Request for glitterjamie

Dean's 34
(Y/N) is 31
Cas is cas age.

Third person POV.

(Y/N) layed in the back of Dean's car asleep. At times Dean eyes would linger to the mirror and look at her peaceful face. He loves her. He has been in love with her since he was 26 years old. But did he have the balls to tell her. No. No he did not.

He didn't want to end up hurting her, or her hurt because of him. He would never forgive himself if he did hurt her, or she got hurt because of him.  So he just adored her from a far.

(Y/N) jolt up from her spot and gasps for air, Dean stopped the car and turned around in his seat and looked at her with a worried expression, "Are you ok?" He asks. "Yeah, yeah I am fine" she stammered out. "Just a nightmare. Used to them now" she said calmer.

(Y/N) got out of the car and into the front, "Where's Sammy?" She asks. "He's on a hunt with Bobby. I had dropped him off a couple of hours ago" he said. (Y/N) nods her head, "Where we going right now?" She asks.

Dean started to drive again, his eyes stayed in front of him, "We are on our way to the closet burger joint and then a hotel to sleep" he said. "Yessss.... I'm starving" she cheered. Dean smiled and looked at her as she is his world. Did she see? No.

(Y/N) couldn't lie to herself if she said that she didn't care for Dean in a romantic way. She loves him. But just like Dean she tried her best to hide it. 1. He's older then her, 2. She thought he didn't care for her like that and 3. She has cared for him since she was 20 years old and she has seen him with plenty of girls... and never like her, so she never thought he would like her back.

"How long until we get to eat?" She asks. He looked over to, "Maybe 20 minutes" he said. "Ugh.... no, why that long?" She whines out. "My stomach hurts" she adds on. "Well that's what happen when you say you don't want anything from the gas station" Dean smirked out. (Y/N) playful glared at him. "I know I should have. I'm a dumbass" she said.

Dean laughs, "I can agree with that" he said. She faked a gasped and placed her hand onto her heart. "But I still love you" he said.

(Y/N) blushed and looked away from him. Yes they say it to each other all the time, but to the both of them they always think it as a family, friend thing. But both being completely wrong and oblivious.

But she's in the middle of a fight. Dean or Castiel.

Since Castiel came into her life her feelings had changed, she still loves Dean so fucking much but she couldn't deny that she had feelings for Cas too. She didn't know she could have fallen in love with two people a the same time... well Human and Angel.

When Cas saw (Y/N) for the first he felt something that he never thought would happen. He was in love. Unluckily for him, he could clearly see the way she looks at Dean and the way he looked at her. But he also didn't see the way she looked at him.

It was a big oblivious love triangle.

It gets harder when both males knew that they want her. They promised they wont fight in front of her. They act classy and professionals around her. Sam clearly sees what happens around them but he doesn't want to get involve in it. He thinks it's stupid to not say anything, they should tell her and of course they don't.
But could they do. Both scared for rejection and her safety.
But what could she do? If she had to pick between them she would never be able to. She loves both of them equally, for different reason. But still loves them equally.

"Have you talked to Cas lately?" She asks. Dean pushed his lips together, "No" he grumbled out. (Y/N) looked over to him with a raised eye brow, "What was that about?" She asks. "What do you mean?"

She tilted to the side and smiled at him, "Come on. I know you. Something up. I want to know what it is, so tell me" she said. Dean looked over to her, then back to the road. "Dean Winchester, don't forget we don't keep secrets from each other. So spill"

"It's nothing"
"Clearly it's not nothing. It's bothering you. Everytime I bring Cas u-"

"It's Castiel" he bluntly said out. "Ok Castiel. Everytime I bring him up you become.... you acted so..... I don't know..... sad.... morbid, annoyed, so on. You just change and it's worring me. Please tell me?" She softly said.

Dean didn't take his eyes off the road ahead, "Do you like Castiel?" He asks. (Y/N) froze in her spot. "What?"

"You heard me. I didn't stutter" he said. "Ok yes I heard you.... I...i"

"I-i-i what? It's a easy question"

"Hey don't be an ass. It's not as easy as you think" she said. "How so. If you like him you like him. That's it. That's all I need to know"

"Yeah that's a thing, I do love him. But I also love you-" she froze in shock of what she had said. She just told him.

Dean was stopped the car, both of them jolt forward and then back. "What?" He asks. His attention is now all on the woman he loves. (Y/N) eyes stayed locked in front of her to scared to do or say anything.

Dean couldn't stop himself from smiling at her. "You love me?" He asks cocky. Her cheeks went red fast, she looked away from him and out the window beside her.

"(Y/N), come on look at me" he softly said. He reached out and grabbed her hands, she looked to him with teary eyes. "Hey! Hey is ok" he whispered out. He whipped the tears that escaped and rolled down her cheeks. "You love me?" He asks. He was still shocked and happy. She loves him.

"Yes! I do. But Dean I also really love Cas" she said. He stayed quite. "Can we just not talk about this right now?" She whispered out.

Dean shakes his head. He leaned in and kissed her forehead. (Y/N) eyes closed and she embrace his warmth as long as she could.

Dean pulled away and start to drive again. The car ride to the dinner was quite, (Y/N) kept her head to the side. Dean would look over at times to see if she was ok.

Time skip.

(Y/N) quickly rushed into the bathroom of the hotel room. She needed a shower. A burning hot shower. She was stressed out, she needed to think and the best place for her was in the shower.

Dean placed everything onto the beds and sat down. He ran his fingers through his hair and sighed loudly. 

"Is everything ok Dean?" Castiel asks. Dean jumped back, "Cas you got to stop doing that!" Dean freaked out.

"I'm.... sorry...." Cas said. "Where is (Y/N)?" He asks. His eyes scanned the room for her, bit nothing. Dean looked past him to the bathroom door and pointed to it. "Shower"

Cas nods his head, "I need to talk to you" Dean said. "What about?"

Time skip.

(Y/N) walked out of the bathroom and stopped in her tracts. Cas and Dean sat at the small circle table, both beers in their hands and smirking at her.

"What? Hey Cas" she said.

Dean got up, placed his beer down, stacked over to her, grabbed her cheeks and smashes his lips onto hers.

He pulled away and pushed away her hair, "Wh-what was that for?" She whispersd out. She looked to Dean and then to Cas then back to Dean. "I love you too" he said.

Cas got up from his spot, he stacked over and grabbed her arm amd pulled her to him.

His lips attached to hers into a passionate kiss, he pulled away from her, "And I love you too" he said.

She opened her mouth to say something but quickly shut it, "(Y/N) you don't need to pick one of us" Dean said. She looked to him confused, "Why not we just share you?" He said.

(Y/N) cheeks went red, "What? Share... me?"

"Yes. Instead having one of us, why not have both of us" Cas said. "What do you think love?" Dean asks.

She was shocked very, very shocked. She couldn't believe herself, "uh.... Wait you love me?" She asks shocked. She smiled and looked at the both of them. "Yes (Y/N), we both love you" Dean said. "And we talked and thought it through. We both don't want to live with out you, so... we want to both be with you. Only if you want to" he adds on. "So please say yes"

(Y/N) nods her head. Yes. Dean smiled and wrapped his arms around her and picked her off the ground. Her arms wrapped around his neck and digged her face into his neck. He kissed her head. Cas stood there smiling like an idiot, but he didn't care. The woman he loves just agreed to be with him.

(Y/N) pulled away and attached her lips to Dean again. The kiss lasted a few minutes before she showed the exact emotions she showed Dean. Her lips were onto his, as fast as her lips were on his, his arms were wrapped around her and kissed her back.

The kiss lasted a bit longer then the kiss she had with Dean. She pulled away with a big smile on her face. "So who's telling Sam? Or Bobby?"

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