It was a long and exhausting hunt. The three of you have been on the road from the last 7 hours with Dean driving the Impala. Sam asked him to take a break but he wouldn't listen. Dean was already fueled up with anger after you almost got your self hurt serious. He would always get infuriated when you get hurt especially when its because you came in front to save him. He would usually get over it, thought sometimes it would take a while.

Tension was in the air. Dean's eyes focused on the road while his face read anger. You sitting in the back with your head hung low while Sam watched you in pity. The younger brother would always talk to you about how you felt and end up helping you, well this time it was clear something was heating up between you and Dean. The both of you were not exactly official, yes the flirting which led to sexual involvement once in a while and the few sweet moments but mostly anger which would come out as hate.

Sam hatted it. Hatted how you were being treated despite your love and affection towards his jerk brother. He tried to talk to Dean sometimes but that would only cause him to lash out on Sam and make matters worse. Who would blame him, Dean's life is a mess. Hunting non-stop while living with the self hate and all the blaming, but it still was no reason to deal with you in such an awful way. It did bother you, but your love for him blinded you, so much that it did not even matter anymore as long as he was pleased.

Sometimes it got worse, especially when he was leaking with liquor and drunk on his ass. A lot of cursing and hateful comments. Dean would treat you like a maid, not caring how that effected you or how it made you feel. Sometimes it would get to physical abuse, slaps and he would push you against the floor. As tears slip down you cheek, Sam watched in guilt but he came in time and prevented things from escalating. He would fight with Dean, once punched him after he misbehaved with you at a bar but Dean was drunk enough not to remember.

The ride back to the bunker was silent, so was the time after your reached. You quickly took a warm bath and changed into something comfortable. Getting out of your room, you made your way to the bunker kitchen. There was Dean, sitting with a beer in his hand and still in his dirty and bloody cloths from the hunt. Many empty beer bottle were spread around. Did he really drink all that? You slowing make your way towards him while gently tapping on his shoulder. "Dean?".

He turned to look at you. His eyes red from sleep deprivation. He reeked of Alcohol. Anger was written all over his Face,"hmm oh dear Y/N how may I help you". He asked while wrapping his hands around your wrist. "I-I uh your drunk and tired, you need rest Dean". He simply huffed in response before taking a swing of his beer.

"Oh I am fine, and since when in hell do you care about me huh?", He questioned narrowing his eyes pulling you a little close. It broke you a little, Him asking why do you care. You tried to look away. Look anywhere but at his beautiful emerald orbs, which would turn into something dark when he is not him self.

"I-l just think you need rest", you blurred out hesitantly. He makes an 'aww' face before replacing it with a smirk. His grip on you wrist becomes stronger as he pulled you against him, your face merely inches away from his. You could taste the beer in his breath as it brushed over you.

"I don't need rest, I don't care what you fucking think", he growled. You swallow your dry throat in fear. He simply smirked and let out a deep chuckle."is little missy miss here afraid of me". You did not reply and just watched him laugh at you. You wanted to tell him to stop, but were too afraid of making him worse. So you just prayed for this to end.

He looked at you with softness for a a minute, while his grip on you became lose too. His eyes fixated on you, switching between your eyes and lips. If only he was not drunk and angry this could have mean something. "I want to choke the little throat of your but I also want to kiss the hell out of those pretty lips". Lust dripping from his word. But you did not understood what his intentions were.

Without another word, Dean leaned in pressing his soft plum lips to yours. Oh now you can physically taste the beer. The kiss at first was slow and passionate. For a second you close your eyes and let yourself enjoy in moment. His tongue swirling around in your mouth, exploring every inch you while he slightly bit your lower lip, you let a moan escape. You could feel Dean smirking while he let out a deep throat chuckle which vibrated into your body striking pleasure.

His hands all over your body, touching and pleasuring every inch of you. You let your self relax. It was all sweet and pleasure before you felt him deepening the kiss while his fingers dug into your skin. You were starting to feel dizzy from the lack of air in your lungs. You tried to motion him to stop or take a breath, but Dean ignored and held you tight while groping on your mouth. If it wasn't him holding, you would already be on the ground from exhaustion.

Suddenly Dean bit your lips a little harder which made you flinch in pain. You could even taste your blood. Gathering all the courage you tried you best to push Dean away, and he finally did letting out a cocky smile. He wipes this mouth with the back of his hand, While you very breathing horsely.

"Oh come on, don't say you did not like it".

In response you made a disgusted face as you could feel the sting on the corner of your lip. He growled in anger before pulling you towards him kissing your neck roughly, you moan in pain and discomfort. "Dean, pl-please stop. It-you're hurting me uh". You breathed while trying to push him off you but you eventually gave up.

Deans moans and growls where all you could here before,"hey!"
Sam rushed in and pulled Dean off you while punching his face. You backed off as you feel to the ground, sobbing. "What the hell is wrong with you Dean, thats y/n that you were hurting". Once again Sam's fist came in contact with his chin earning a groan from Dean.

He quickly got up breathing heavily, "she loves me right? So I was just having some fun with her!". Dean yelled at Sam while rubbing off the blood dripping from his lips. "Now I am gonna make it hell for her by sleeping with those blondies I had my eyes on for a long time at the bar". We quickly wore his jacket before making his way to the door. "Have a fun night Y/N and don't bother to stay up waiting for me". Dean slammed the door behind him before leaving you and Sam in silence.

Sam turned to look at you before he came kneeling towards you. After what happened you could not even look at him in the eyes, so instead your head hung low while tears spilled. Sam sighed while talking you face into his palms forcing your eyes to meet his.

I won't lie to you
I know he's just not right for you

You look up to only see a heart broken and disappointed Sam. Before you could say anything, he pulled you into his embrace letting you cry onto his plaid shirt. His hands on you back while he tried to calm you down.
You head onto his chest, his heartbeat was relaxing you body. Sam let you pour your heart out. Comfort, something you only found with Sam and not Dean. You wanted Dean but also wanted to stay here in Sam's arms letting him help you.

And you can tell me if I'm off
But I see it on your face
When you say that he's the one that you want

"He is not the one for you Y/N". You felt your heart skip a beat. Your eyes stopped draining while you thought about it all, about you and Dean and if Sam was actually right. "You deserve someone better then him, someone who would love and cherish you forever". Those words hit you like a wave. Yes your relationship with Dean was abusive but you loved him and he loved you back. Or at least thats what you think.

And you're spending all your time
In this wrong situation
And anytime you want it to stop

"You know that this is not right, and the way he deals with you is so wrong". Sam's voice fill in your head as memories of both love and pain flash in front of you eyes. What Dean does to you is wrong and it hurts to except but you still loved him with all your heart.

I know I can treat you better
Than he can
And any girl like you deserves a gentleman

Sam pulled you away only to meet your eyes, "please let me help you, let me end the pain". You could see his eyes tearing up. How could he help you? He can't go against his on brother for you. "Sam please, I don't want to pull you in between this mess". You insisted. Sam shakes his head in disagreement.

Tell me why are we wasting time
On all your wasted cryin'
When you should be with me instead

"Why are you making yourself go through all this pain and suffering. it hurts I know it does, its hurts me seeing you go through this and I can only imagine what it feels to you,". Sam moves the lose piece of strand form your hair placing it behind your ear. "I love you Y/N", you heart skip a beat.

I know I can treat you better
Better than he can

"I wont hurt you like he does, i wont force my self on you. i will only love you with all my heart", did he just confess his love for you. Sam left you speech less and shocked. You never knew about how Sam felt about you, yeah maybe if Dean was not the one that swept you off your feet, it would definitely have been Sam. But you have fallen way in to jump out now.

I'll stop time for you
The second you say you'd like me to

"I'll keep you safe, and take care of you", he looked into your eyes pleading. "You just need to say it and I will be all yours". You look at him as a tear slips down his cheek, You move in wiping it. You were happy that he felt that way but it scared you from what was to come. "Sam, I wish if it was this easy, but its not".

I just wanna give you the loving that you're missing
Baby, just to wake up with you
Would be everything I need and this could be so different
Tell me what you want to do

"I know its not easy, but I love you and if you do please tell me so I can help us be happy". The thought of being happy with someone as caring as Sam makes you smile a little, But what about Dean. "Sam I-I don't know, I cant hurt Dean". He simply looked at you with a hint of guilt in his hazel eyes. Dean is not just some other guy, he is his Brother. His older brother who he loves a lot as he is his only family alive.

'Cause I know I can treat you better
Than he can
And any girl like you deserves a gentleman
Tell me why are we wasting time
On all your wasted cryin'
When you should be with me instead

"I know. And I love Dean, but I love you too. A lot Y/N and its killing me while your still in pain.". He leaned in closer while you could feel his sweet warm breath. Sam was breath taking, the way his hair falls to his face was beautiful and you know you could get used to it, any girl would but your not just any girl. Your the girl also in a relationship with is older brother. "Please let me love you".

I know I can treat you better
Better than he can

"Dean is no good for you, and we both know that, I love you so much and more then he ever could". Sam spoke seriously as he looked Deep into ur eyes looking for a response that could not leave your lips. "Give us a chance, let me show you what you mean to me". Before you could respond, his soft lips hit yours. It was wrong but felt so right. you felt your self losing, losing for Sam.

Better than he can
Give me a sign
Take my hand, we'll be fine
Promise I won't let you down

The kiss felt right. So soft and and sweet, something that you never felt with Dean. It felt so perfect that you did not even realize before kissing him back.While you were drowning in the thought of Sam, Dean was still in the back of you head. This made you pull away. Sam looked at you with a tender smile on his lips. "You do, you love me too". Right then, you excepted something you feared.

Just know that you don't
Have to do this alone
Promise I'll never let you down

Sam took you hand and placed it onto his chest where his heart was. "You can't say that this is not true".you could feel his heart beat against you skin. You blushed a little think about you and Sam. It was something you never dreamed of, but now it does not feel too impossible. "I do, love you Sam". You finally admitted. His face lit up in happiness as he kissed you again. You smiled into the kiss while letting you hand make their way into his hair.

'Cause I know I can treat you better
Than he can
And any girl like you deserves a gentleman

"I promise, that I will love you with all my heart Y/N. Never a tear will slip down your cheek because of me. I will make sure to be the reason to make you smile. You are a beautiful and strong women who deserves all the love she could get and I will give it to you with all my heart". You smiled as a tear slip down your eyes. This was surprising, no other man has said that to you and now you were sure that Sam was the one for you. For now you wanted to concentrate on you, not on the past or Dean.

Tell me why are we wasting time
On all your wasted cryin'
When you should be with me instead

"I love you too Sam, thank you for loving me so much. What have I done to deserve this from you, deserve you". He simply smiled pressing a kiss to your forehead. You moan in pain as your body was aching because of what happened with Dean. "Take away the pain Sam, please", you whisper into his chest before he picks you up in bridal style leading you to his room. You let your head rest against him as you let him do what needs to be done. Sam will treat you better then Dean. Now lets just say Dean wont be pleased with what he sees when he is back.

I know I can treat you better
Better than he can, oh oh
Better than he can
Better than he can

AUTHOR's NOTE:
Hello lovely readers. Please don't kill me for making Dean the bad guy. He is not, I am personally a Dean Girl but I love Sam too. This is just something I needed to write and also as you can see I don't write a lot of Sam so here is a massive one. Hope you enjoyed this. It made me cry writing this, until next time Dear reader.
-Fathma ٤>