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Two months later...

"Cas come on, stop that."

"Stop what? I'm not doing anything."

"Exactly, you're just sitting there sulking! What's wrong?" Dean questioned, closing the books in his hands and crossing his arms.

Castiel sighed then shrugged his shoulders, "I don't have anything to do. What do you want from me?"

"To cheer up a bit maybe? You've been lile that since-"

Castiel stands up suddenly, planting his fists on the table firmly. "Since [y/n] died? YEAH DEAN, I'm still a little upset over the LOVE OF MY LIFE being taken away from me!" Castiel yelled then widenened his eyes, "And oh, did I forget to mention that SHE WAS PREGNANT WITH MY CHILD?!"

Dean gulped, feeling apologetic for disturbing his friend. "Look Cas I'm sorry. We're hurting too, we can never imagine what you're going through but you need to come back to reality," Dean said with pity and Sam nodded his head slowly.

"Dean's right Cas. Would [y/n] have wanted you to feel this way for the rest of your days?" Sam asks and Castiel sighs.

"But I don't understand, sh-she's not in heaven, there's no trace of her there," Castiel sort of mumbled to himself, "We cremated her... She has to be there."

Dean frowned, "Keep looking Cas, miracles happen." The Angel nodded his head in agreement then-

THUD! THUMP!

He started to yell in pain, holding the sides of his head and clenching his jaw after falling out of his seat. The Winchesters rushed to his side to see if he was alright.

"Cas what the hell?! Are you okay?" Dean shouted to get through to his friend's mind, which was trapped with a blaring ringing noise.

"CAS!"

Silence.

Castiel started to breathe heavily, looking at his friend with panic and a throbbing head ache. "I-I... I don't know," He whispered before Sam helps him back to his seat.

"What was that Cas?" Dean questions with furrowed eyebrows of concern. "I felt something strong, it pierced my insides like blades stabbing me," He answered while rubbing his chest, "There's a strong power near us, I don't know what-"

THUD! THUD! THUD!

The gang of three turn to look at the sudden banging on the Bunker's door, a cold shiver running along their spines. Dean swallowed hard before walking to the door and opening it up.

"SONOVABITCH!" He shouted and takes out the pistol hidden in his back pocket, pointing it at the person on the door.

"Dean it's me I swear! PLEASE BELIEVE ME!"

His gaze softened, a part of him couldn't help but believe those words even though normally he wouldn't be convinced that easily.

"[y/n] y-you... died, so h-how-"

"It's a miracle that's what it is," You answered the walked through the open door. Dean followed you down the stairs as Sam made his way to see who the visitor was. Cas still remained in his seat, getting better from his overwhelming episode.

"Are you really?! NO, [y/n] we-"

You hugged Sam tightly and buried your face in his cosy, flannel-covered chest. He hugged you back, tears rolling down his cheeks, then kissed your head.

"How did you come back?"

"It's a long story... Dean can I have a glass of water?" You asked and he nodded happily, walking to the mini-bar and tagging Cas on the way.

"Cas look who's come!"

The Angel turned to watch Sam in confusion then got up and walked over. "Sam who-"

He stopped abruptly, scanning you from bottom to top. "Hi sweetheart," You greeted shyly and he widened his eyes.

"[y/n]...?" He stuttered then glanced to your stomach, that was poking out a bit, and pointed loosely, " B-baby?!"

THUD!

Castiel collapsed onto the ground, face first and fell in conscious. You and the Winchesters rushed to his side, where you started to panic.

"Oh my god, CASSIE?!" You turned him around and relaxed a bit when you found out that he was still breathing.

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Dean rolled his eyes and continued to fan the Angel with a paper fan, "The big softie here is still in dream world. Please continue [y/n]."

Currently, you were telling then about what happened with you after you had woken up. You appeared in a completely different place on Earth, somewhere you had never been too and started off with nothing at all.

The worst part? You had not a clue about your past life. It was as if you were born just yesterday. No phone numbers, no contacts, no money, no clothes, nothing to live with. And sadly, no memories to help you pass on.

You tried to find ways to earn, ways to get food and survive but it was tough. You started to feel sick more often till one point you had fainted and were taken to a hospital. There, they told you that you were pregnant, which led to a world of questions. Tests on the infant didn't help, they couldn't identify the father and it clogged up the machines.

So despite your strife and being pregnant with who knows whose child, you found work and earned. The plus point was that while you tried to figure out the story of the baby, your memories started to come back and at the end you realised that the father was Castiel, who lived with two men by the names of Sam and Dean Winchester. You remembered all your time with Cas, but you also remembered the day you died... that haunted you in your dreams.

"I saved money for a plane ticket but then I found a friend in a man who worked at a port and had his own boat. He was coming here to America, delivering goods at the coast and took me along for free. He was a wonderful man," You explained and smiled, "I used the money I had to get bus rides, food and stay at motels. I didn't remember your phone number, I tried to trace you but you either appeared as dead or unknown... I didn't bother with Cas other than praying, which seemed go have not worked-"

You looked over to your love when you heard him groan and sit up straight in his seat. He rubbed his eyes and looked around in a daze but when he noticed you, he grew wide awake.

"Baby, are you alright? You scared us there," You said softly. Castiel didn't say anything, he got up and walked over to your seat while you stood up.

He fidgeted with his hands, "Um... You died [y/n]. Are you sure you're not a lost soul looking for Heaven?"

You chuckled then hugged him, wrapping your arms around his neck. You felt him start to cry, which made you want to hear up too. When you pulled away, you caressed his cheeks then kissed him like you've never done it before.

"Do I seem like a lost soul now?" You asked after moving away. He continued to cry, holding your hands tightly and kissing their tops.

"You were gone, I-I missed you so much. I had tore into pieces [y/n/n]. I was going to be a father and the baby-"

He stopped abruptly, glancing down to your stomach. "Is it alive?" He asks with hesitation and you smile.

"I can feel it move right now... so I think that's a yes?" You replied and he smiled widely.

"And you've grown quite fat-"

"Chubby!" You slapped his arm and frowned, making him laugh and look to the floor. "I apologise, you look... beautiful, my baby living inside you," He said and you bit your lip, holding back the tears of joy in your eyes.

Castiel was so happy to find out that his child was alive, keeping the news about you aside.

You took his hands and rubbed them a little before placing them on your-

"What are you doing?!" He questioned with worry, "It'll hurt the baby. I can't touch it."

You laughed, glancing to Sam and Dean who smiled shyly. You started poking your stomach lightly which made Cas watch you with horror and almost grab your hands away.

"Cas babies are so delicate that what holds them inside has a thick covering. You're not going to hurt the baby okay?" You giggled, "You're just putting your hand on top."

He gulped then gave you his hands, which you then placed on the side of your bump. Castiel bit his lip at first but when he started to feel the being inside move around all concern on his face washed away.

"Oh father, is that... is that the baby?"

"No Cas it's an aquarium of fish swimming inside my stomach," You raised an eyebrow then laughed, "Of course it's the baby!"

You placed your hands on top of his and shut your eyes. He placed his forehead against yours and shut his eyes too.

"Do you feel that?"

"Yes, it's... the Angelic power [y/n]. The baby... our baby is special."

You smiled then grunted, making you dig your nails into Castiel's hands a bit. "Did I hurt you?! I'm so sorry, I didn't mean-"

You placed your finger in his lip then took in a deep breath. "The baby kicked me close to my spine Cas, it's a little uncomfortable sometimes," You told and he furrowed his eyebrows.

Castiel bent down and looked at your stomach with anger. "Why are you beating your mother? She's in pain, respect her," He scolded and you laughed. You pulled him into a hug, realising that you missed him all this time.

"Cas, you're the sweetest thing ever. Don't ever change."

"Why would I change [y/n]? When you're with me, I don't care about anything else. All that matters to me is you... And my unborn baby."