their shimmer...,,

Sanskar:Swara...,,2 more months have passed...,,You're with me...,(smiles)We are happy(he kissed her palm)But...,,we can't leave it like this Swara....,,you're still with me...,,but this is not enough for me ,I WANT YOU TO BE WITH ME FOREVER....,,

Swara rolled her eyes while he's holding her hand...,,she got to know that what he's trying to say....,,what he wants...,,her eyes brimmed with tears...,,she started sobbing silently...,,

Sanskar:Swara...,,plzz not now..,,(breaths) plzz SATH DO MERA SWARA....!!!

She's now sobbing just thinking about that...,,now the reality started striking her mind making her afraid...,,afraid of going away from him....,,YES she knew that she was with him just for sometime...but in these 2 months she forgot that ONE DAY she'd  have to go away from him and this is out of her hands...,,

Sanskar:Swara....,,We have wasted lots of time...,,but now....,,we can't take it much....,, plzz(makes her look at him)Your Surgery is necessary Swara....,,

She looks into his eyes...,,

But I don't know that after that surgery whether I'll be able to see you again and you to me!! (She says with a teary voice)

Sanskar:No Swara....,,Asa kuch nh hoga...,,Believe me...,,I need your trust....,,Just YOUR TRUST!

She placed her head on his chest...,,

Swara:(sobbing)I trust you Sanskar....,,(sobs)But how can I trust my fate....,,my fate won't allow you to save me...,,

He broke the hug...,,

Sanskar:I'll take YOUR FATE!!

No.....,, (She imidiately placed her hand on his mouth)Don't say it even bymistekenly....,

He removed her hand...,,

Sanskar:Then believe me...,,(he pleads her)

Swara:Sanskar...,its too difficult for me to take myself away from you deliberately...,, it's too late now Sanskar....,,I won't come back if I went once...,,(sobs)So it's better that whatever time I have I be with you...,,so that I'll rest in peace...,,

Sanskar:(Wipes her tears and shakes his head in no)NO SWARA....!!,nothing will happen like that....,,our love isn't so weak that this small disease deglutinate us from eachother...,,we have proved our LOVE Swara...,(he smiles)And that's the reason that we are STILL TOGETHER.....,,,

Why you wanna make me away from you....,,don't you wanna live with me...till my last breath....,,(she said with teary voice)

Yes...(he smiles)Yes I wanna live with you....,TILL YOURS AND MINE LAST BREATH!!

She tilted her eyes...,,

What if this doesn't happen?
(She asks with teary eyes)

Yahi hoga Swara....,,(he keeps looking into her eyes)

She hugs him by his neck....,,

Save me na...then...,,bachalo na phir mujha...,,(cries)Save your Swara na then....,,SWARA too DOESN'T WANNA GO ANYWHERE!!!
(She keeps crying while hugging him tightly)

He smiles and tears started making their way over  his cheeks....,,,

Sanskar:I'LL SAVE YOU....,,bas TUM MERA SATH DO....,,(teary voice)this time I need you only.....,,JUST TRUST ME....,keep faith upon me....,,, I won't let you happen anything...,,

She broke the hug and looks into his eyes while still her arms are around his waist....,,

Swara:I can't trust my fate Sanskar....,,(smiles)BUT I HAVE FAITH OVER YOU....,,I had faith over you and this is the reason I'm still alive....,,I TRUST MY LOVE!! (Saying this she hid her head in his chest)

She clutches his shirt while hugging him...,,her tears flowing down...,she pressed her eyes,she wanna cry out louder...,,but she's quiet for the sake of HER LOVE...,,She doesn't wanna distrub his mind more and she's decided to go in flow with her fate and where her life takes her and which moment would be the last moment of her life....,,
She's just waiting that where the ball of her  fortune bouces her TO THE END!!!!

Sanskar broke the hug...,,

He wipes her tears...,,

Sanskar:Thanks...,Swara...,,now you're with me..., (smiles)now nothing can happen...,,you trust me...,that's enough for me to console myself...,,to encourage me...,Ab sab thek hojayege ,(he cares her hairs)

Swara just keep smiling with him..,,while her mind signalling her something else...,,

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Swara.....!!

Sanskar entered in the room all of a sudden....,,

Swara startled...,,she imidiately closed the wardrobe and adjusts herself...,,

Haan Sanskar....,,(She answers him)

Sanskar:Swara...,,you come here...,,what are you doing there...,,

He placed the tray on the stool and then looks at her...,,

What happened...,why are you standing like that...,are you ok...,,, (he inquires)

Yeah - yeah...I'm fine...,(she stutter)

Sanskar:Then come...,,have your lunch hmmm...,,I wanna tell you something...,,

She moves towards him with small strides ,still nervous,,

Sanskar noticed that...,,He moves towards her and held her arm...she again jerked as she was lost somewhere...,,she breaths and got scared at his sudden grip...,,

Sanskar looks at her face...,,He frowned...,,

Sanskar:Swara...what's happened...,, you(he checks her forhead)Why are you sweating....,,

Swara:I'm fine Sanskar...,,was just cleaning the wardrobe toh bas...,,(She again tilts her eyes)

Sanskar smiles...,

Come with me...,,
(He takes her towards the bed and makes her sit)

Sanskar:Swara what's the need of doing that...,,you aren't well...,,I had told you not to do any work...,,

He takes the morsel and feeds her...,,she smiles...,,

He laughs...,,

Sanskar:Now another one....,,(he again keeps feeding her)

Swara:Sanskar...,,bas,

Sanskar:Ok just one more...,, (he again feeds her)

Swara:Sanskar...,,plzz stop it now...,,

Sanskar:Ok just once more, this one is for you (He feeds her another morsel)and this is for me (he feeds her another one)and this is for our BABY.....,, (he feeds her)

Swara's face faded...,,He too realised that what he said...,,both looks at eachother...,, but Sanskar sobs silently and tilted his eyes,
His tears starts gathering in his eyes but he sniffs and then smiles brightly....,,

He takes the other morsel,,and raises his hand to feed her...,,

Sanskar:(smiley face)And this is the last one...,,(but she stopped his hand)

He looks at her...,,
Swara's eyes are moisted...,,
He knows that she has seen his tears but still doesn't wanna show it to her....,,

Sanskar:(smiles)Swara...this is the last one...,,(he again tries to make her eat)

Swara:Sanskar...,,why are you stopping your tears...,,let them come out...,,OUR BABY DIED...,,(moisted eyes)but it doesn't mean that we'd forget it...,,(smiles)I know that baby was so special for you....,, (She tilts her eyes)sorry I COULDN'T SAVE YOUR BABY....,,(She looks into his eyes)I gave you a surprise and (sobs)and I myself snatched it from you....,,,(her tears fell down)

She hugs him...,and kisses his hairs....,,

I'm sorry...,,just because of me...,,our baby couldn't survive...,,
(She Cries)

He's quiet..,,she broke the hug...,,

Swara:I know you too lost your baby...,you needed me that time...,,but instead of minimizing your pain....,,I kept increasing it...,,you too needed a shoulder to cry...,,but I wasn't there...,,(She wipes his tears)

She smiles and then wipes her own tears...,,

But now I'm here...,, (She kisses his forhead)this is for you...,(then kisses the tip of his nose)this is for me.....,,(smiles and then pecks his cheek)and...(sobs)and this is FROM THE BABY....,,(her tears fell down)for the daddy......,,,,(Sanskar's tears fell down....,,)

He hugs her tightly...and wraps her in his arms...,,He was hiding his pain in his heart since so long...,,and now this pain is coming out...with flames...,,

He cries hugging her...,,

Sanskar:Swara...,,why I couldn't save you both...,,I wanted to save you both...,,I wanted both of you...,,MY BABY...,,(sobs)My baby couldn't come in this world....,,why I'm so helpless....,,I didn't  have that indulgence that I could save my baby even...!

Swara cares his head.,,

Swara:That was our fate Sanskar...,, God bestowed us with this happiness but that was temporary....,,

Suddenly Sanskar stopped crying...,,He thinks and then broke the hug...,,He wipes his tears and then looks at Swara...,,

Swara:I promise I won't hurt you again....,,,(She kisses his palm)I promise(her tears fell on his palm)

He smiles...,,and wipes her tears...,,

Sanskar:Swara...,,now forget that what happned...,,but(smiles)We have a great life...hmmm...,,hena (he asks,she nodded)we lost our baby....,,but (laughs a little with tears in his eyes)but still we have to nurture 100 children together....,, (She laughs out)

He's talking to her placing his palm on her cheek...,,,

Swara:100 children....?? (She than laughs out)

He too laughs...,,

Sanksar:Yes 100 children...,, because we're gonna grow old together....,,each year we'd be having a new baby(he again laughs while his tears on his cheek)

She laughs again and placed her forhead on his forhead...,,both closed their eyes and laughs while cupping eachother's face...,,

Swara:(laughs)Sanskar....,,would I really be able to see that day....,,!!

He kisses her head gently while their noses and their forhead touching....,,

Sanskar:Not only that day....,,you're gonna see the each and every glimpse of that glorious day WITH ME!! (He smiles)

She hugs him....,,

Swara:May God...my fate let it to comes true.....,,(She smiles)

He too smiles and hugs her tightly...,,

He wipes his tears and then broke the hug...,,

Sanskar:Now no more tears...haan..,,(smiles)Just some days more...,,then everything will be just like before...,(laughs)
Ohh...,,I forgot...,(he hits his own head)

Swara looks at him confusingly...,,

What happned.....,, (She inquired)

Sanskar:Swara...,,actually...,,I'd have to go Bombay.....,,today...,,

Swara:Bombay....,,but why...,,(confused)all of a sudden...,,tum...,NO!! Plzz don't go...,, (She holds his hand)

She became stamped after hearing that he's going away from her...,

Sanskar:Hey don't get panic...,(He laughs),I'll come back tomorrow...,,

Swara:But why are you going Sanskar...,,(her eyes moisted)Main...(she thinks)

Sanskar looks at her...,,She's lost somewhere...,

Hey princess what happned...,(He smiles and cares her face)

Swara looks at him...,,and her tears fell down...,she hugs...him...,,

Sanskar:(Smiles)Swara....,,plzz don't react like this....,,I'm just going to meet the doctor...,(he cares her hairs)MR SINGHANIYA....,,(he became worried)I'd have to convince him any how....,,

Swara:(clutches his shirt)Kyun....,why are you going to him...,,don't go...,,main asi hi thek hun...,,(snuggles in his chest)Bas TUM mat jao....,,say him to come here...,,

He laughs and breaks the hug,

Sanskar:Swara...,,before sometime...,,you promised me....,,(He squints his eyes)and now again!!!

Swara:See...,,don't go today...,,you may go tomorrow...,,but don't go today...,,today I'm not feeling good Sanskar....,,(She again moves closer to him and hugs him)Plzz meri baat manlo....,,just leave it for today....,,

Sanskar:And then tomorrow you'll say not to go and I should go the day after tomorrow...,,hmmm...,, (he smiles)

She broke the hug...,,

Swara:Sanskar...,,I'm serious...,,don't go na...,,TODAY I JUST WANNA BE WITH YOU....,,(She thinks again)Pata nh kal...main....,, (She stops saying)

Sanskar:Swara....,,(he wipes her tears)My love don't cry like kids...,,(laughs)Just for a single day.....,,and tomorrow I'll be back...,,

Swara just keeps looking at him and then tilts her eyes in fear...,her heartbeats are increasing...,,She's feeling like something is cutting her heart...,,she breaths and jerks when Sanskar placed his hand on her shoulder..,,she gulps and then looks at him..,,

Sanskar:Kahaan khogaye....,,
(He flips his fingers in front of her face)

She breaths...,,and then again looks at him...,,

Sanskar:Swara....,,don't worry...,,see I too don't wanna go...,,but it's necessary,if I won't go then how'd your treatment get start...,,hmm? (Pressed his lips and smiles)

She just doesn't say anything...,,because he won't listen to her...,,it's necessary for him to go...,and it's necessary for her to LIVE ALONE!!!

what she does....,,WHAT....,,!!!her heart is saying to just see him only...,before closing her eyes for the last time...,,and HE!! ,He's going....,,why....,,she wanna spent her time with him...,,and HE?
Now she's having guts that her journey in this world is gonna end soon,whatever efforts he makes..,,but neither she can do anything nor ANYONE ELSE!!!

He makes her sleep giving her the medicines...,,arranges blanket over her..., she just keeps looking at him....,,and closed her eyes....,,He kisses her head and cares it...,,He turns to get up...,,

Plzz till you go...be with me...!!!
(She holds his hand)

He looks at her and smiles...,,

Spent sometime with me...,We shouldn't be dependent on time...,,this time isn't our well wisher....,,JUST MAKE ME FEEL ONCE THAT I'M YOURS....!!!
(She keeps holding his hand looking into his eyes and smiling)

His heart beats faster at her this statement....,,now he's is becoming more hesitate of leaving her alone...,,WHAT IF SOMETHING HAPPENED TO HER if he leaves her here....!!!

Plzz Sanskar.......!!! (She again clutches his fist)

Sanskar comes out of his deep thoughts and smiles....,,He leans down and kisses her head,she closes her eyes feeling his fragrance....,,He looks into her eyes ,she cares his face looking into his eyes so closely....,,
He turns off the lights....,,and leans over her....,,He just didn't want to await her more...and slammed his lips over hers...,
She cares his back...,,He gives her soft kisses along her neck....,,her eyes are closed and she's just feeling him...,,He removed her hairs aside and licks her neck....,,she brushes his hairs with her fingers....,,He smooches her cheeks...,, caressing her chest over her sari....,,He removes her sari pallu and rubs his nose on her chest....,,she pulls him up and kisses his cheeks and then eyes....,,He smiles at her and cares her hairs....,,his eyes are moisted HE DOESN'T KNOW WHY ,He again sucks her mouth and this time with passion....,,with love...,,wanted to feel her....,,she raised herself a little up and takes the support by holding his neck tightly...,,her hands caressing his back over his white shirt....,,she grabs his collar and  raises herself more close to him.,,she bit his lip suddenly....,,He looks at her confusingly that why's she so restless and imapatient He removes her hands and makes her sleep on the bed...,,she looks into his eyes...,,He leans down and gives her open mouth kisses grabbing her mouth making her feel that he's not going anywhere he's with her...,,just with her....,,trying to calm her down....,,she breaths in his mouth....,,He stops kissing her and looks into her eyes....,,she smiles and his heart felt a relief seeing her smile....,,his again leans down and licks her nape....,,He leaves his love marks there....,,she moans and breaths with pleasure....,,He bites her neck to the other side....leaving his love bites there to make her feel that if he wouldn't be there but his love will be always there with her ALONG WITH HER.....,,now her eyes are closed....,,She's asleep...,,He smiles hearing her light snores....,,He cares her face....,,his collar buttons are opened and her hands are still touching his bare chest....,,He didn't remove her hands he kisses her cheek and then laid beside her....,,placing her head on his arm....,,and hugs her....,,moon light touching their faces...,,and is the witness of their LOVE!
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After sometime....,,He opened his eyes and finds himself sleeping beside her...,,She's hugging tightly....,,sleeping on his arm...,,He takes his phone and checks the time....,,

It's 7....,, (his eyes widened)

He moves himself a little up but then he realized that she's hugging him...,He sleeps again and looks at her face....,,She was sleeping peacefully....,,and his sudden movement distrubed her sleep and she moves him more closer and hugs him by holding his shirt in her fist....,,,He became more worried....,,

Swara...,,you're making it more difficult for me to leave you here alone....,,rather it's for a single day....,(he breaths)but I'm not feeling good....,, (he looks at her face) and your these acts are compelling me not to go....,,(he hugs her too)I don't wanna go Swara....,,but if it was only for me I wouldn't have gone...,,(he kisses her cheek)but it's for you my Love....,,I'D HAVE TO GO!!

He places her head on the pellow, arranges the blanket over her..., got up and went straight to the washroom....,,
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He comes out...,,She's still sleeping...,,He takes her reports..,,and is all ready to go....,,

He sits beside her...,,He takes her hand and kisses her palm gently....,,

Sanskar:(smiles)I'll soon come back Swara....,,I'm sorry I'm leaving without meeting you....,,but I don't wanna panic you....,,(his eyes are worried)JUST WAIT FOR ME TILL I COME BACK SWARA!!!,
(Cares her hairs)Uske baad toh sab thek hojayege....,,,(smiles but his eyes are moisted)

He leans down and kisses her head....,,placing his lips there for sometime....,,and his tears fall down on her cheeks unknowingly....,,He shows himself stronger infront her infront of the world....,,but the truth is that....,,HE'S MORE WORRIED THAN HER....,,He's more restless than her....,,He's too having his gut feelings....,,

He takes up his head....,,wipes his own tears again cares her head kisses her palm....,,turns off the light and moves towards the door....,,
He again stops at the door...,,his heart beats again...,He placed his hand on his chest....,,it's beating that much fast as it will come out at any moment...,,He gasps and breaths....,,

She clutches her the bedsheet in her fist...,,feeling that he's going away from her...,,she scrunches her eyes too....,,

He turned to look at her but she was sleeping peacefully....,,He wipes his tears and smiles....,,

What's happening with me....,, (he whispers with himself)Why I'm feeling this much diffulty while leaving.....,, (breaths)SAB KUCH THEK TOH HA NA.....!
(He than again looks at her and smiles)
SAB THEK HA...,,

He again went towards her writes something on the paper and placed it on the stool....,,He again kisses her forhead...,,
She holds his finger with her two fingers....,,

Sanskar where are you going....,,
(She mumbles in her sleep,her eyes are closed)

She turns her side and hugs him...,,He smiles....and cares her hairs...,,

I'm coming back Swara....,,you sleep...,,
I'll come soon....,,(he says while his lips touching her hairs)

He kisses her hairs lovingly and then again withdraw her from himself...,,makes her sleep and left the place.....
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To be continue...

So guys this is the first  part of this episode....,, here is another part too...,,but that will be posted afterward...,,for now you guys tell me that what you guys think is gonna happen next....,, don't worry I'll try to give next update soon...,, byee and leave your comments....,, :)