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"Should we do it?" Athena groaned as she did sit-ups with her hands under her head and Jungkook holding her legs. "Yes, it should" he nodded seriously, watching her expectantly take another one. "I really can't, besides..." she trailed off as Jungkook let go of her legs and leaned over her on his arms. "Let's do it together, spark?" Junkook smirked and Athena swallowed hard, trying not to blush.
"At three?" she swallowed and nodded. Jungkook ducked and then stood up, followed by Athena. The two never took their eyes off each other. "You're cute when you blush" his deep, strained voice made her lungs constrict and her breath catch in her throat. He was doing push-ups as she worked on her sit-ups in sync with his movements, his eyes locked on her lips, which drew him in like a butterfly flame.
Athena had a feeling that if she raised herself just a little more she would be able to feel more of his breath. His face was tense, his air coming out tight, every time he went down, and she returned to the floor. "You're beautiful" he stopped when he lowered himself and Athena blinked crossly. "Jungkook..." he hissed softly and Athena bit her lip. "Don't do it, spark, do you know what you're doing to me?" his lips were a millimeter away from hers, their breath merging.
"I...I'm sorry.." he didn't let her finish, his lips met hers and he covered her, burying his fingers in her hair while the other pressed against the side of her waist. "God, this is crazy!" I couldn't think of anything but her lips, her taste, her tongue against mine. Her body under mine is so hot, I can melt into the feeling of flight that Athena causes low in my belly just from a kiss. If I don't stop now I might never make it, she's like a drug I get more and more addicted to with every kiss.
Everything in me screamed for more, it would be so easy, she doesn't object, she wants it, she feels the same hunger that grows in me. But she's so innocent, I can't just fuck her on the living room floor, and that's all I want, all I need right now, I can't stop!God! I slid my hand under her t-shirt, her skin is so soft, it's like touching a baby, I want to taste her, I want to leave my mark on her. She's mine, only mine! And she would let me, then why can't I, what's stopping me, we both want it? Her hips are pressing me, I can feel her heart, beating madly, like a sprinter, she's excited and excites me too!
I pulled away, I want to, but I can't, she's not ready, not yet. I don't know why, I can't explain it, but I need to know that Athena is ready, that she loves me, that it's not just excitement. That means am I in love with her? Is this what it feels like? Is that why the chain chose me? I'm falling for her, I just couldn't see any other explanation. With every touch, with every smile and look from her, I was sinking deeper and deeper and I couldn't avoid it.
After so many women, after so many relationships that failed because, even though the girls fell for me, I never managed to fall in love with any of them and reciprocate their feelings, it had to be her, that's all either because of Athena, because of the small, sweet, inexperienced and the only one perfect for me, my Guardian, my destiny, my spark!
Her eyes shine in an incredible way, you have the feeling that if you look deeper into them, you can draw a map of the constellations, even the undiscovered ones. I have never felt such a desire, or rather a need, to protect, to be with someone. How stupid I was, back then when I became her knight, how childishly I reacted, grumbling that I was just related to her, and look at me now, drooling like a virgin, worried that maybe I'm not good enough for her, that I will only hurt her, that I might disappoint her.
Why is he looking at me like that, did I disappoint him? He knows, he knows it's my first, he can't help but know, maybe I should have asked someone to help me, to teach me. I'm talking nonsense, who just grabs someone, teaches them to kiss? "Athena" don't say it, don't say it, I don't want to hear it. "If you don't stop me, little spark, I won't be able to do it myself" what? Stop it? From what? Does he want to...Why is he looking down?
Her eyes widened at the huge bulge in the front of his shorts that pressed against her inner thigh. "You're...It's..."Athena trailed off, blushing horribly and looked away, closing her eyes. "I'm a man, Athena, with a woman beneath me, a very beautiful woman, I might add" Jungkook couldn't help but look at her in awe as her beautiful face turned an even darker shade of red. "You don't expect me to remain indifferent, do you?" she shook her head quickly and pushed him away, jumping to her feet and hiding in her bedroom.Jungkook laughed, sitting down with his knees bent. He leaned on his knee and shook his head. "One day, little spark, very soon, you'll let me hear you scream my name."
It won't happen, I can't sleep. A storm was raging outside, it was well after midnight, or so I assume. The arousal that Athena had caused just refused to leave my body, despite the three cold showers I had already taken. This woman was just driving me crazy. No matter what I do, she's always there, digging into my mind like an oil probe into the earth's core and clouding my thoughts, making me burn, just roasting in the flames of the hell created by the girl in the next room.
I got up to pour myself a glass of water and stood leaning on the counter top of the sink. Nothing was helping, the arousal was heating up my body and my throat kept getting dry, I could drink a gallon of water and it would be the same. Only she could help me but she wasn't ready and I wasn't ready to hurt her by rushing.
What could I do, was there even a way? It wouldn't be hard to seduce her, in fact from her reactions I'm sure I wouldn't even have to, but we weren't even a couple yet, I mean, not as a Guardian and a Knight, but as man and woman. Yes, I took her out on one date, I even promised her a second one, but I never managed to take her out. Somehow, something kept getting in the way.
After the amusement park, I knew exactly what she would like, I also know where to take her, what to do, how to do it. She would be very happy and maybe now was the time to take her there? I looked at the calendar, tomorrow night would be the perfect time, I had enough time to prepare everything.
Maybe I should get her a present, something small, nothing too much? She will love it. I don't understand how a girl like her didn't have a boyfriend until now? I know, men know, just like women, we also have our ways, although not so played. Honestly, I have no explanation for the feeling of knowing that I am the first, her first kiss, her first man, her first love, and knowing that I will be the last, it was beyond the limits of explanation.
Tales of the type "the important thing is that you are the last" are for men who have never experienced this, the knowledge that she is destined only for you, but this has consequences. I've never been one of the patient ones, I'm usually hasty, hot-tempered, selfish, not for her of course, but I can't suppress this feeling of territoriality. I know it's stupid, Athena is not a piece of land to rule, but the thought of a foreign man touching her, even just a glance, I don't know, I don't want and I can't let it happen.
Just thinking about it makes me freak out and want to punch someone. I've done it a few times already and honestly, I'm thankful that because of her strength issues, she hasn't been going to university lately. So many men were looking at her, I just can't bring myself to leave her alone. Not that I think she would fall for someone else, but I don't trust those driven pigs who looked at her like a piece of meat. And yes, I am aware that I look at her the same way, but this is different, they will never understand her, they will not know how to take care of her, they were not me.
I'm going crazy, I have no other explanation, I know that what I'm experiencing is not normal, I also know that in a normal relationship, with a human woman, this desire of mine to be the only one obsessing over her thoughts and body, would probably lead me to murder and prison, the first one is not excluded, and even though I am an Agoran, the rules are a little different here. I've never thought about how agorans find human husbands and wives and start families, but as far as I know, it's never happened to a Guardian.
Guardians were more than rare these days. The only reason there were so many on our campus was Miss Panaria and the coach, who were also such a white-chain couple. There was only one other such campus and it was somewhere, I think in Prague, Czech Republic? I don't remember exactly, but whenever a guardian appeared, or a boy with great knight potential, we were sent to one of these two campuses. That's how I ended up here, even though I was being "problematic" because of my temper.
If Athena hadn't made the chain with me, or another Guardian, then after a year I would have been transferred there and this would have continued until I found my Guardian. But here I am, obsessed with the most beautiful, most passionate fiery Guardian. I know that I look confident around her, but it's not like that, the truth is that she makes me feel small, insignificant. Shy, closed, this is Athena, as sweet and gentle as she is. But Guardian Athena, she can blow my head off with just a wink, and no matter how strong I am physically, her strength makes me feel insecure.I wonder if Mars felt the same way with his Venus?
There was a rumble of thunder somewhere outside, probably extremely close because Jungkook heard the windows rattle, and then the sound was followed by a horrible scream and he literally threw the glass into the sink, flying into Athena's room. "Jungkook..." the soft sobs, her figure curled up in one corner of the bed, her shaking voice, he found himself next to her before he realized he had moved at all.
"Shh,I'm here,baby,it's okay,it's just rain" her shivering body pressed against his chest he wrapped his arms around her and pulled the covers over them both trying to warm her icy feet. Her soft sniffles tore at his heart, making it contract painfully. "Calm down, spark, I'm here, there's nothing to be afraid of" her arms wrapped around his torso, desperately needing a safe place for her to hide.
Nothing could replace the feeling Jungkook was feeling right now. She was strong, much stronger than the thunder outside and yet she still needed him, his strength, his protection. How can you resist this, this need of hers? How can he resist her? In that moment, as her body pressed into his, as he held her protectively, feeling her start to relax and fall asleep, in that moment, Jungkook asked himself who needed whom more?
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