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❝ gonna hide my feelings- ❞

it was just a dream.

you dreamt about him sending roses to your house, his lips curled into a smile when you nuzzled his hands gently. his eyes were blue but not the kind of shade that was easy to describe; it was almost like both blue and purple at the same time. it was simply beautiful. he blinked his eyes and closed the gap between both of your faces, your noses almost touching. he was drop-dead gorgeous in the moonlight. his facial features were naturally soft. you just can't hold back anymore; your desire was boiling. it was his eyes, you can't get enough looking into his eyes. the eyes that shine, and it was the radiance that had the ability to attract any woman like a magnet and fall in love with him.

"tch."

you took out your spectacles and placed it on the table. even though you had been studying in the library for hours, you didn't seem to be concentrating at all. you forced yourself to memorize some english vocabulary but you ended up thinking about unnecessary stuff. it was strange, really strange. you could feel a wave of heat rushing through your body when you thought about him. the dream looked real, but actually it's not. those mixed feelings you had were hard to explain, yet you ignored it. you scratched your cheeks softly and eyed at the pink sticky note that you stuck on your english textbook. it wasn't crumpled. you didn't want to tear it off because yachi said it was a good luck charm.

Fighting! (y/n)! ʕ •ᴥ•ʔ - hitoka yachi

after letting out a sigh, you put all your textbooks and pencil case inside your backpack. you kept your spectacles in a case before you left the library. the warm breeze welcomed you the moment you stepped out of the big green building. closing your eyes, you took a deep breath in and appreciated the wind sweeping along your cheeks.

"it's time to find kageyama."

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I know you're nervous,

I hate the fact that we're up in the air.

"please tell me the truth-"

"wow! why are you here? (y/n) san!" nishinoya and tanaka, the hilarious duo asked you the same question when you laid your backpack on the floor. sitting next to yachi. "eh, i- because kageyama wants me to see him practice?" you cleared your throat before glancing over at kageyama, who is looking at you with a reddish hue on his face. you quickly swivelled your head to another direction and leaned against the wall, wishing that you're now invisible. then, you heard chuckling. instinctively, you turned your head towards the noise and found sugawara and daichi chuckling while looking at your direction. the other members were staring at you. you flushed bright red then, feeling uncomfortable all of a sudden. kageyama never invited you over to the court before. thus you're shocked that kageyama put a small note inside your pencil case, asking you to come and see him practise around 6:00 pm. he didn't talk to you during recess these few days. he was nowhere to be seen; you didn't see him in class or the volleyball court. and now his sudden invitation made you extremely nervous.

"ah, young love! i would say that someone is falling in love with you, deeply! (y/n) san! you have no idea how much he's trying his best to keep his composure when you're here!" nishinoya recited dramatically, he aggressively wiggled his eyebrows and pointed at kageyama, "my dear little kouhai! you must-" sugawara quickly covered his mouth and smiled at you apologetically.

"nishinoya-kun! kageyama will kill you if you said something like that!" sugawara whispered to him harshly before looking up. "and now, everyone! please practice your serves!" everyone began to queue up in a straight line. yachi was talking to you. however, you weren't listening to her. your eyes were fixed on him and you just realized that he has a beautiful face. it was well-defined, with sharp jawlines and angular cheekbones. the complexion of his skin went well with his navy blue eyes. when it was his turn to serve, you saw him lifting his shirt and wiped off the sweat on his face. you sucked in a deep breath when you saw his six packs were visible, instantly giving off -

"bam!"

"argh!" a volleyball hit you square in the face. everyone swivelled around and saw your nose bleed and immediately came running to you. according to sugawara, a bruise could be seen on your forehead and right cheek. you winced in pain as you're struggled to get up. your head was spinning and you blinked back tears. kageyama quickly rushed to your side, checking on your injuries and rubbed your cheeks softly. kiyoko dragged yachi away, leaving the two of you alone. the other members were quiet and deeply surprised that the setter could be extremely gentle when he was with you. it then dawned on everyone that kageyama had a soft spot for you, and only you.

"...kageyama, too close..." you spoke softly.

...

"oi tanaka and nishinoya! stop it with the lenny faces, you two!"

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Baby, I'm freakin' out,

How do we even start this conversation?

"...you are beautiful."

kageyama decided to accompany you on your way home today. he walked beside you, feeling guilty for asking you to come over to see him practice. you had a small bandage on your nose, and your bruises started to swell even more. you didn't mind at all, though. it was just an incident and you got over it quickly. a word never escaped from his mouth so you nudged his arms gently, trying to get his attention. "oi, yamayama? why are you so quiet today?" you asked, straightening your uniform while looking at him.

"i'm sorry, (y/n). it's my fault-"

"nah, it wasn't your fault, okay? don't think too much!" you grinned cheekily and smacked his back, causing him to flinch slightly and mumbled an "ow" before glaring at you. maybe it was your dream, or maybe it was kageyama. you started to see him as a guy, not the idiot whom you first met in elementary school. you sighed happily, starting to tell him all the gossip you heard among your classmates. for once, kageyama didn't ask you to shut up, he was listening to your stories and also tried to give some comments. even though his comments were very stoic and plain, like "really?" and "wow", you're somehow happy. at least he didn't roll his eyes throughout the conversation.

"(y/n), wait here for a moment." kageyama asked, earning a nod from you. both of you stopped by a convenience store as he went in and bought a vanilla ice cream for you. you winked at him when he gave you the ice cream, causing kageyama to look away in embarrassment as he quickly shoved his hands inside his pocket. you hummed in satisfaction when the vanilla ice cream melted in your mouth. you've been craving for ice cream since yesterday and kageyama had fulfilled your desires.

"oi, (y/n)."

"huh?" you licked your lips before you answered him.

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Girl, am I losing my mind?

Oh God, I hope I'm not,

"shit-"

"...kageyama, you- why do you keep looking at my lips?"

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edited by zxyisigh

2/12/19

A/N: oh no :))))
editor's note: @sunniethebakubean is awesome *inserts deku nodding his head*