If a headache could kill, then I'm dead, or at least I pray I am. "Sparkle?" should I open my eyes? No, I know who it is, no one else calls me that, so I can get some more sleep. "Cuddle?" god, even to myself I sound like a donkey with laryngitis and my voice hurts. I know I went too far, but I had no choice, did I? God, I didn't think they were that strong.

"Don't do it anymore" I opened one eye, I know why Jungkook is angry with me, but I had no other choice. It was the only way I wouldn't hurt any of them. "Jungkook.." did he growl at me? "You can't fight alone, Athena, you just can't!" I also opened the other eye, I'm so tired, maybe I can take some of his energy, I haven't done that in a while and I know he feels useless, no matter how much I tell him it's not true.

She uses my energy? She hasn't done that recently, is she that tired? And I scold her? What a jerk I am! I know, of course, why she chose to remove us from the battlefield, but that does not mean that if as a knight and a trained warrior I understand her, but the same does not apply as a man, who loves her, right? I had never experienced such terror, never once had I been afraid for anyone as I was for her. The watcher, when Kira brought her back to campus, she was barely breathing, the battle marks on her body, she was so tired she looked half dead.

"Do you really want an apology?" I shook my head and climbed onto the bed next to her. I hugged her and she turned her back to me, burying her face in my hands. Athena, I wish I didn't understand you, I wish I could pour out my fear on you, I wish you would share yours with me. "Because if I lose you, I'll burn the whole damn Earth" her words played in my head like a broken gramophone record.

I am aware of who Athena is, what she is like, I am aware of what she is capable of, she defeated three Sakrans and their minions all by herself, in reality we only stood in her way and she simply removed us from the battlefield, making sure that she could fight peacefully. I have so many questions, but I'm a realist, I don't know if I want to hear all the answers. I'm not even sure if I should direct them directly to her, maybe I should ask myself.

I thought it was easy, our chain is red, we love each other, I am strong, my guardian is strong, elementary, but by itself, elementary does not mean simple. Yes, it's basic, if I look at it from a knight's point of view, nothing should bother me, but as a man who loves his girl madly, pure and simple I go crazy just thinking about her being injured, the thought of losing her. And these two men are currently at war, and I'm torn between pride in my guardian and the terror of losing my girlfriend.

The feeling of insecurity is tearing me apart and killing me. I am dying of fear that there will come a time when she will need me and I will waste time tossing between my two extremes and I will be not only useless, but also her end. "Jungkook?" I huffed and left those thoughts for now, she needed me and I have to, no, I want to be by her side.

"I love you" are just three simple words, but they keep my world on top of the seventh heaven. I can't describe the feeling of hearing her say it to me, the euphoria of knowing she feels the same as I do, like a tickle deep down in my stomach that sends waves of pleasure through my entire body and makes my heart skip a beat. 

"I love you too, spark" I love you so much! I don't know how you brought me to my knees,baby,but it's too late for me,I'm so in love with you,I'm ready to erase myself just for you to be happy,but I swear,I can't stop worrying no matter how hard I try, all I want is to have the strength to stand shoulder to shoulder with you and be worthy of your love. Her honey lips touched my palm and waves of pleasure ran up my spine.

Athena turned to face him and he smiled gently, stroking her cheek with his thumb. "You are the best thing in my life, my strong irreplaceable knight" Jungkook's breath caught in his throat and his heart pounded furiously, making his blood boil madly. "You don't know what you are doing to me, Athena!" he covered her and aggressively pressed his lips into hers, cupping her face.

"I need you, Jungkook!" her hands frantically tugged at his t-shirt and he rose slightly, slipping it over his head. Jungkook could feel her still draining his energy. It wasn't tiredness, she needed to feel him, to know that he was next to her, with her, and that was all he also needed right now, to be one with Athena.

Being afraid of losing someone is an irresistible force, pushing you to the brink of despair, where only the person you fear could bring you back. This fear was a double-edged sword, it either pierced you and threw you into the abyss of self-pity and self-destruction, or it sent you into the arms of this man, making your body, heart and soul burn with the need to feel his breath, his touch, his body,him, the power he has over you and surrender to them completely, melting under the power of your feelings.

Jungkook's hands and lips on my body drove me to a blind madness that left behind only the need to feel him, to feel his movements deep inside me. My thoughts and actions revolved around this moment, around his tongue, around the wetness that made my skin tingle, around his fingers that relentlessly sent me into the land of pleasure and desire, turning me on and at the same time keeping me firmly grounded in reality .

Nothing could play with my mind like Jungkook and the feeling that his naked body pressed against mine could make me forget everything, leave me blind and deaf to the world, to the danger we've been living in for the past weeks . No one had power over me, I was the fiery guardian, compared to the others, my power was like the endless ocean, carving the coastal rocks, mercilessly forming new caves, destroying dust by dust the stone barrier, or carving an unknown map on its bottom.

But this man, his gentleness, the soft roughness with which he marked my body, leaving clear marks as a warning to anyone who would dare make even the faintest claim to my attention, he controlled me like the wind controlled its direction, he played with me like a flutist with a cobra emerging from a wicker basket. Before him I fled powerless, nothing, I was just a woman whose love gave him the right to be master, where I was the handmaiden of his desires, where he was the flame and I the butterfly, whose wings burned with his heat.

My need to hear my name from his mouth, the way my ears burned with his moans as he penetrated me and tore me apart, his movements that scarred me deeper than any physical wound, the feel of his body throbbing, the way he fills my womb, no force could compel me to submit like this feeling of absolute surrender to each other.

Jungkook cupped her hips and lifted them high, resting his forehead on her shoulder as his hips bumped into hers, making her body follow the rhythm of his thrusts. His snarling moans contrasted with the soft purrs that escaped her throat as his cock quivered wildly, needing release under the pressure of her tight walls, which sucked him demandingly, throbbing pressingly with each of his movements in and out.

"Jungkook!" his name screamed in the moment of ecstasy as she squirted down his thighs and sheets as her body arched painfully and her legs closed behind his waist, holding him even deeper, blocking the possibility of him pulling away at the last moment , driving him into a blind frenzy that engulfed his being and he rose to his knees, gripping her waist and increasing the speed at which his cock penetrated and stretched the soft moist walls of her core.

Blind to the power he held over this all-powerful woman, the only thing running through his head right now was the desire to hear her screams, her moans, for her to burn in his arms, to possess not only her body but her soul .The taste of pleasure he was giving her, the visible marks on her skin that sealed her need for him, it was more than any man could bear.

His alpha male instincts drove him to keep obsessing over her, to keep thrusting his cock so deep that the sensation she would get every time he penetrated and the tip of his length hit that invisible spot at the bottom of her womb ,to make everything else disappear, to erase every thought, to subdue every other emotion and replace it with pure lust and unadulterated arousal.

And Jungkook could feel it, every thrill running deep, causing the walls of her womanhood to suck him in, her instinct to hold him inside her, her body's plea to surrender to him, to surrender to him alone, her orgasm it was the divine reward he received for mastering the ability to subdue her, to make her experience the beauty of the magic of her kneeling before his masculine need to possess her.

She was his, no one else's, she was his sun, the moon that lit up the night in his soul, the raindrops that touched the roots of the newly sprouted plant, the wind that blew away the rain clouds on dark days, the light that kept him going , the strength that held him proudly upright. Athena was in his heartbeat, in the air filling his lungs, she was the water that quenched his thirst, the food that gave him energy, nothing else mattered.

Without her, Jungkook was nothing, a dead moving body, a compass without direction, strings without sound, a soul without purpose. He existed and lived because of her, for her, so that she could fulfill her destiny, he breathed and fought because she was by his side, because she loved him, because he loved her. The purpose of his entire existence was the woman beneath him, who moaned his name as his seed poured deep, hoping to germinate and strengthen the now unbreakable chain that had bound their hearts as one.