Yelena's POV

Nat was different from how I remembered her: she was... weaker, sadder, like if she hadn't smiled in ages.

-So?- I said while we sat on the sofa.

-Remember my boss?- she asked and I nodded -We made a deal, if I spent five years in Russia with my ex he would have leave us leaving our life together. I had to do it, he wanted to hurt you-.

I didn't know what to say, I only felt disgusted by myself: she was suffering for me, for us, and I came back with Bucky and hated her.

-Now we are free, he will keep the promise, I know. But if you are happy with your fiancee then I will leave and you won't ever see me again- she said.

I kissed her: oh God how much I missed her! I missed her kisses, her touch, her voice, her everything.

-I love you Nat and will always love you- I said crying.

-I love you too- she said and we kissed again.