A/n Hello everyone so, I know I said I was busy with school which I I am and I'm stressed went to the hospital after taking my final, I spent the night there and I was scared, I don't know what I'm gonna do?

College is hard and it's gonna be one year I've been attending..ugh help me! Anyways decided to make this little story hope you like it..it's Stars Pov the whole time..

inspired by a scene in Suicide Squad when Harley Quinn had that flashback (///▽///) I love that seen...also I did some parts that I think happened after I don't know?

His touch on my body sent a wonderful sensation as his lips connected with mine, the sheets moving along with our bodies making me feel everything in just his touch, nothing could compare the amount of lust and love I saw in his eyes, he loved me and I knew..but all I tasted with poison, like a rotten apple with the center of it filled with worms and maggots, but did I ever care? Not one bit, because love makes you do stupid things for the person you want to keep and cherish even if they might not feel the same back but only fate should let you know what really tells your story..

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Walking up a flight of stairs in heels wasn't part of the plan but if it's the only way then let it be that way..as we reach higher and higher my memory seems to fade back to him, his smile and laugh making me feel all giddy the things I had to do for him to fully accept me even if he used me..

The rush of riding that motorcycle was a rush as I chased him down that damn Lamborghini the look of annoyance written on his face but I didn't understand how he could use me so well that I wanted him more but something clicked with us I'm sure of it...

I stopped him and he stepped out of the car, dressed nicely and wearing his gold watches and chains, he looked ravishing just standing there, the more I fell for him and I knew he felt something for me..we talked and agreed on the side of the road until he had enough, feeling him leave my presences until he nodded for me to enter, so pleased with his answer I didn't hesitate and got in..

As we drive out of the city he brought to the place where he was hurt, he danced around me wondering how far I'll go for him, and to be honest til death I will go..but he didn't want me to die he wanted me to live..I'll still do it, knowing he'll come after me that's all I want was his love in return..

As I took that leap I saw everything flash before my eyes, closing my eyes as the chemicals burn through my clothing and skin permanently making it pale, I was losing myself until I felt lips on mine, I opened and smiled at him, he began to laugh and I joined in, he spun us making me feel loved...

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Diving into that was the last day I was ever normal, my life took a different turn as everything we did was for power and money, everything seemed to fit into place, we were king and Queen of the city and being with him just made me fall for him more...

"Whoa! Chill with that" I never realized I was in tears and I had my gun pointing at someone else "Have you ever been in love?" He shook his head "Never" I glared at him and moved my hand away "Yeah right, you must've been at some point" he smirks but it fades "Knowing how many people I killed and going to bed at night I never felt love towards anyone" he started walking and I watched him, he must have because at some point in your life,

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You'll do anything to be with the person you love even if it hurts you inside..

A/n hoped you liked it and tell me if I did well because I just got inspired by this part because literally, Star would would do anything for Marco, she gave up her wand to save him, she almost died for him so this little story I thought why not right? I don't know others might have opinions anyways later guy! ＼(^o^)／