A MATCH MADE COUPLE

Chapter 35

Let's continue......

NEXT MORNING:

Swara is sleeping peacefully...in Sanskar's arms...,,He is wrapping her...completely...,

Swara scrunched her eyes....,,,she felt her head aching....,,she slightly opened her eyes....,,and found herself.....laying just close to him.....,,she opened her eyes....fully to see him...clearly.....,,
She touched his face......,and sees his cheeks...wet with tears....,,,she touches his tears.....,her eyes moisted.....,,
She looked at herself....laying all naked in his embrace....,,she remembered last night.....scene.....,,she remembered her state......,she remembered her... behaviour......,,her tears came out.....,,
She looks at him....,,cares his face...with teary eyes.....,,his sleep got disturbed....by her touch......,,He opened his eyes and found her starring him....only...,,

Sanskar:Swara!! (He whispered in a sleepy tone)

Swara looks into his eyes....,,she got nervous....,,as she is sorry of her behaviour.....,,she tilted her eyes......,,,and her tears came out....,,
He became worried....and sat....,,looking at her...who is laying on the bed... ,wiping her tears.....,,

Sanskar:Swara...you.....

Swara didn't look at him...,,more tears came out.....,,

Sanskar:Swara.....,,tum ro kyun rahi ho...,,

She looks at him....,,got up....and instantly hugged him......,,He placed his hands around her back....,,cares her hairs....,,

Sanskar:Swara.....,,what happned....,,(caressing her hairs)

Swara:(teary voice)Sanskar.....,,tum mujhsa Gussa nh ho na....,,you have forgiven me na....,(cries)

Swara broke the hug...,and looks into his eyes....,,

Swara:Sanskar....,I'm sorry....,,I swear I won't lie with you....ever....,,I swear.... (holding her throat)

Sanskar feels bad....,,He keeps looking at her....,,

She cups his....face...,while her tears flowing down...,,

Swara:I'm Sorry.....,,(She placed her head on his chest,,and burst out crying)I'M SORRY Sanskar....,,I won't do it again....,,PLZZ!FORGIVE ME FOR THE LAST TIME!iske baad you won't be able to see...me....,,you won't get hurt.....,,I wouldn't be here to tease you....more....,,

Sanskar's tears fell down...,,,He hugged her...back....,,didn't say anything and...closed his eyes....,,

Swara broke the hug....,,

Swara:Sanskar....,,tum mujhsa Gussa nh ho...na..,,haan...bolo na..,,(crying and looking into his eyes)

Sanskar:(Cups her face) No....,(sobs)No... Swara...,,I'm not.....,you stop crying....,, (wipes her tears),,,hmm...,, (he again hugged her not wanting her to cry more)

Swara gripped his waist tightly.....,,and keeps sobbing...,,

Swara:Sanskar.....,,you too love our baby...na...,,(She asked while hugging him)

Sanskar's mind...got stuck..,hearing this...,he didn't answered her...,

She realised that he didn't answered..., she broke the hug..and looks at him..,,

(Both are wrapped in a bedsheet)

Swara:Sanskar...,,why are you quiet,,,answer me na....,,(looks into his eyes,,trying to get that what is he thinking)

But he didn't answered...,,her eyes moisted....,,

Swara:(teary voice)Sanskar..,bolo na...,chup kyun ho....,,(She touches her belly)You want this baby...na...haan?

She asks as...she is scared that...,what will he say....,,she remembered his promise...,,but she still wants to confirm it....,,but seeing him.. quiet...,her fear...of losing her baby..is soaring high....,,

Sanskar:(dumped tone)Haan...,(noded in yes while stretching his lips..,to show her that he is happy)

Swara's face glowed hearing this...,,a wide smile appeared on her face....,,her tears starts shinning in her eyes....,,

Swara:(out of happiness)Sach??

He noded....,,

Swara laughs..,keeping her palm on her mouth...,,

Sanskar looks at her...face...,,that how happy she is after hearing this from his mouth.....,,He feels guilty that why he hurt her so much past some days...,,He smiles seeing her...,but his eyes are moisted too...,

Swara placed his hand on her belly....,,

Swara:Sanskar.......,,I knew it....,,(smiling),,i knew it you can't hate your own baby....,,how can a father......hate his own child.....,,No.... (looks into his eyes)I know you can't see me.... crying....,, hena... Sanskar....,,you knew that how special this baby is for me....,,(sniffs while smiling)and SAME IS FOR YOU,,,,,HENA??

Sanskar smiles....with her....,,and noded in yes....,,

She hugged him...,..,

Swara:Thank you Sanskar....,,mujha samajhne k liye....,,thank you so much....,,I'm so happy.....,, (She talks to him...while her palm placed on her belly)
Now.....nothing can happen with my child....,,You are with me....,,you won't let happen anything....,,hena?

He hugs....her...,,

Sanskar:Haan swara.....,,I won't let happen anything....wrong!! (His eyes are moisted)

Swara broke the hug...,,and cups his face.  ....,

Swara:(smiles)I Love you.... Sanskar....,,I love you alot.....,,(looking into his eyes)

Sanskar:(chuckled but with teary eyes)And I LOVE YOU TOO..... (he said this to her,and kissed her palm)

THAT'S WHY....I WON'T LET THIS
HAPPEN! (He said to himself in his
mind)

Swara laughs....again....,,she is so happy after so many days....,,she is happy that he accepted atlast....,,He agreed that he want this child....,,He agreed that he wouldn't let happen anything to her child....,,now she is determined that.... her child would be...safe.....,,with his father....what matters that she wouldn't be there....,,but Sanskar would be there....to take care of her child.....,,
She has neglected the fact... that Sanskar's real happiness is SHE HERSELF.....,,but not the baby.....,,she has forgot this completely....that what would can happen to him...WITHOUT HER!

He cares her hairs....,,while she is hugging him...,,He is resting his head on the headboard....,,and her head is placed on his chest.....,,she is gripping his waist...,,her hairs open....straight....,

Suddenly she remembered something...,, and again became worried....,,she left her grip on his waist.....,,
Sanskar noticed that too....,,He looks at her....,,

Sanskar:Kya baat ha...Swara...!

Swara:(teary voice)Sanskar....,, Ragini!(He keeps looking at her)Sanskar.....,,wo... (teary eyes) She would be upset.....,,(sobs),,I wanna meet her.....,,mujha ussa milna ha....,,

He instantly hugged her...,because she was crying...,,He couldn't see her tears...,,

Sanskar:Don't worry Swara!!..,,She would be fine...,,wo apne aap ko sambhal legi....,,but for now....you take care of yourself.....,

Swara broke the hug....,,

Swara:But...Sanskar....,,(stammer)I wanna see her.....,,I'm feeling very bad....,,(tilts her eyes)I wasn't here...when she needed me the most....,,(looks into his eyes)Plzz Sanskar....I wanna meet her...,,(cries)

Sanskar cups her face and kisses her forhead....,,

Sanskar:My love....,,don't think alot...,, Kuch nh huwa ha.....,,it happens sometimes.....,,every relation isn't made to be perfect.....,,and if this happened with her.....,it doesn't mean....that her life stops...,,infact she can get a better lifepartner.....,,who can love her....in the way she deserves....,,

Swara sobs...,,
He wipes her tears....,,

Sanskar:You wanna meet her....(She noded in yes...,while her eyes swollen)I will take you there.....,,(again wipes her tears)But you would  have to promise me....that you won't cry....now...,,(looks into her eyes)PROMISE??

Swara gulped and sobs....,,and noded in yes....,,

He smiles....,,and again kisses her forhead.....,,,He moved her closer to himself.....,,she hugged him....,,

Sanskar:Swara.....sometimes....We take the decisions....which we don't  want to...,but circumtances compels us to do so....,,it doesn't mean that  we don't want that.....but sometimes we have to sacrifice something to... get back.... something.....which is...MORE PRECIOUS TO US...,,(looks at her and thinks)Sometimes people wanna go away from you.....BUT IF YOU LOVE SOMEONE.....MORE THAN ANYTHING.... you can't let this happen....,,and you would have to take some hard decisions...., (he keeps looking at her...while talking,and lost)

She realised that he stopped talking....,, she broke the hug and looks at him...,,

Swara:Sanskar what happened....,,

He smiles and looks at her...,,

Sanskar:Swara....you would have to learn to understand... things...,, sometimes things happens against our wish....,but we can't stop living....,,we can't leave smiling...., we can't stop our lives....,(he looks into her eyes)We should let happen what's happening around us...., because everything happens for a reason Swara....,,it's not necessary that always happens what we... want...,, sometimes things goes out of our hands.....,,(he holds her hands and interlocks his fingers with hers)but if our betterhalf is with us...,,than nothing is so difficult.....(smiles)We can go through our harder times... together.....,,HENA??(smiling)

Swara too smiles...,,and noded in yes....,,

Sanskar brushes his fingers in her hairs while placing his palm on her cheek...,,

Sanskar:You'd have to be sensible Swara.....,,you'd have to see things positively....,,don't think about small things......,,it's life.....Swara!,, anything can happen here....,,no  worries last forever....,,atlast they come to an end.....,,(smiles) Swara  promise me onething....,,Wada karo mujhsa.....,, KAROGI NA?

She placed her palm on his cheek....,,and smiles....,,

Swara:Offcource.....Sanskar....,,

Sanskar smiles and drinks back his tears....,,,

Sanskar:PROMISE me..that...,, whatever happens....,,but...you won't get back off..,,you won't loose your courage....,,what if something.....happens against your wish.....but YOU would behave sensibly...,you would stand by me....,,YOU WON'T HARM YOURSELF... (his eyes moisted as he knows that she always try to harm herself) HAMESHA MERA SATH RAHOGI....,,promise me!! (Looking into her eyes)

    HAMESHA???? (She said instantly)

Sanskar looks at her...with teary eyes...,,

Swara smiles....,,

Swara:Hamesha....,,ummm(thinks)I DON'T THINK SO!!

Sanskar's face faded....,,

Swara:(placed her palm on his cheek)I can't promise to be with you always....,, but I do promise......,, JAB TAK HUN  TMHARA SATH RAHUNGI!! (smiles while tears in her eyes)

Sanskar laughs a little...,,He tilts his eyes...,,and smiles...,his tear drops visible near his eye corners....,,

Sanskar:HAMESHA RAHOGI......,, (smiles)I know that....,,(looking into her eyes with a smiling face)

Swara's face faded hearing this...,,but she smiles...with him....and keeps looking at him....,

Swara:Sanskar....,,you would have to accept the truth....,,

Sanskar:(smiles)I HAVE ACCEPTED!!

Swara's eyes moisted....,,she placed her head on his chest....,,

Swara:Plzz Sanskar....,,Asi batain mat karo....,,I don't wanna become weak....! (Sobs)

He smiles...,,and hugs her back...,,

Sanskar:You aren't weak.....,,you are my brave Swara....,,(kisses her head gently)

Swara broke the hug....,,looks into his eyes.....,,He too looks into her eyes....smilingly....,,

Swara:Sanskar....,,you can't stop your tears....,,better you let them come out....,,
(She said instantly)

He first looks at her...,,his eyes became red....,,He rolls his eyes....,,hiding his tears....,,

Swara just keeps looking at him...,,with smiley face....but moisted eyes too..,

Sanskar cleans his tears with his thumbs....,sniffs....,,and again looks at her...,cups her face...,,

Sanskar:You get ready.....,,I will take you bari.....hmmm.. (smiles)

Swara noded....,,and smiles....,,
Both keeps looking into eachother's eyes....,,

He leaned down....to her lips....,, sucked them softly....,,she too sucked his...,then he raised his head up and kissed her forhead...,

She looks into his eyes....,,both smiles and then again she rested her head on his chest.....,,
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AT GADODIA HOUSE:

Swasan entered in the house....,,

Swara:Maa..... (She calls shomi)

Shomi who was sitting on the sofa...with ragini...,,looks towards her...,,her eyes glowed....,,

Shomi:Shona.....(laughs)

She got up....instantly....,,and went towards her....,,

Shomi:Shona....tu...,,when did you come back....,,

Swara hugged her...,,tightly....,,

Swara:Maa....,,I missed you alot...!!(laughs)

Shomi:Shona...beta...,,how are you..,,(She looks at her..belly)and how's your baby...(cares her face)You are fine na beta....,,

Swara:Yes....maa....,,Me..(touches her belly)and baby both are absolutely fine.... (laughs)

Shomi admires her smiley face....,, she is happy that....Swara is happy....and that is just because of Sanskar...,,she looks at Sanskar.....,,

He bended and took her blessings....,,
She cares his face....,,

Shomi:How....are you beta...,,are you happy with your baby....,,(smiles)

His face faded...,,but he smiles with her...,and noded in yes...,,

Shomi's eyes moisted and she cares his face....,,

Shomi:Stay blessed...,,(smiles)

Swara keeps looking at him...,,

Sanskar:Swara....,,You take care....,(cares her face)I will come at night....to pick you....hmmm..(smiles)

Swara noded....,,and he left...,,
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AT NIGHT:
Swara:Ragini....,why did you come here...,,you didn't even tell me...Once...,,

Ragini:Swara....,leave it...,what ever happened....,,I'm happy with that.....,,,Laksh and me can't be together....,,(smiles)I have.... understood that.....,,

Swara:But Ragini....,,(teary eyes)

Ragini:Swara....leave it na...,,I don't wanna talk about that....,,you tell me about yourself....,,how are you...,,are you taking your care...,,

Swara didn't reply her....,,her eyes are moisted...,,

Ragini:Swara....,,now don't be upset...,jo hogaya so hogaya....,, there isn't anything to talk...about that....,,

Swara looks at her...,,
Ragini understood....that she won't leave this topic so easily....,,

Ragini:Swara....,,you tell me...,,now Sanskar...knows that...you are pregnant with his child....,,now you should tell him...about your disease..,

Swara looks at her...,,and then tilted her eyes....,,

Swara:Ragini...,,HE KNOWS ABOUT THAT!

Ragini's and Shomi's eyes widened....,

Ragini:What....(shocked)

Shomi:Shona...,,what are you saying...,(stammer)You told him...,,

Swara's tears fell down...,,

Swara:No....,,(tears flows down)I didn't tell him...,,He himself (gulped) got to know....,,

Ragini:He himself...,,,(stops)HOW?

Swara tells them everything....,,

Shomi:Shona....,,this much happned...,, and you didn't tell us... anything...,,(cries)and Sanskar....,,(breaths)Wo...toh...,,

She remembered his faded face....,,she remembered that why was....He so sad...,,his gloomy face,,she remembered his....moisted eyes.....,,

Shomi:Shona.....,,what did he say....,,,

Swara didn't say anything....,,she remembers his talk....,,she remembers his behaviour....,,she remembers....,that how angry he was....,,more tears came out.....,,

Shomi:Shona....,,tell me...na..,,what happned....,,why are you quiet....,,

Swara hugs her....and cries...,,
Shomi hugs her back...,,she became worried....,,

Shomi:Shona...,,what happened...,,

Ragini:Swara....I had told you before....,, why didn't you tell him...before......,,He would be so upset....,,He would be broken.....,,(moisted eyes)Now God knows that what happens.....,,What will happen Swara.....,,

Swara:No...Ragini....,,nothing will happen...,,(sobs)I know him....,,He understands me....,,HE LOVES ME...,he loves our baby.....,,(touches her belly)He won't let anything happen....,,He has promised me....,,I trust him.....,,(smiles)

Ragini:What....,,He has promised....,but about what....,,(confused)His baby....,he still wants this baby....,,doesn't he know that....,he will loose you....,,He doesn't care about that....,,(left Swara)How's this possible.....,,He can't do this....,,how can he choose his baby....over you.....,,(cries)
DOESN'T HE LOVE YOU???

Swara cries....,,

Swara:No...Ragini....,,don't say that..,,He loves...me....,,He loves me alot....,,that's why....,(sobs)That's why....he....is doing what I want....,,He cares for my wish..,,

Ragini looks at her...,,and than rolls her eyes...angrily....,,

Swara:Maa....,,you know na....,, Sanskar loves me....,,,wo mera sath ha...! (Smiles)

Shomi cares her face....,

Shomi:Shona....beta...,,but...this can't happen....,,samjhne ki  koshish toh karo beta....,,

Swara's  more tears came out...,,she doesn't wanna listen this from them...,,

Ragini:Swara....,,do you have any idea that....what are you talking....,, where is HIS LOVE....,haan...,,you are saying that he loves you....., that's why he wants his child....BUT NOT YOU....,,

Swara's tears comes out....,,,she wipes her tears,,

Swara:Ragini....,,why are you talking like that....haan...,,I said....its not his fault..,,He wants my happiness....,, He loves me...,that's why.....he is doing this....,,wo mera sath deraha ha....,,then why do you have problem....,,(cries)

Shomi:(Cups her face)Shona......,, No. Beta...,,we don't have any problem...,,you stop crying.....,,we know he loves you...,,we know....,, hmmm... (She cares her hairs and her face and tries to make her calm)

Swara:Maa....,,I want this child....,,(smiles) and Sanskar too want this child....,,HE HIMSELF SAID THIS TO ME..,

Ragini:Swara....ye tmhara weham ha...,,Sanskar can't say like that...,,I know that....,,

Swara looks at her....,,her face again faded,,she wipes her tears....,,and became furious...,,

Swara:Ragini....,,what do you have problem....,,why you all can't see me happy....,,why you all are after my baby....,,kyun pare ho sab...mera bache ke peechay....,,(cries)

Ragini looks at her...,,she realised that Swara is being now....out of her senses...,,

She stood up...and went towards her...,,

Ragini:Swara....,,ok...I'm sorry...,,I won't say it again....,,you calm down....,,(She cups her face and tries to wipe her tears)

Swara:Leave me....,,(throws her hand and stood up)I won't talk to you...,,I won't talk to anyone....,,I'm Saying na...Sanskar want this baby....,he is...with me...,then why you are not believing me...,,if he is happy... I'm happy....,,then what's the big deal Ragini!
(Cries and shouts)

Shekher came out hearing her shouts...,, and dadi too came out....,,

Swara's head pains....,,,her tears continuously flowing....,,she moves back....and stumbled with Shekher....,,

Shekher takes her in his embrace....,,

Shekher:Swara....beta...,,what happened...,,(he looks at her face)Why are you crying beta....,,(he became worried)

Swara:Baba....,wo...Ragini...,,(sobs)Sanskar....,,my baby.....,,(feeling dizzy)He loves me... baba......

Shomi and Ragini came towards them....,

Ragini:Swara....,,I'm sorry...,I won't say it again...,,

Swara cries,,her head placed on Shekher's chest....,,He supports her...and hugs her....,,

Shekher:Ragini....,,what's she saying,, what has happened.......,,,

Ragini:Baba....,,I was just saying...what was right...and Swara...,, (She didn't complete)

Swara put her head up....and shouts again....,,

Swara:No Ragini....,,you weren't right...,,you are wrong.....,,Sanskar has promised me...,,He can't deny me...,,

Ragini:Swara....,,plzzz stop behaving like that.....,,why can't you understand....,,you CAN'T KEEP THIS BABY.....,,(Lil bit louder)
(She tries to touch her...and make her understand)

Swara  throws her...hand away..,,and got up from Shekher's chest.....,,

Swara:STOP IT....,,don't talk to me...,,(She holds her head with both of her hands)NAHIN SUNNA MUJHA KUCH.....,, (breaths)I'm going from here....,,I won't stay here anymore.... (Saying this she moves....towards the entrance...,,holding her head...)

Shomi:Shona....,,Beta...,where are you going....,,

All walks after her....,,

Ragini:Swara....,,stop..,,kahaan jaogi akele...,,you aren't fine....,,(worried)

Swara is moving stumbling and falling...,,
While walking she bumps with someone.....,,

She looks up...to see that who's that....,

Swara:Sanskar.....,,(She whispered, her tears flowing down)

She fell on his chest,,He supports her by holding her waist.....,,

Swara:Sanskar....,,achha huwa tum aagye....,,(breaths)I won't stay here......,,(sobs)Le chalo mujha yahaan se.....,(vision being blurred)Here no one loves me....,,no one wants my baby to...come in this world....,,all hates me....,,

Sanskar:Swara.....,,why are you talking like that....,,what has happened....,,(patts her cheeks)

Swara:Sanskar.....,,she says you don't want this baby....,,(hoarsely)you DON'T LOVE ME...,!

Sanskar's eyes moisted...too,,He became worried seeing her like that....,,

All are just standing dumstuck....,,they don't know what to say her...,as they are seeing her like that for the first time.....,but for sanskar it's not the first time....,,He has seen it before also....,,He has seen her writhing....,he knows that how she becomes out of her senses....,even she tries to harm herself too....,,He cups her face.....,,and wrapped her in his embrace....,,

Ragini:Swara.....,,I didn't mean that...,,plzz forgive me...,,(She again tries to touch her)

Swara again throws her...away...,, and hugs Sanskar....,,her eyes closed....,,tears flowing....,,

Swara:Stay away from me....,,Dur raho mujhsa....,,,(She says in half senses)

Ragini cries...seeing her like that....,,all cries....,,their mouth remained wide opened seeing her like that.....,,they don't know that what was going on in her mind....,,why is she so possessive about her baby.....,,now they found it impossible to just talk to her....about that....,,NO they are too scared seeing her like that....,,

Shomi comes to her....,she cares her head....,,while she is in Sanskar's embrace....,hugging him...tightly....,,her eyes closed....,,

Shomi:Shona.....beta....,,we all love you beta...,,,plzz control yourself....,, no one hates you....,, forgive... Ragini....,,she won't talk like that...,,plzz(cries)Plzz you just try to understand....,,you can't be so weak Shona...,,(but Swara didn't put  her head up...from Sanskar's embrace)

Shomi cries....,,

Sanskar is just numb....,seeing her like that....,,He breaths....,,and gasps....,his eyes became red....seeing her like that....,,He doesn't know that what happned to her....,,He can't see her like that....,,

Swara:(mumbles)No...,,(stammers)No - one loves me....,,no one....,,(She put her head up,looks at Sanksar...into his eyes)

Swara:You loves me...na Sanskar....(sobs),,you loves me...na...,,(slow voice)

Sanskar:(cupping her face)Yes...., Swara...,,offcource I LOVE YOU....,, I'm always with you....,,I LOVE YOU......,,you don't need to worry....,,Main hun na tumhare sath....,,why are you scared...,(hugs her)You don't need to be scared...of anything....,(his eyes moisted and red,he hugs her tightly,,talking her completely in his embrace)

All just looks towards them...,all numb...,,

She became quiet....,,her eyes closed....,still sobbing....High....,,but she is quiet and calm,He cares her hairs...,

Ragini:Sanskar.....,,aap uska sath kesa desakte hain....,how can you...,,you know she is wrong....,,it can't happen what she wants....,,IT'S IMPOSSIBLE!,

Sanskar looks at her....,he then cares Swara's hairs...,,looks at her....,,He sat on the sofa....,,make her rest her head in his lap....,,He cares her face....,,wipes her tears....,,cleans her face.......,,

They just keep looking at him...sadly...,,as they all are helpless...,,

Ragini:Answer me Sanskar.....,,why did you do that....,,why are you keeping her in false hopes!(firmly while crying)

   Haan toh or kya krta main...,,(he said instantly and lil bit louder)

Ragini looks at him...,,

Sanskar:Kya krta main....Ragini....,, USSA MARTA DEKHTA...,,APNI ANKHON K SAMNE...! (Looks at Ragini)you think I want her to die.....,(his tears fell down)

He wipes his own tears....,,

Sanskar:I don't know what I do and what I don't....,,I just wanna see Swara.... safe...., infront of my eyes....,,,Do you have any idea that what could have happned today... if I wouldn't have come on time.....(red eyes)MAR JATI WO!

Ragini's eyes widened....,,all became shocked....,,

Sanskar:You don't know,,because you haven't seen her... writhing.....,, you haven't seen her harming herself.....,,,BUT I HAVE SEEN THAT....,,this isn't the first time she has done this Ragini......,,she always behaves like that.....when all talks against her......,,,(his tears again fell down and he tilted his eyes)I'm helpless......,,I don't have any other way.....,,,I'm scared.....,,if we imposed our decisions on her....,it won't even take a second....and..(gulped)and She will.....be no more....,,(his tears flowing continuously....,,

Ragini:But Sanskar....kab tak...,,till when will you be doing this...

   JAB TAK KARSAKTA HUN...TAB TAK!
(He raised his eyes..,and said without even thinking)

Ragini looks at him...,,

Ragini:You are going weak... Sanskar...,, you can't do this,,you are now...being blind....,,blind in her love....,,,

He didn't say anything...,,He wipes his tears....,and sniffs....,,

Sanskar:TOH...Or kya karun main...,,Tell me...,,tell me...,,is there any way,,! (now he isn't crying)If there is any solution...then tell me ...,,

Ragini became quiet...,,

Shomi:Sanskar....beta...,,Now you are too behaving like Swara...,,she isn't in her senses..., but..you...,,how can you behave like that....,,you would have to control yourself.....,,

He rolls his eyes...,,

Shomi feels bad...for him...,,

Shomi:Sanskar....,,I'm sorry...,,I couldn't tell you about it before...,,I was helpless...,,but now you know everything ,you'd  have to behave sensibly(moisted eyes)

Ragini:Sanskar....,,now what you want...,,you will let Swara die....,,you will let her go...,,JUST FOR YOUR CHILD!

Sanskar's eyes got red...,

Ragini:Ok....,,do whatever you want...,, SAVE YOUR CHILD,,,and let SWARA DIE....,,LET MY SISTER DIE....,,(cries)You don't wanna understand now....,its fine....,,BUT YOU'LL BE REGRETTING FOR IT YOUR WHOLE LIFE!

She wipes her tears....,,and ran from there...crying...,,

Sanskar's tears came out...,and fell on the ground....,,
Shomi saw that...,,

Shekher came towards him...

Shekher:Sanskar....,beta...its your decision....,,that you want your baby Or Swara.....,,but think once before taking any decision....,,SWARA ISN'T ONLY YOURS...,,we also love her..,(his eyes moisted)and we wouldn't be able to see our daughter....dieing infront of our eyes!

Sanskar's eyes are tilted...still...,,He sniffs...,,,and cares Swara's face....,,

Sanskar:We should leave now...,,,

He didn't look at them...Once...,,took Swara in his arm,and left the place....,
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AT SWASAN ROOM:

Sanskar placed her on the bed...,he slid off her sandals....,,sat beside her....,,placed her head in his lap...,,her eyes closed....but slowly slowly she tries to open her eyes....,,Sanskar felt her moving her body....,,
He care her face...,,

Sanskar:Swara....,, (he whispered)

Swara heard his voice..,,she looks up..,still she is...in half senses....,,she tries to take her hand up....,he holds her hand to give her support...,,

Swara:Sanskar....,..,main...,,(stammer)My baby.....,,(again closed her eyes)

She holds her head...,,Sanskar became worried...,,He holds her...up..and hugs her....,but she broke the hug....,,

Swara:Sanskar......,,I want this baby...,,you are with me na...,,(slightly opened eyes)

Sanskar:(moistes eyes)Yes....I'm with you...,,(Placing his palm on her cheek)

Swara:You love me...,,,

  YES...,,(gulped)YES I LOVE YOU!!
(He says...,,He knows that she isn't in  her senses....,,but he is answering her...to make her feel...that she isn't alone...,,He is with her...always...,)

Swara:(smiles)I Love you too...,,

She takes the support of his shoulders...and gets up....,,He is still holding her by her waist...,,she is so weak...and couldn't control her weight...and again...fell on his chest...,

Sanskar:Swara....,,sambhal ke..,,

She adjusted herself...,in his embrace..,,gripped his shoulders...to take his support...,,He is too holding her...,she kissed him..on his cheek...,

Swara:Thank you...,,(again her eyes got closed,,she is feeling dizzy)

He hugs...her...,,

Swara:San---skar....,,(breaths)

Sanskar:I'm listening Swara!!(cares her face)

She smiles...,,

Swara:San-skar....,I can't belive anyone...,,but(breaths)but I can believe you....,,you...won't break my trust na....,,

Sanskar looks at her...,,and noded in no...,she smiles again...,and gripped his waist...,

Swara:Sanskar....,,plzz never break my trust...,I trust you only....,you are only one whom I can believe....,,(her eyes closed)

He is just listening to her...,and she is mumbling...,,subconscious....,,she is afraid...,,afraid of losing her baby.....,,and that is the only thing....lingering in her mind again and again....,,she only remembers her baby....,NOT ANYONE!

Swara:You...know Sanskar....,I had planned alot about our baby...,,(gasps)But...(tries to speak)But....,I wouldn't be here....till then...,,(She stops)

Sanskar:Swara...,you don't talk..., sleep... now..,(he takes her in his embrace...,and pats her back...to make her sleep)

Swara:Plzz I wanna talk about our--baby today...,,(stammering)

Sanskar didn't stop her..,

Swara:You know...,,I have decided some names for our baby....,,(smiles)I know you want your Princess....,(laughs)but....I have searched names for both...girls and boys....,,(smiles)

Sanskar doesn't look at her..,his eyes moisted hearing her talks..,,

Swara: Sanskar....,,you are listening me na...,,

Sanskar:(sniffs)Yes...Swara...,,

Swara smiles..,,

Swara:I have written...,,some names...,,, you don't worry....,,I won't fight with you....for the names....,,you can keep the name....whatever you want...(smiles)

Sanskar's eyes are tilted...,,and eye lashes are dipped...,

Swara:Sanskar....,,dekhna....,our baby..will be just like me...,,but it's nose would be like you...(laughs)and....(can't speak)and......(coughs)and.....

Sanskar became worried....,,

Sanskar:Swara....,,you can't speak...,,stop it...now....,,(he raised her little up)

She looks into his eyes...,,

Swara:(smiling)Bolne do na...aaj mujha...,(pleads)

He looks into her eyes...,,their faces are so close...,,his tear drop came out...,he couldn't stop her...,

Swara:Sanskar...,,I wouldn't be there...,but...you will always remember me...,,you know how..,(laughs)

He looks at her...,

Swara:Through our baby..,(smiles)

Sanskar:Swara....now...plzz stop it...,,chup chap so jao.....,,

Now it's the limit of his patience...,he can't hear her silly talks....,,which are cutting him from inside...

Swara:Nahin...plzz...,Sanskar...,,

Sanskar:No...,,buhot hogaya...,,tum sojao...,,(he isn't looking at her..,and  makes her sleep on the bed)

Her head  is laying over the pellow...,

She holds his arms...,and drags him towards her..,,He fell on her chest...,looking into her eyes...,,

Swara:Plzz na Sanskar....,,batain karo mujhsa....,,(smiles)

Sanskar:Swara....,,why don't you underatand....,,main...(he stopped saying)

Swara:Sanskar....,,

Sanskar:(sniffs)Nahin...,,tum so jao...,,

Swara:But.....,, (She didn't complete,,and he placed his lips over hers....)

She became quiet....,,first was shocked...,but then she closed her eyes...,,He sucks her lips...softly....,,but with lots of love.....,,his tears flows down.....,,she holds his head...and reciprocated to his act....,,she too sucks him...,but  she was weak.....too..,

He broke the kiss...,,as he couldn't continue....,,his tears...,his sobs....didn't allow him...to continue....,,,He gasps...,,He wanna cry loudly....,,He wanna took his anxiety out....,,

He placed his hand on her cheek...,,while laying half on her chest...,,his eyes moisted and...red...,,

Sanskar:Will...(gulped)You be...,,quiet now...,,chup hojaogi...!!

Swara looks at him...,smiles with slightly opened eyes....,,and then her eyes got closed....,,,

He noticed that....,,He placed his nose over her cheek....,,and closed his eyes....,,crying silently....,,gripping her waist....tightly....,,
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AFTER ALMOST A MONTH...........,,,,,,,,,,,,,,  

Ap:Swara.....beta...,,I brought this...for your baby....,,I don't know it will be a boy or girl....,,but...I liked.. it so...I thought to buy it....,,(smiles)

She takes the garments...,,

Swara:(laughs)Bari Maa...,these are so beautiful...,,(She touches the little tiny miny ,,colourful garments)

Her face....is glowing....,,she is shinning like a diamond....,,there say....that a pregnant lady.....shines like....a pure crystal.....,and it seems to be true....so far.....after seeing her.....elegant beauty....,,

She laughs...,,

Swara:Bari....Maa...,,I will show it Sanksar....,,(smiles)He will be so happy...,,

Ap:Yes...beta...,you may go....,,but take care haan....,,you are crossing your 4th month....,,(She touches her baby bump....which is little visible now),,this baby.....shouldn't get any harm....(laughs)

Swara blushes and...,laughs too...,,

Swara:Bari...Maa...,main abhi aye..,

She walks upstairs...,moving through the coridor...towards her room...,,,smilingly...,
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Where as....on other side...,,Sanksar came out of the washroom...,,dressed in a black t-shirt,,,his gloomy and little bearded  face.....,,his eyes swollen....,

His phone rings....,,He looked in that direction...,,checks the number...,,and then rolled his eyes....,,and let it ring..,,the phone rings again and again...,he stops and thinks....,,and looks towards the phone....,,but again tilted his eyes....,,

Sanskar:(frustrate)Why...she don't underatand....,I can't do that...,,,why is she calling me....,,

He picks up...the call irritatingly...,,

What's the problem Ragini...,,stop calling me...,,I said I can't do that....and I had told you....this before also....,,,,I'm already worried....,,don't make me more...! (He talks fastly)

Ragini:Sanskar.....,,atleast you listen me...,, it's been a month.....,,Swara doesn't wanna talk to me...,, I can't talk to her...,(gupled)but atleast you try an understand....,I have talked to the doctor......,,you somehow.... convince Swara.....,,,plzz...,,(requesting him)

Sanskar's eyes moisted....,,

Sanskar:Ragini....,,I can't do anything....,,(sobs)I can't even try to talk to her about that....,,you know na...what can she do....If I talked to her...,I'm scared....,,

Ragini:Plzz Sanskar.....,,only you can do that....,,she doesn't wanna talk to us...,,but she trust you....,,you try to make her understand....,(dumped voice)

Sanskar shut his eyes....,,feeling helpless....,,

Ragini:Sanskar....,,listen to me...,,(loudly) SHE WOULD HAVE TO ABORT HER CHILD!!
You can't keep that baby.....,,stop being so selfish Sanskar....,,you are risking her life...just for the sake of your satisfaction....,!!

Sanskar:I TOO DON'T WANT THIS BABY RAGINI....,,(loudly) Nahin chaiye.... mujha....wo bacha....,,jis ki waja sa....Swara mujhsa Dur chali jayegi....,,(he said in angry tone)What I do....,,kya karun main...,,I don't know what I do....,,I WANT SWARA only Swara.....,,(he cries)

     You don't want this baby...!! (A sound came from his back)

His eyes widened....,,his heart skipped,,,hearing the voice...,,He turned within a moment...,,(breathing)

Sanskar:Swara..... (he whispered)

Swara is standing just infront of his eyes, looking at him...,her eyes filled...,,

Swara:You don't want this... baby...,(sobs),,

Sankar:Swara....,,Plzz listen to me first,,(he moves towards her)

Swara:First answer me....,(moving back), you don't want this baby....,,(touches her belly)

Sanskar's eyes moisted...,and became red out of fear....,,fear that...now what will she do...,,how will she react,

Sanskar:Swara....,meri baat suno...,I will tell you everything...,,asa kuch nahin ha,,(he moves towards her)

Swara:FIRST ANSWER ME I SAID...,(her tears flowing down...)

Sanskar looks at her...,and then tilted his eyes...,,He doesn't wanna say something... for which he would be regretting in his future....,,

Swara looks at him..., breaths...,, more tears came out....,,the garments she was holding fell from her hands..., she keeps moving back...till she hits the stool...,and the vase fell down...,

Sanskar:Swara....be careful....,(he moves towards her)

Swara:Stop...there....,,(Sanskar looks at her astonishly)

Sanskar:Swara....meri baat toh suno...(still trying to move towards her)

Swara:I SAID STOP THERE....,,!! (She shouts)

Sanskar's eyes widened seeing her like that....,,He breaths...with fear...,,

Swara tilts her eyes....,,her tears rolling down....again and again....,,
She remembered his behaviour....,, how he used to talk to her....,,how he promised her...,she looks towards him...,,

Sanskar:Swara....,,look,you..listen to me...,(he moves towards her)

Swara:(teary voice)You broke your promise...,,,

Sanskar:No...,,I do  remember my promise..Swara!!

Swara:Why you did this......,,, you lied with me...,,,,,haan??(cries)

Sanskar:Swara....I-I'm sorry... ,plzz listen to me...,plzzzz (moisted eyes)

He tries to hold her...,but she moves back....again....,and stumbled with the wall....,she was about to fall..,but he caught her,and cupped her face....,,,

Sanskar:Swara....,(breathing) Swara...., Kuch nh huwa...,or na hoga...,you are listening me na...,,,nothing will happen...,,, hmmm.. (looking into her eyes)

She didn't moved out of his grip...,she looks into his eyes....,so closely...

Swara:You will kill my...baby....,,(sobs)YOUR BABY!

Sanskar:No...,no...,Nothing will happen to our baby....,(cups her face again)

Swara:Then....what were you saying...(sobs)You said....you don't want this baby.....,..(sobs)

Sanskar:You are getting me wrong...,I said that....but (before he completes...,she got out of his grip,,and moved back)

Swara:You don't want this... baby...., You are lieing with me....,,You broke my trust....,,,(looking at him)

Sanskar:Swara!!..(gasping)

Swara turned her face....,holding the table,taking the support...,her tears coming out....,her mind blank...,

Sanskar came towards her...,and held her hand,he dragged her towards him and..talks to her while brushing his fingers in her hairs...his palm touching her cheek...

Sanskar:Swara....where are you going...., stay here....

Swara:I can't live here....,leave me....,,,you wanna kill my baby....,,how can I be with someone...who wanna kill HIS OWN BABY,,,,,..

Sanskar:Swara....No...,I don't want that...,I swear.....,(gulped)you trust me...na...(gulped)then plzz believe me...,I don't want that...,how can I go against your wish...., (cupping her face)

Swara:Trust....??I DON'T TRUST YOU....!!leave my hand....,

She moves forward....,he again tries to hold her hand....,

Swara:I said stay away from me... (shouts)

Sanskar moves back....,seeing her state...,

Swara:You were the only one I trusted...Sanskar,I thought atleast you understand me..,I'm still alive just because...I trusted you...but...(sobs)No...I shouldn't have trusted you...Sanskar....,,(cries)

Sanskar:No...Swara....,..plzz don't think that...,,listen to me...(moisted eyes)

Swara:(Noded in no)Now it's not time to listen you.....,its time to show... you..., Sanskar!

Sanskar became confused...,,and more scared....,

Sanskar:Swara....!!what you mean.....,,I won't let you do anything...,(moves towards her)

Swara:You don't want this child...,you aren't happy with it....,,(cries)How fool I was....,,I wanted to born this child....,because I thought...that after me you would be here to take care of it...,,,(tears flows down)But....No...,,HIS OWN FATHER WANNA KILL HIM!!! (She shouts)

Sanskar:Swara....stop this nonsense....,,, why would I kill my own baby....,,,(sobs)IT'S MINE TOO!!

Swara:IT WAS YOURS....!!now it's not....,,,(angry voice)

He keeps looking at her...,,,

Swara:Fine, (wipes her tears) you don't want this... baby...,,you did this because you claims that you love me...right...!!

Sanskar:YES....SWARA!!..I LOVE YOU....,, that's why....(gupled)That's why....I was against this child.....!!

Swara's eyes widened....,,her tears fell down..

Swara:Atleast you accepted that!(breathing)

Sanskar's eyes moisted hearing her...,,He realised that what he said...,,

Sanskar:Swara....,No...you listen to me first....,,,I didn't mean that!

Swara:Enough is enough.... Sanskar!!,,YOU DON'T WANT THIS CHILD....FINE!!Than FORGET ME TOO..... (cries)

Sanskar:Swara.....!!what are you saying....!
(Scared)

Swara moved towards the door...,,she stumbled with the door...,

Sanskar:Swara....,what are you trying to do..

She takes the support of the door..,

He moves towards her...,

Swara:Dont come to me...,,I DON'T NEED YOU,,(crying and breathing)

He is standing there helplessly...,

She moves out...through the coridor....

Sanskar went after her...,calling her name....,
But she doesn't even listen to him...,,

She screams....,her head pains...,she stopped holding her head,but then again moves taking the support of the walls.,,,,Sanskar came to her...,,He holds her,,,

Sanskar:Swara....,Meri baat suno...na...,,, (cups her face)I won't do anything against your wish.....,,,,I want this child too,,,,,but....you try to understand.....,,,you would have to underatand....,,,,(sniffs)you will have to be brave,,you can't react like that,,,you had promised me...na,,,,Swara are you listening me....,,you won't do anything....,,,,(holding her)

Swara:Why....,,(sobs)Why can't I do anything...,,if you can't keep your promise than why....should I.....,,(cries)I DON'T TRUST YOU ANYMORE!! (She pushed him,and moved forward)

Sanskar:No...Swara....,,you can't do this,,,,(he runs after her)

All the people present in the hall...,,heard their shouts....,, Sanskar is calling Swara and moving behind her...,,,,all came out.....and looks upward.....,,

Swara is moving....,,while hitting the pots...,,hitting the vases.....,,, creating a scary environment....,,,

She felt weak.....,,she couldn't walk....and fell over the nearby....poll....,and the glass pots placed their fell down.....,,hurting her skin.....,,she screamed out of pain....,,feeling a heavy pain in  her belly....,,,she cries out.......,,,

She holds her belly....,,and screams out....,,,but stood up...taking the support....,,,she got some cuts over her arms....,,she is breathing....,, heavily..., gasping with pain....,,gripping her waist...,,

Sanskar:Swara....,,,(scared)What did you do....with yourself,,(he touches her wound)

He keeps scanning her,,gripping her..,he is confused seeing her....like that....,,all weak....,,, screaming like hell....,,He touches her belly,,,,

Sanskar:Swara,,,,(stammer)What happened....,,you(nervous)What happened to you,,,(he can see her that she is holding her belly....,,screaming too)
Swara!!Look at me,,,,(screams)

She got out of his...grip....,,,pushing him....,,,but he didn't left her,,

Sanskar:Swara,,,can't you see yourself,,,(drags her hand)What are you doing,,,have you gone absurd!!!(angrily)

Swara:Sanskar....,,you can't see my blood....,..(can't speak,due to lots of pain)You can't see me sad....,,(scrunching her eyes)you can't see me like this....na,,,(hoarsely)

He touches her....,,cheek,,,

Sanskar:Swara.....,(gasping)KYUN KARAHI HO ASA.... (tears fell down out of his eyes)You know I can't see you like that why are you doing that,,,(sobing)

Swara:You can't see me...like this...,,(her sight being blurred)you...can't see my BLO-OD,,,,(She shows him her hand)BUT YOU WOULD HAVE TO!!! (Looking at him,,panting high)

Sanskar's eyes widened seeing her hand,,,,She is holding a sharp glass piece in her hand,,,,,Pressing it tightly in her hand,,,,trying to hurt herself,,,,,blood oozing down her....palm,,,cutting her skin,,,

Sanskar imidiately caught her hand,,,

Sanskar:Swara,,,,,(shouts)LEAVE IT!!Mena kaha choro ussa (trying to snatch the glass piece from her hand)

But she didn't listen him....and ran towards the stairs....,,,but her pain isn't allowing her to move,,,she is trembling....,,,she bumped with someone,,,,

Sanskar:Swara,,,plzz listen to me,,,(he screams while standing there)

That person holds her....by shoulders...,,

Swara:Leave....me...(hoarsely)I SAID LEAVE ME LAKSH!!!

Laksh's facial expressions changed seeing her...like that,,,He holds her by shoulders....,,

Laksh:Swara....,,what's this,,,(his eyes widened seeing her hand)Swara (He screamed,He tries to hold her hand,,,but she hits him)

Swara:Leave me....Laksh....,,,(trying to take off his hands)

Laksh just looks at her,,,

Sanskar reached....,,and stopped there seeing her...,,

Sanskar:Swara,,,I Swear....,,I won't do anything against your wish....,,(gulped)Plzz throw it....,,you won't get anything out of it,,,,(cries)throw it Swara,,,

Laksh looks towards him...,,then looks towards Swara,,,his eyes became worried....,,He holds her hand,,

Laksh:Leave this Swara,,(trying to get it from her hand)I said leave this....,,,

Swara:Leave me...Laksh,,,,(Her vision being blurred)I said....(breaths)Leave me,,,
(Feeling weak as she isn't able to stand even)

Laksh:I won't leave it....,,hath choro Swara,,it's hurting you,,,(he tries to get it...but she pressed it tightly...and more blood fell down her hand)

Sanskar:Lucky leave her...hand,,(laksh looks at him)I SAID LEAVE HER HAND LUCKY....!! (shouts)

Laksh left her hand...,,looking at Sanskar confusingly....,,

Swara moves back...,,as Laksh left her hand,,holding her head...,,

All just looking upstairs....,,their eyes widened....seeing the sudden scenerio  infront of their eyes,,,

Swara:I won't forgive you Sanskar,,,I(closes her eyes)I won't forgive you!!!

She keeps moving back...,towards the stairs...,,

Sanskar:Swara stop there....,,,you would get hurt,, plzz stop there,,and throw it,,throw it Swara,,,plzz I BEG YOU!!(he joins his hands while crying)

Swara looks at him...,,

Laksh:Swara....what's this nonsense....,, throw it....,,why are you doing this,,,

Swara looks at both,,,moving back,,she is just standing at the tip...of the stairs...,just a step....far....,,she thinks....,,her head aching,,,,she is feeling dizzy,,,,her hand with which she was holding her belly,,,fell down,,,still she looks at Sanskar,,,

Sanskar:Swara...you wanna punish me....,,do it with me.....,,(sobs)But plzz,,plzz don't  with you,,,Plzz Swara,,Akhiri baar meri baat manlo..., (his eyes dipped) You... don't care about me...,,you don't care about yourself....,,But(sobs)But atleast you...just think about your baby....,,Swara,,you will kill your own baby,,,,,YOU WILL KILL HIM!!

Swara's tears fell down....hearing this...,,her eyes widened,,,she realised that what was she doing....,,she was killing her own baby....,,she was harming herself,,the glass piece fell down...her hand,,,blood flowing down her hand,,,

Sanskar sighs with relief...that she threw that...glass piece,,

Swara holds her head with both of her hands....,,she lost her balance....and was fall back.....and was about to fall downstairs,,but at the mean time,,,Sanskar caught her hand.....,and dragged her towards himself,,,,

She fell down...on the floor,,

Swara:Aaahhhhh----hhhhh,,,, Sanskar!!(She screams holding her belly)San--sskar....maa-y ba--by....!!(She scrunched her eyes....out of pain)Aaahhhhh.....

To be continue.....

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