After attempts of calming yourself down, you gave up. This place is the most disgusting place. That place? Earth. You rather be in hell, then be on Earth. You hate people. God you were sounding like Lucifer. Humans are little critters that will crawl on your back until the bite. Cue eye rolling.

No you weren't an angel. But you know many angels. Like Lucifer, Michael, MegaDouche, Gabriel, Balthazar, and Cas. Oh Cas...you started to calm down when you instantly thought of Cas. You were in the middle of crying. Crying about what? Your brother died. Killed by Wendigo. Best day of your life. He was basically the last family member you had, you have a crazy aunt but we'll not talk about her shall we?

Cas, oh that blue eyed trench coat baby. That badass angel you do not wanna mess because even if he looks like a fucking angel (oh haha) he has a fucking badass angel side. He is also your protector. Even if him and Dean share a profound bond.

It seems like luck was on your side. You were alone in the bunker, Sam and Dean gone off hunting, Cas went out to sort some angel business, Gabe was out of the subject since he is suppose to be dead, Calling Crowley is a big no no. So you were alone. Crying, broken and trying to stop yourself from having a panic attack for no reason.

You closed your eyes, lied down and took a deep breath. You tried clearing your mind and stop tears from falling again. Suddenly you heard the noise of wings. You open your eyes and sat up. You saw the blue eyed angel. He looked at you concerned. You tugged your sleeves over your hand and wiped the tears.

"Hey, Cas.." You said sniffing. "I thought you had angel business to do."

He walked closer to you then knelt down. He put your hand down from your face and wipes the remaining falling tears. You had calmed down, he gave you a small smile. He pushed your hair behind your ear.

"I didn't want you to be alone, I thought you went with Sam and Dean." His deep caring voice made you smile.

You shook your head, "No, i'm not really stable right now, to be honest."

With that he understood what you mean, his eyes was full of pity. You started to think, no one will look over/after you. Dean had enough on his plate to keep Sammy from mentality and Sam was trying his best not to become mental. Sure, Cas might but he was too busy.

"I'll watch over you." He said, rubbing his thumb over your tear stained cheeks, "I will always have time for you. I'll watch over you."

You smiled. "Promise?"

"Promise."

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Sorry for such a long wait! I would come up with an excused but you probably don't care or don't wanna know. So yeah! Sorry again!