"But Zhan ge!"

"No, when I said no, It means a no."

"But I'm not a 5 years old child, ge!"

"You're right. You're not a 5 years, you're a 3 years old one."

"Zhan ge, please don't do this nah, I can go there by myself..."

"You're not going to the rink by yourself Yibo..."

"But why? It's not like you're going to skip your schedule everytime I have to go somewhere. "

"But that doesn't mean I will let you go alone there..."

"But Zhan ge... please. I can't just sit still everyday, I have to practice too!"

"I never asked you to stop your practice Yibo, I'm just telling you not to go alone there."

"I know gege. But it is safe and there is nothing problematic Zhan ge."

"You can't understand my point Yibo, you're not just an ordinary boy , you're known to public , you're even famous that a workaholic person like Kate can recognize you, aish...
That's why you can't go there alone." Saying that Zhan massaged his frown.

"But you too can't understand me Zhan ge... it's not that far, and I will be taking your car too, it's not like I will walk! Come on, Zhan ge you don't understand me. I have been slacking off so much and coach tried to call me many times yesterday... I couldn't take it. I don't know what will he do if he knew I haven't done any practice since then... and see I'm getting fat even. "

"I'm not telling you to stop your practice Bobo, I'm telling you to wait till I come back, I will not be available for three days and can't you wait for this meantime?"

"But Zhan ge... I already gained six lbs ge... and if Xian ge finds it out, I'm doomed. "

"I understand. But please wait till I'm free na?"

"Zhan ge, I'm taking your car, and your bodyguards will be with me, so I don't understand what's the freaking problem ge... it's not like I'm going to be kidnapped or going to die or-"

"Wang Yibo!"

Xiao Zhan yelled at that sudden statement. No, he couldn't take it anymore. He was already hating the fact that they had to argue over such trivial issue while they could easily make things easier. Yibo was being stubborn about his decision and so as Zhan.
But how could he even say such thing that Zhan was fearing the most, that was making Zhan shiver all the time since he fell in love... how could he?

"Enough... I can't take it anymore." Saying that Zhan left the unfinished lunch at the table, and strode towards his room.

On the other hand, it was true Yibo realized that he shouldn't have said this, but at the same time he couldn't take the fact that Xiao Zhan yelled at him. He could feel the lump in his throat.Then how can he be able to sit still and finish his meal? Yibo stood up and went to his room. The butlers and maids were also affected by this sudden drop of happy mood, but they knew how not to intrude their personal matters.

Yibo was thinking to go to his room,but then he realized who was more hurt. He knocked on Zhan's locked door and when no one answered, he knocked again.

"Zhan ge... can you please open the door, I'm sorry, I really shouldn't have said those... I'm truly sorry, please open door. I realized my mistake now please don't be angry on me."

No one replied. Tears were already brimming in Yibo's eyes. He really didn't want to hurt Zhan, how could he when he knew that he will only get more hurt when the other person will get hurt? Zhan was the last person whom Yibo will intentionally hurt but now look at the situation...

Yibo was about to knock again, but thought he shouldn't. Instead he sat down leaning on the wall beside the door. He will wait, it's not like Zhan ge will be angry on him forever. Bobo knew his Zhan ge, he can't be...

After four hours, Zhan opened the door. But he never expected to see that Yibo would be sitting outside and wait for him. Not only that, he was already asleep. It hurt Zhan even more. Maybe he shouldn't be too rude back then, where's your maturity Zhan?

Zhan slowly walked passed him, and scoot near him without making any noise. Now that he noticed the face of the sleeping boy, he realized how tears made their way leaving dry trail marks. Like a little child, Yibo fell asleep while crying.

Without waking him up, Zhan cautiously lifted Yibo in his arms and took him to his own bedroom. He put Bobo in his bed and went to close the door.

It was already evening so the room was dark. He turned on some dim lights and went to sit beside Yibo.

He was smoothly caressing Yibo's hair but suddenly got startled to see something unexpected and at the same time it felt like his heart was burning.

Yibo was muttering in his sleep as the tears again rolling down his cheeks,

"I'm sorry Zhan ge... please forgive me...I really didn't mean it... I'm truly sorry... please."

His lips were trembling and slight frown was also visible. He was having a nightmare of Zhan being angry... is that how much Yibo love Zhan? This much? Really?

"Sweetheart, don't cry please, if you cry do you think , I can stay still? Does it not make my heart pain? Does it not make me cry too? Look I'm here and I'm really not angry on you how can I? Aren't you my Bobo? Mhmm?" Said Zhan wiping his tears without noticing that he himself was already crying.

Meanwhile, Yibo woke up and seeing his Zhan ge by his side he couldn't think more. He hugged the half lied person pressing his head to another's chest.

"I'm truly sorry Zhan ge, I was acting on impulse that I didn't know what I was saying. I realized the very moment I said it and that I was wrong. I should have understood your point too, and also shouldn't say something that may hurt you."

"Oh dear, in that case I should be sorry too for not understanding your point. Actually I was so scared that I couldn't think straight. I'm sorry hon, for hurting you."

Hearing that Yibo sat up and so did Zhan. Yibo was now leaning his back on the bed wall while Zhan leaned his head on Yibo's shoulder.

"Why are you scared? Now don't divert the topic saying that you're scared to think if I see you as a lover or not , because we already made it clear that we do see each other as lovers."

"Well, it's nothing serious..."

"Zhan ge... please. Do you think I'm that dumb to not notice how much tensed Kate was when she came today morning? She was so tensed that she even forgot to say hello to me when she bumped onto me accidentally in the morning. She was spacing out so much and a frown was always there, which was really unusual for her."

"From when you're noticing Kate so much? Don't forget she has a girlfriend and going go get married soon. Also it's not like I will let you go..."

"Stop changing the topic Xiao Zhan, I'm being serious. It is not just me but even the other persons in the house noticed it, how in the morning an arguement was going on in your studio. What happened? "

"You know what Yibo, sometimes you're really really dominating, I should never underestimate your..."

"Xiao Zhan..."

"Okay okay... well it was nothing... umm... well it was heard that actually I'm being followed for few days... I mean not like fans or something like that, it is more like in a, you know, weird way..."

"What? Who is behind this? Any clue? "

"Umm no, I don't know if it's true or not though... but Kate was so tensed about it. Well she was always a overthinker."

"Is that why you didn't want me to leave alone?"

"Hmm... It was okay for me to risk myself but I will never let anyone harm you..."

"Are you serious? First of all, you can't let yourself harm in any way, and second, if this was the reason you could just tell me out... I would have understood it right away."

"I'm sorry..."

"Now, promise me that you won't hide anything from me?"

"But you can't brood over my problems too Yibo, you have your own problems too!"

"Why not Zhan ge? I love all of you. All of you. I love the bad side, the good side, the emotional side, the strict side- everything; every single thing of you. Your problems are my problems too ge, I don't separate it."

Zhan was amused by the words. He took Yibo as a childlike boy who he thought was only in love with him like some teenage boy. And probably that's why he feared. He feared he was loving Yibo so much while Yibo was going with the flow. It is not like he disbelieved that Yibo didn't love him, he was just scared. But now that he realized, this boy loves him to that extent where even he being the older one could never think of.

He was constantly staring at Yibo's eyes and then his phone rang. Both of them were so startled so without noticing the caller, Yibo picked his ringing phone.

"Hello, this is Wang Yibo..."

"The hell are you doing these days? Do you look like a dumbass to you Wang Yibo? You went to a different country without telling me and look at you now, not even picking my phone up. What am I huh? What the hell am I? "

After a constant rumbling, Yibo looked at caller ID... it is Li Xian, his coach. He was avoiding his call for one week and now... well he is doomed.

"Umm, a crazy old man who only knows to yell at his student I guess? "

"You still have guts to say these things to your coach huh? How dare you? Just wait, wait you little brat, the moment your ass will be here , I will kick it again so that you will go again to spend your vacation. "

Zhan was trying so hard to suppress his laughter but he had limits too. He laughed out so hard making both of them aware that they were not alone awhile.

"Eh... where are you? Who is laughing? Your friend and where is Cyan? That brat is only replying me through messages... but at least she is replying not like you who is spending his day and night with his friends..."

"Well yeah yeah, she is your best student I know, I know... I'm the outsider nah... and by the way, I'm not spending my day and nights with my friends here... and also I practiced too."

"I don't think you practiced... wait let's have a face time now!"

"No...I mean why..."

"I said now!"

Unable to resist the order Yibo finally accepted the request of face time...

"What the f- you got chubby cheeks... you gained weight Yibo! I knew it... I knew it... ugh"

"Chill, I just gained six pounds..." Yibo said rather than mumbled.

"Six pounds! Are you kidding me?"

"Aish... stop scolding me nah... Zhan ge... save me from this old man."

"And now you're calling for your friend to deal with me Yibo? So poor of you..."

"He is not my friend though..."

"Say loudly whatever you're mumbling right now."

"I said I'm not poor and he is not my friend okay?"

"Then who is he?"

"Well..." Yibo was once looking at phone and once looking Zhan bewildered to think what he would reply to this hot headed person. Zhan who was rolling on the bed laughing continously to their bickering now realized the cute little boy needed his help. So he went to Yibo and leaned a bit so that the person on the other side of the phone could see him

"Umm, hello sir, I'm Xiao Zhan... it was nice to meet you."

"Well... Xiao Zha- wait Xiao Zhan? Wait.... Xiao Zhan! What the hell are you... I mean how... Yibo how do you know him? I mean you're seriously the famous musician Xiao Zhan? I mean are you the Xiao Zhan that I'm thinking you are? "

"Yes sir... I'm afraid I'm that Xiao Zhan whom you think you are. Mr. Li."

"But how... I mean Yibo... he is your friend? When you never told me..."

"I'm afraid he is not my friend Mr. Li.." Yibo said mimicking the voice of Zhan, "Rather, you can say he is the love of my life whom I already gave my heart..."

Hearing that Li Xian's eyes widened while Zhan face slapped and Yibo being dumbfounded at serious situation took glances once to his phone and once to Zhan not knowing what to do next.

So a 'mixed feeling' chapter it is huh? I didn't recheck it as I'm really tired now. Sorry wuhu. Tell me if you liked it or not in the comment section and thank you for the lovely votes. I hope you enjoy the storyline, I was kind of confused when I used the "he" s, as which is which he haha. Anyways, such a long chapter and it already pretty late here, have a good night and bye bye for now. Enjoy uwu💜💚💘🤍❤😊😊💘