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"No you're not going, my word is final-"

"Cas what is wrong with you? I always go on hunts!"

"Not this time around. You're sick and we can't let anything happen to you," Castiel continued to argue, "It could jeopardise the whole hunt."

You crossed your arms and furrowed your eyebrows, looking at him with hatred. "It's just a cold, I'm sorry I'm not an Angel. Humans fall sick," You snapped then walked off out of the library.

"[y/n]-"

"Screw you Cas!"

He winced his eyes then sighed. Castiel glanced to Sam and Dean who were standing awkwardly at the other end of the library, packing their duffel bags for the hunt.

He groaned in frustration then hastened to your bedroom, banging his fists on the door. "[y/n] open the door NOW!" He exclaimed, "I need to talk to you-"

CLICK!

"What the hell do you want?" You asked flatly, after opening the bedroom door, staring at him with a glare.

"I love you, you know that right?" He bit his lip and looked at you softly.

"Do you really? I doubt it."

"I love you more than anything in the world and what I say and choose is because I'm selfish," He says as he enters into the room, wrapping his arms around you, "I don't want anything to happen to you, I don't want anyone touching you [y/n/n]. You mean too much to me alright?"

You remained silent, seriousness still present on your face. "I want you to come with us, I'll miss you otherwise, but you..." He says between kissing you all around your neck and face, "But you'll get hurt and I'll-"

You grabbed his trench coat tightly and looked him straight in the eyes. "How do you know Cassie?" You question, "I'm a brilliant Hunter, you've said it yourself so why-"

He smacked his lips on yours, turned you around and pushed you to the door, closing it with a THUD! in the process.

You wanted to pull away, you were still angry with him, but he wouldn't let you. His grip on your lower back was tight, while his other hand tugged your hair with a strong hold.

"C-Casss... l-let me-"

He kissed your neck with force and you moaned loudly. You pulled him closer, sliding your hands under his dress shirt that was now completely wrinkled and messed up.

You started to giggle quietly as he bent down to your chest with a trail of kisses. You felt his hand lower down to your ass and your insides were completely turned on by-

"Cas, s-stop ple-ase," You pleaded, trying to push him off of you even though you didn't want to, "CAS stop!"

Castiel stood up straight and furrowed his eyebrows abruptly. "What? I can feel your lust, what's wrong?" He asked and you ran a hand through your hair, feeling a little light headed.

"Y-You have to go, Sam and Dean... Are waiting for you sweetheart," You said and licked your lips. You didn't want to let him go right now but he had a job to do.

"Come with me, I... We can work together."

You raised an eyebrow, "What?"

He gave you a long kiss on the cheek, "Hunt with me, and Sam and Dean."

*****

"WHERE'S [y/n]?!" Castiel yelled to Sam while frantically looking around.

"I'm here baby, right here!" You call out and run up to him with Dean on your tail. You hug on to his arm tightly and he clenched his jaw.

"Don't get out of my sight," He commands and you nod your head slowly. The four of you walk ahead, through the moon-lit forest, keeping an eye out for any-

ROOOAAAARRR!

Everyone stood still, listening for another noise.

Nothing.

"Sam, Dean, you go that way and-"

SCRUNCH!

"What was that?!" You whisper with fear and cling on to Cas tightly. "It came from there!" Dean yells and runs off ahead, Sam following behind.

"Dean no-"

"Cas we have to get to-"

SCRATCH!

You screamed as something grabbed your leg and pulled you back, making you trip and fall over. "CASTIEL!" You yelled out as you were dragged towards the bushes.

You struggled to get out of a the clawed grip on your leg. You hit the creature, probably the werewolf you were hunting, with your shotgun butt though it didn't do nothing.

"CAS HELP!"

"GET YOUR HANDS OF MY GIRL!" Castiel puts his hand out and a light starts to beam out of it-

SCRUNCH!

You screamed, making Cas flinch and run to you. He watches as you fell to the ground, though the power in his hand tranquilized the creature.

Sam and Dean came rushing to you, shooting the creature till it was surely dead. Castiel collapsed onto his knees, taking your limp and clawed body in his arms.

"No no no no! [y/n] stay with me PLEASE!" He begged with tears glistening his eyes. You tried to hold on to his arms with all the strength you could, as tears streamed down your face.

Your stomach was clawed deep, making you cough up blood. "H-Hey don't cry please, s-save your en-nergy!"He pleaded then you shook your head, placing your hand on the side of his face.

"N-No it's not... Cas I-I-"

"Shhh don't talk... SAM, DEAN!" He shouted, the Winchesters stood by him, watching with concern, "Dean get the car-"

"W-Wait!" You yelled and captured everyone's attention, "C-Cas I'm not crying bec-cause... I'm crying..."

You bit your lip after coughing a little blood then took his hand and placed it over your wound. You shifted a little and cried in pain.

"You'd have a b-baby with you but... I'M SORRY, Cas I'm so s-sorry I didn't l-listen to you!"

"What?"

"Your own little A-Angel..."

"[y/n] I will fix you, don't leave me-"

"I l-love you C-Cassie... I-I-I..."

You coughed a little more then rested your head back on his arm as the lights faded from your eyes.

Silence.

"[y/n]?"Castiel stuttered, shaking your body a bit to wake you up, "NO! SHE CAN'T-" He looks back to Sam and Dean with hopelessness. All they do is try to pry him away from your hold.

He stood up with a feeling of numbness inside him while he watched Sam wrap his flannel shirt around your wound.

Castiel looks to Dean with tears in his eyes, "I didn't protect her... she's gone."

Dean looks away for a moment to wipe his teary eyes. "C-Cas aren't you... angry?"

The Angel clenched his fists, "Of course I'm furious, she's dead! MY [y/n] IS DEAD!" He was close to attacking the Winchester for making such a statement.

"N-No Cas... She..."

Sam stood up and sucks in a sharp breath filled with despair. "Cas you were going to be a dad. [y/n]... She was-"

"NO! No no no no!" Castiel runs to your corpse to check if his offspring could somehow still be alive, but Dean grabs his arms and holds him back, to stop him from hurting more.

"LET ME GO!"

"Cas she's-"

"I WANT TO CHECK ON MY CHILD!"

"Cas-"

"LET GO OF ME DEAN!"

"CAS GODDAMNIT she's gone okay?! She's gone and your baby is gone too!" Dean yelled into his face, feeling the pain of it himself. He couldn't imagine what Castiel was going through.

"But... I was going to be a father..."

Sam and Dean look to the twig speckled ground, melancholy filled inside their veins. "I was going to have a child... [y/n] was going to be a mother," Castiel smiled through his tears and fell to his knees, "She would have been a wonderful mom."

"Y-Yes she would have Cas," Sam mumbled. Castiel buried his face in his hands, crying quietly while Sam walks to your body and picks you up.

"Cas are you coming?" Dean asked, still a little shaky. "N-No I'm... going to take a w-walk," Castiel answered and his friend walks over to hug him.

"I'm always here for you Cas, anything you need," He whispered and the Angel nodded his head.

Castiel teleports himself to a spot on a hill, a place where you and him used to escape to when you felt a little down.

He thought he'd go visit heaven, maybe you've already made your way up there. But before he went anywhere else, he got on his knees and put his hands together.

"Father, please... I've been a good soldier for Heaven, a good man for your most beautiful of creations, please help me. I can't... live without [y/n]," Castiel cried, "I'm requesting, I'm praying that... that you help me and bring my [y/n] back... and my baby."