Requested by lunaaprilhoran imagine you sacrafice yourself to save your brothers kind of like what happened with stay with me. Oh and remember that cliff hanger at the end of Not okay? Well this is where it happens.

You never planned to go out like a hunter, you kind of wanted to grow old and die of internal combustion or some shit. You never really thought you would go out because of your own screw up.

It all happened on July 4th, when you decided you wanted to go get some fireworks.

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"Dean," you groan walking to the main room where your oldest brother sat.

"Oh god," he mumbled grabbing his coffee cup knowing what you wanted.

"I love you," you exaggerated following him into the kitchen right on his tail.

"We are not getting fireworks this year y/n," he comments pouring himself a fresh new cup of joe.

"Why not," you pout crossing your arms against your chest.

"Because last year you lit a mans home on fire with one of those bomb things," he sighs blowing on his coffee.

"In defense he dared me to," you snap back skipping back in the main room.

"Wow already asking dean for fireworks this early in the day. That's a new record," Sam walks in with nothing but a towel around his waist.

"Wow already half naked before noon; that's a new record," you spit back earning a eye roll from Sam.

You lean against the table while Dean explains a hunt to Sam. You spread your arms laying your back on the table sighing dramatically.

"Fine we can go get fireworks," dean mumbles walking to his room.

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"Dean look out," you yell pushing your brother out of the way.

You feel a sharp tear in your side and a painful sting. You scream in agony as you fall to the ground.

"Y/N," Sam screams running to you before being thrown across the room.

Sam hits his head against a metal pipe groaning. Dean gets up aiming the colt but his arm gets broken and he's thrown to the wall.

"Please don't hurt them," you moan holding your insides together.

*12 hours earlier*

You point at the massive firework combination begging for Dean to get it.

"How much," Dean asks taking out his wallet.

"35," the man says holding out his hand.

Dean slaps 35 in his hands and another guy hands us the massive combination. You grin taking the box from his hands. Sam grabs some sparklers paying the guy for them.

You skip back to the impala planning out the order you're going to shoot the fireworks. Dean starts up the car and drives back to the bunker.

You hear your brothers talking to each other in a low voice like they always do when they argue. You look out the window and grab your headphones.

You put the headphones in but don't play any music. You feel a glance come from Dean to see if you're distracted.

"No Sam it's too risky," he speaks up thinking that you're listening to music.

"I'm not saying we go in arms blazing but maybe Crowley has a point," Sam replies taking out his phone.

"We're not trusting Crowley and we're not going on a suicidal run," he snaps turning down another road.

"See this is your problem Dean we actually have a plan and you don't want to take it. We can beat the devil and you won't take the chance," Sam snaps and Dean looks at him.

He stops the impala and looks at Sam with his famous glare. You look down scratching the back of your neck.

"I'm sorry for wanting to protect my family and not hand them on a silver platter,"

"I didn't say that-"

"Then What Sam? You honestly think we can kill the devil with the colt and everything goes on happily? It doesn't work like Sam it never has,"

"Dean-"

"No! I have the final say and I say we're not doing it,"

"Dean," you yell before everything going black.

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You wake up bound to a chair with a cloth in your mouth. You look around for any sign of your brothers. You see Dean and Sam tied to different chairs still unconscious. You start trying to get out of the ropes but need something sharp to do the trick. You look over to see a small pocket knife on the table by the door. You rock the chair back and forth until you fall to the floor. You make your way over to the table hitting it with your head.

The table falls over and you grab the pocket knife cutting the rope that ties your hands. You break free and look over the room for any sign on where you're at. You see the colt by the barred up window and you check the bullets. 1. You cock the gun and open the door looking down the hallway. You walk out quickly but quietly checking the other rooms.

You hear talking come from one of the rooms down the hall. You peak to see two men talk amongst themselves.

"The master is here," a third one rushes in his eyes turning black.

Oh no... you turn back running down the hallway back to your room. You lock the door trying to think of a plan to escape. You go over to your brothers trying to wake them up.

"Dean wake up," you shake him but he doesn't move.

You grown slapping Sam but he's still unconscious.

"Please I need you guys. Wake up," you whine looking at both of them.

You hear footsteps get closer to your room and low mumbling. You panic looking around for anything but nothing helps. You get back to your chair and lay the ropes on your wrists and play like you're unconscious. The door unlocks and you hear four people come in.

You peak to see the colt still in your boot. Crap!

"I'm surprised you managed to capture all three of them," you hear Lucifer say.

"It wasn't easy I had to practically drive the car into theirs," one demon says.

You feel a hand on your shoulder and you try not to tense up.

"Remember I only need Sam I don't care what you do to the other two," Lucifer says walking away from you.

You move your foot a little bit and the colt falls out. It becomes dead silent in the room and you can feel the stares on you.

"You think she's awake," you hear one asks as you hear a body shuffle near you.

You can feel someone lean close to you. You open your eyes kicking the body in front of you. You quickly get up from the chair grabbing the colt and shooting Lucifer in the head. Lucifer's head goes back and the demons stare shockingly. You lower the gun taking a deep breath praying it will work.

Lucifer straightens his head back up cracking his neck.

"Is this the part where I pretend to die? I have an amazing death scene planned," He grins and you step back shocked and slightly scared.

"Boys leave us be," Lucifer says and the demons walk out locking the door behind them.

You step back lowering the colt.

"You see what Crowley failed to mention is that the colt can't kill me," he steps closer to you.

"How do you know I talked to Crowley," you ask taking another step back until your back hits the wall.

"Oh please I know that low life like the back of my hand. Now the real question is should I kill you or use you as bait," He grins and looks back at your brothers.

"Don't hurt-" He places a finger over your mouth shaking his head.

"Don't play hero," he stares at you then punches you hard in the face causing you to black out.

*Present*

Lucifer chuckles kneeling down in front of you.

"What did I say about playing hero," he punches you in the face and stands back up.

He sighs looking at you then to your brothers.

"Kill them," He says and walks out shutting the door behind him.

The two demons grin and the hellhound snarls in front of you. You take a deep breath knowing what you have to do.

"Heal," one of them calls out.

The hellhound backs away and the demons mumble amongst themselves. You slowly grab the knife and slice the hellhound open. The demons look at you and runs to you.

Dean stands up kicking one of them down before one can get to you. Sam jumps on the other one and tackles him to the ground. You get up weakly helping dean kill one of them. You throw him the knife and he stabs the guy in the neck with his death glare.

You see sam get overpowered and the demon takes Sam's gun and aims it at him.

"No," you scream and run with all your strength.

You tackle the demon and hear a gunshot go off as you both hit the ground.

"Y/N," Dean screams and runs to you.

He stabs the demon beside you. You look down to see the shot had enter your thigh. You groan leaning your head Back. Sam gets up and crawls to you placing your head in his lap.

"You.. why," He asks a tear falling.

"Your my brother I would do die for you any day," you smile weakly trying to catch your breath.

"I promise I'll find a way to save you," Dean grabs your hand tears falling from his eyes.

"Don't. Promise me you won't sell your soul for me," you say squeezing his hand.

He looks to Sam then back to you with hesitation.

"Promise me Dean," you wince looking at him.

"Okay okay i promise," He argues.

"Come to think we just wanted fireworks," you smile.

Sam chuckles kissing your forehead.

"I love you so much," Sam whispers starting to sob.

"I love you more Sammy," you feel your eyes grow heavy.

You look over to Dean who's trying to hold it together.

"I love you," you smile kissing his hand.

"Don't go," his voice cracks as a tear falls.

You feel a hot tear fall down your bruised cheek.

"You were my squirrel," you say trying your best not to just sob.

"And you were my mouse," he closes his eyes more tears spilling out.

You finally give in and close your eyes. A breath escapes your mouth and you wake up in your childhood home. You see your mom cooking dinner in the kitchen dancing to some song.

You smile joining her in the kitchen finally pain free. Maybe this will be your happy ending.