I like to fool around a lot during the training, unlike Adora. I'm not important, so I try to make it, or more like Weaver would kill me if I'm better than her golden child. In the best way, and have some fun. The fact that only Adora become a Force Captain makes me angry. I was always so good like her, but nobody sees me. She hates me, she always wanted to see me dead. It's always Adora here, Adora there. Of course Shadow Weaver make this, she always loved Adora. I was always her Problem child, or more like a pet for her child. I'm not Adora she is cute, smart and Perfect, she is just Adora. Not only that, but now I'm sitting here on my favorite place thinking on everything and nothing at the same time. Adora joined me later and talk with me about the Horde and that I'm Important to her. I love her, she is the only good thing I have here. Nobody expects likes me. It's just her and me. I would do anything for her. Nobody cares about me here. Just she does and Probably the only reason why I am alive. In the start, I think I just end up here as an accident and should actually be dying back in the box they found me. I'm not Important like her. I will never be enough, she would never love me, I would never be seen like her, but that is okay. She is with me side to side, even the world is ending, it is just the two of us. Sometimes I'm thinking about to run away far away from here with Adora on my side, but she believes that we have to save the Planet from the princesses, a stupid lie of the Horde. Adora wouldn't believe me if I tell her the truth about our home, but who cares. We both are together, everything else doesn't matter. Adora fallowed me, on our special place "Hey Catra do you want to see something cool ?" she asks me. I looked at her, I mean, what could she possibly want to show me. Then she grab a key from her pocket, "We can drive to the woods and back". My eyes start to sparkle, "And shadow weaver say really yes ?" Of course, she would. It's Adora that ask her, "No, she didn't have to know". So I stand up, "let's go". Before we get one of the things, somebody says behind us, "What are you doing here ?" I can't look at her again Shadow weaver is going to freaking kill me  "I'm sorry it was my Idea shadow weaver" Say Adora and look to the ground, but I decided to let my pride not to show her any weakness, so I look to her face. I'm not weak, nobody can control me and I never let shadow Weaver know she can have power or manipulate me. "Adora you don't have to lie I know it was catra" of course it is my fault it is always my fault "Go to your room now". We try to go fast. Adora takes my arm "You stay Catra she keeps me with her magic on my place. Adora looks worried "Shadow weaver it was really my fault ", Adora say "Go in your room Adora", she says I know I'm dead after we were alone she told me "Do you know What  you did ! And don't tell me it wasn't your fault. You are such a disappointment, do you want to ruin Adoras career ? You always do things like this, you can be lucky that I'm nice today". She hit me and trust me that wasn't just nice, that was like Adora is waiting, you can be lucky for this. "Go to your room and I don't want to see you by Adora again, do you understand ? And Catra in the morning I'm waiting on you in my room, do you understand? ". I won't let Adora alone, but this could be really the last time. I nodded and go I make sure that shadow weaver is away, and I just run away so fast I could, to the arms of Adora the only person here that I love. It doesn't matter what the witch is, going to do to me. If she is with me, then everything is going to be fine. She can climb the ranks up and free me from this suffering. We gonna rule this world and make it better. I saw Adora and stopped next to her. "What did she say to you? I hope you didn't get to much in trouble with her because of me". "Nah, don't worry, I can handle it, dummy". I push with my finger, gentle her forehead. "Yeah, but I feel Bad it was my Idea to cheer you up with it, and then you get into trouble because of that". "I would get in trouble anyway, Adora she fucking hates me". We both going to our room. "Don't say that. She is just strict because she wants the Best for you". It is that what you think, Adora? Can't you see how much suffering she puts on me? You so naive. Always seeing the good and see everything in black and white. Dummy we are in a war, here is no one white or black. Good and evil are concepts that you can change after your beliefs. We both enter the bed. I always go down on the bottom of her bed. Weaver would kill me if I sleep next to her again. I just hope she wakes up one day realizing how this world really works and if she does, we're going to lead it.