Chapter 23: Anxiety
Castiel
"Emily?" I asked as she looked out the horizon. She ignored me as I frowned and sat beside her. "Babe..." I called, but she still seemed to be in deep thought. I sighed and wrapped my arms around her waist and blew on her ear. She cringed and pulled away. I frowned staring at her. She's been like this for a week. "What is with you for he past week?" I asked annoyed. For the past week, she's been so cold towards everyone and I've had enough of it. I gently forced her face to look at me. Shit... Her eyes were puffy. "Let me go." She ordered glaring. I glared back and hugged her closer so our foreheads our touching. "I don't fucking know what you're going through and I sure as hell don't like it, but I'm your boyfriend, your best friend for pete's sake. Tell me what's wrong." I stated closing my eyes.
I felt tears pelt my leg and I opened my eyes to see her crying harder. "Cas... I... I love you so much." She whispered hugging me tightly. "I love you too... I want to share your pain and remove it. I can't do that if you're blocking me out." I whispered kissing the top of her head. "I... I'm scared, Cas. I... I don't want to go back knowing you won't be there. I scared to death. I've been through so much trouble there that I don't even want to go back. Cas, in the Parallel World.... Your boss, Uriel found out about us and forced parallel you to forget me. I don't want to go back knowing you won't be there protecting me in anyway." She whispered clutching my shirt tighter. "Is that why you're distancing yourself from me?" I asked caressing her shoulder. She nodded as I contemplated on asking her the question I've been meaning to ask for over a month... "Cas?" She asked looking up. I smiled down at her and kissed her nose. "I've been meaning to ask you something." I stated as she sniffed and got in a comfortable position. "Which is?" She asked as I kissed her forehead.
"Emily, you know I love you more than anything. I'd die for you, I'd sacrifice everything for you... I know people say that love can lead to madness and madness has a reason. My madness is love for you and I can't live without you. When you were asleep for so long because of mind travel... I couldn't help, but worry about you constantly. What I'm asking is would you be willing to not only protect your heart, but to protect everything of you. Will you marry me, Emily Watson Winchester Smith?" I asked as fresh new tears came and she pulled me for a kiss. I smiled pulling her closer as she pulled away slowly and nodded. "Yes!" She exclaimed pulling me closer.
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