Requested by: awesomegirly11 imagine your brothers die in front of you.
****WARNING****
Very sad so grab some tissues if you have a soft heart. I'm putting all my energy and sadness into this one!

*Two nights ago*
"Happy birthday to you," Dean and I finish while Sam makes his wish then blows out the candle. I take a picture of us on my camera.

"Thanks guys this was awesome," Sam smiles taking out the candles.

"Wait until you see the gift I got you," I cheer setting the nicely wrapped box in front of him.

He grabs the box tearing it open like a two year old. When he opens it he stares at it in shock.

"Y/N," he slowly takes the gift out admiring it.

Dean's jaw drops looking at the gift then to you.

"Y/N how the hell did you afford that," he asks pointing.

"You have your ways I have mine," I smile and he sets the globe filled with pictures of our family on the table.

Dean hands him his gift he got. Sam opens it revealing a magazine of girls on a motorcycle and he hands him some new shampoo. Sam laughs nodding thanking both of us.

"You guys are the best," Sam laughs.

*Present*

"I love you both," I hear Sam's voice echo through my head.

As rain pours down on top of me, I just keep walking on the side of the road staring blankly at the endless darkness. No matter how tired or how hungry I get I just can't stop from walking.

As a car speeds by splashing water on me another flashback floods through my mind.

*Yesterday Afternoon*

"Okay D if you could be any woman on earth who would you be," I ask from the backseat of the impala.

"Oh that's easy, Daphne," He smiles taking a bite of his burger.

"I would be Rosa parks," Sam speaks up and I give him a weird look.

"Weirdo," I grin sitting back in the seat.

"There He is," Dean puts down the burger grabbing his gun.

*Present*

I see a neon vacant sign from the distance. It's not far enough, not far from the murders. I had to keep going but my body was running out of energy.

After a battle with myself I stop at the motel and pay for a room. I enter the empty room by myself taking in the usual motel smell. I throw my bag on the bed and sit on the bed staring at the wall.

I look down at my clothes seeing the left over blood everywhere on my outfit. I take off my jacket then my shoes. I get up going to the bathroom and looking at the mirror.

*Yesterday Evening*

"Y/N watch out," Sam yells pushing me from the door.

Bullets go through the door missing Sam by a few inches. Once the bullets stop Sam gets up kicking the door down. He holds his gun up shooting two men by the window. I follow behind looking around sweeping the room.

"It's clear come on," Sam runs out of the room and I follow behind.

We meet up with Dean downstairs.

"We took out two demons on top," Sam tells him looking around.

"I took out three in the back. We should be good so start looking for the colt," he tells us and I go to a corner starting to look through everything for the colt.

I hear a gun cock and I stop looking and raise my hands.

"Now what do we have here," I hear a voice from behind me and a cold metal on the back of my head.

I turn along with the man to face my brothers who have their hands raised.

"Please don't hurt her," Sam speaks up.

"Oh that should be the least of your worries," the man chuckles and a gunshot echos through my ears.

*Present*

I get out of the shower changing into shorts and a tank top. I wipe my red puffy eyes trying my best to remain strong. I exit the bathroom closing the door behind me. I climb into bed pulling the covers over me.

I lay on the bed staring at the plain white ceiling hearing nothing but the light buzz from the AC unit. I look to the other bed picturing Dean already passed out and lightly snoring. Sam would be beside me complaining about his snoring and I would be cuddled up next to him.

I close my eyes feeling more tears fall down.

*Last Night*

"Sammy," Dean screams as he tries to get up but the demon holds him down laughing.

I try my best to get to Sam but I don't make it.

"Okay I'm over this," the demon sighs and shoots Sam four times.

"No," I scream tears falling down.

I crawl to Sam putting my hands over his wounds but nothing works. I check his pulse and he's already gone. I look back to see Dean struggle and grab ahold of the demon.

"Y/N the colt," Dean yells.

I get up running grabbing the colt from the floor. I raise it at the demon who's caught by Dean.

"Shoot him," Dean yells.

"I'll hit you," I yell back.

"Y/N now," Dean commands and I pull the trigger shooting both of them.

They fall to the ground and I drop the colt running to Dean. He breathes heavily smiling at me.

"Don't worry I'll fix this," I look around for anything to stop the bleeding.

"Y/N I'll be okay. I want you to know that I am so proud of you and that I love you so much," he grabs my hand kissing it.

"Please Dean please don't leave me," I beg my voice cracking as tears fall.

"You'll be okay," he smiles wiping a tear away.

"I'm scared," I admit my heart breaking.

"It's okay baby I love you," He smiles then he takes his last breath.

"Dean please," I cry placing my head on his chest begging for anything to bring them back.

*Present*

I wake up from a nightmare breathing heavily. I look beside but remember that I have no one to comfort me. I turn on the lamp rubbing my face sighing. I hear a knock on the door and grab my gun.

I slowly walk to the door looking out the peephole. I don't see anything so I place the gun behind the door and open the door slowly. I look out to see the impala parked in front of the room.

I step out and see my brothers covered in blood but not bleeding. They look at me and I look at them.

What the hell?