Hi as a I promised.
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It is a very beautiful day the sun rays shines on the face of the one who himself is the sun... by his name Suraj.

Suraj was lying on the bed trying to sleep further, but the sun rays were disturbing him. He covers himself with the duvet and tried to hide his face from sun rays, but just then a knock on his bedroom door was to hear. He didn't care he just ignores it.

But a woman enters his room. This woman was no one else than his mother. Teju Rajvanshi.

Teju sat on the bed and took the blanket off his face. "Suraj beta it's getting late you have to go! They must be waiting for you?!".

Suraj eyes sprang open. "They?! Haan they must be waiting for me". Suraj stood up from the bed and vanished to the washroom. It took him 20 min to be ready. Teju made him something for breakfast he ate and left.

Teju was happy seeing him with energy, but deep inside her heart she knows it's all was just a facade.

Suraj took his car he was smiling as he was seeing them again. The happiness he was feeling being with them was indescribable it gives him a new hope in his sad life.

Suraj reaches the old mansion it was an orphanage. The kids were playing on the playground one group was playing with the ball another group was playing with sticks like knights. But all of the kids had something what he doesn't has...

A future, he is ill he has an incurable disease cancer in the last stadium. Unfortunately they found out about his illness very late.

Suraj was leaning toward his car thinking of his lifestyle.

A few months ago, when he got to know about his disease everything changed. He changed. He become a man with a heart.

He was selfish. Never thought about the feelings of the other's, he never thought of the feelings of the one, who had loved him more than her own life.

Chakor...

Chakor and Suraj were studying at the same college for him she is just a women among the other's, but for her he is the one she wants to spend her entire life with.

They become friend, but Suraj never cares about her. He used to play with her. But she loved the little attention she was getting from him even if it means he hurts her. What he often did.

In college Chakor was the no. 1 student Suraj was average as he liked to flirt more, than concentrate on studies. He never flirts with her as for him she was just a geek. But as soon as he needed her help he was her hero. Flirts complements and jokes which were harmless made her happy.

One fine day, when the college was over and they all started their working life a proposal come for Suraj.

Suraj was unhappy, he doesn't wanted to get married he was sure he will made or find an excuse to get rid off it.

Teju was calling him down. "Suraj!! Suraj!!! Come fast they have come!".

They greeted each other. Suraj fumes in anger when he saw who had come.

"Chakor! You here?! What the hell do you think about yourself?!".

KN fumes. "Suraj! What are you saying?!".

Suraj jerks. "I don't want this alliance with a characterless woman like her!". He insulted her in front of everyone.

Chakor was shocked. "What?! Ch.. cha. Characterless woman like me?! Suraj what are you saying?!".

Suraj shook his head. "Stop your nonsense and leave I don't want to see you nor I want to marry you! Just leave from here!".

Chakor was heart broken her parents took her. She looks at him the whole time she couldn't take off her eyes from him. She releases herself from her father's grip and rushed back to Suraj.

Suraj, who was hell surprised by her act. Chakor slapped him and hits him. "Characterless how dare You to blame me like this?! Wasn't it you who come close to me?!".

Suraj took her hands and pushes her. "Arrey chor {leaves me}. Just shut up! I got to know about your habit so I hit on you! You were good in studies and some small gestures by me in you were on cloud 9".

Chakor was shocked. "You think I did this with other's? Chi... I hate myself falling in love with a stoned hearted man like you! I hate myself given my everything to a dirty man like you! I hate you Mr. Suraj Rajvanshi you will never find love in your life because you never deserved it!". She cursed him.

Suraj become angry and pushes her away. "Just shut up and get lost! You are the one who is dirty fucking money minded! A middle class woman like you thought that one of the most richest bachelor will marry you?! Hell no! And what did you said I'm dirty please I have a clean slate. I haven't lost anything!".

Chakor looked at him with hate and disgust, but more than this she hated herself for falling in love with this guy.

She stood up. "Suraj even if I want to curse you or your life I can't because I loved you from the bottom of my heart. I wish you a happy life!". She leaves with her parents under tears....

That was the last time he saw her...

A ball hit him and got him back to the reality. A boy come holding his ears. "Sorry uncle".

Suraj smiles. "Can I play with you?".

The kids were happy. "Suraj Bhaiya". A girl calls for him.

Suraj turns and waves. "Hi Paakhi how are you?". She comes running toward him. He lifts her up. "I'm angry with you!". She pouts and Suraj was confused. "What why? what I did?". Paakhi shook her head. "Suraj where were you yesterday?".

Suraj was at the hospital for a treatment dialysis, he has blood cancer even if he get a bone marrow transplantation the risk are the same he could die at the OT or the body of his could reject it. He is trying to forget it and spends as much as possible time with these kids, who have nothing.

Suraj puts her down and hold his ears. "Sorry! Look I'm also holding my ears".

She smiles. "aww cute Bhai now you have to get punished".

Suraj pouts. "Nero naani amma Punishment 😢".

Paakhi smiles. "Haan you have to do sit ups and push ups".

Suraj smiles. "Bas {what that's all}? Okay fine!". He was spending his left time with the innocent souls.

Far away we can see a little house a woman is chasing someone.

"Raj!!! Stop na!!! Mummy won't talk to you!".
Yes it is Chakor with a pout face and crossed arms around her chest.

Raj was 6 years old and the life of his mother. Raj comes from the back and hugs him tight. "Maa here I am sorry". He was holding his ears just the way his father used to do it. Chakor pushes his hands away from his ears. "Don't you do that ever again. A sorry to say is enough, but you will never and I mean it never again hold your ears! You got it!". She shout at him, what frighten him. "Haan Maa I won't! Sorry". He comes and hugs her.

Chakor lifts him in her embrace. She went to the washroom with him. "Brush your teeth's now I will check!", Raj nods. He did as said cause his mom is too angry today he doesn't want to annoy her more. He comes out of the washroom and wears his pyjama all alone. Chakor comes ready to read a book with him.

Raj lies on the bed and Chakor next to him. "The little prince....". He falls asleep while she was readying out of the book.

Chakor looked at him, she felt bad as she shout at him. She caresses his head and kisses his forehead. I'm so sorry beta for shouting on you! But I can't tolerate it... you are like your Papa, who is cruel. Beta promise me not to become like him using a woman and then throwing her away!

Chakor gave him another kiss, he cuddles into the duvet she smiles and leaves him.

Chakor was sitting in her room on her bed holding an old pic.

It was their last year in college, he used to make fun of her, but she didn't cares as she had a big crush on him. She had fallen for him the day they met at the library, when she shout at him to keep quiet as in a library it is not allowed to speak with loud volume.

Suraj glares at her. "oh Miss whatever mind your own business I can do whatever I want wherever I want you got it. Now sit back on your...". He looked at her from top to toe... "On your fat bump and keep quiet".

Chakor shocked and shouts. "What?!".

Suraj smirks. "You heard me very well as I was loud enough!". She left the library, but somehow she couldn't be angry on him. His words hurts her, but his smile had made her lose herself for him.

A few days passed she hasn't seen him anywhere, but he was looking for her... yes he was in need of help.

Chakor was sitting in the library, when he appears from nowhere.

Chakor got confused. "You?!". Suraj smiles, one of his cutest smile only for her. He had his headphones on...

Suraj removes the headphones. "Hey you... big bump...". He bites on his tongue and Chakor pouts.

"Sorry bad joke. I need tour help. Please!!!!"

Chakor smiles. "My help? For what?".

Suraj was nervous. "woh actually I have some problems with my notes and studies if you could give me some of your precious time and learn with me for the exams?!".

Chakor thought. "What if I say no?!. Suraj dramatically shows her 😔😢💔. "You make me upset I will run home crying with a broken heart. Please help me!".

Chakor laughs. "Okay fine I will help you! But on one condition!".

Suraj nods. "Everything you just asked! Chakor lowers her head. "Friends...?". She forwarded her hand. Suraj smiles. "Friends". He took her hand and shake it.

Day passed she was losing herself more and more in him... one night he stayed... 🙈.

She gave him all she had... he left in the morning covering her with his jacket...

Chakor stood up and went her cupboard.

Suraj even after you hurt me, you left a seed in me... our son Raj. I know you don't love me and you just used me for your own benefits, but I can't forget you and your son reminds me of you! I swore to myself to see you never again! I hope I can stick on my words as I don't want to be hurt again!

The days passed in a speed Suraj health got worst, he was lying on the hospital bed

Suraj was too weak, that he couldn't breath on his own. Teju and KN were there for him, when he got his conscious back. He faints in front of the kids.

Teju cries caressing his for head. "Suraj my son. Please".

She was holding his hand and praying. KN had placed his hand on her shoulder. "He woke up". Teju looked up. "Suraj?!".

Suraj blinks a few times with his eyes. He removes the oxygen mask. "Maa". He said in a broken voice. "Did you found her?!".

They shook their heads.

Suraj smiles lightly. "I hope she is happy! I hurt her a lot...". Tears were rolling down his cheeks... "I wanted to apologise to her just once. I ... I made a mistake and I'm paying for it! Maa I'm sorry! I wasn't a good son to you nor to you dad...". He was breathing heavily. The doctor came in as the machines were beeping.

Suraj has closed his eyes with the wish to see her once before he dies.

KN was scared. "We need to find her... it's his last wish".

Teju nods under tears. "But where will you start?! Her parents aren't talking to us...". She cries and KN spoke it out. "Maybe they will when we... ".

Teju looked at him. "When we what?!".

KN took a deep breath. "When we will tell them the true about his health".

Suraj was in his own world thinking what could have happened if he had accepted his life with Chakor...

A big house is shown

A woman with a child not any woman his woman, his wife, his life his lost love... Chakor... playing with their kids.. Haan more than one as he could never get enough... he was admiring them he would give them all his time he has to spend...

Chakor is talking to one of their kids she is angry cause Suraj has no time only work she is complaining to their daughter Saavni.

Chakor hold her tiny hand. "Look Saavni your papa na again forget our date!". She pouts. "Huh what's that?". She looked up to see a man not just a man her man, her husband Suraj making a shower of rose petals on them

Suraj shouts at her. "What did you say I forgot our morning date?! Say again!". Chakor shook her head.

Chakor was smiles. "Suraj stop na...". Hmm he stopped. She looked up to see the empty terrace. 😡.

Suraj pulls her. "Arrey baba I'm here!".

Chakor was struggling. Suraj leave me Saavni is watching".

Suraj shrugs. "Haan so what we can make her a big sister like we made Raj a big brother giving him her... maybe she wants to be the bigger one too?!". He said in a naughty way.

Chakor playfully hits him. "Suraj!!!".

Suraj was smiling after a long time. A dream he wished would be true, but he knows nothing can be changed anymore. He had hurt her blamed her and used her. Just because of his ego.

He had fallen for a woman, he, Suraj Rajvanshi never falls in love( but with Chakor it was different she accepted him as he was... he never wanted to spend the night with her... she was crying causer of the pain, he hated himself for that! Every night since then he hasn't shared the bed with another woman Chakor was the last...

Teju and KN found her they reached the hospital she was holding the hand of Raj... they come in... but...

Teju shouts. "Suraj!!!". KN went to him. "Suraj wake up look we found her!!!".

Chakor was holding Raj she closed his eyes... "go out Raj!".

Chakor looked at him...

"Suraj!!!! Suraj!!!! Suraj!!! Wake up!!! Please Suraj wake up look I have come for you! Don't you want to see me you asked for me, then was it a lie did you lie to me again?! Suraj please Suraj wake up!!!".

The doctor shook his head. "I'm sorry, but he died 15 min ago. We tried our best, but his body was too weak".

The nurse come forward. "He gave this for someone called Chakor!".

Chakor looked at her hand. It was a letter...
She was broken, she lost her love again... she took the letter n sat on the couch.

Dear Chakor

I don't know if I would meet you ever again, but I want to tell you that I love you!

I have loved you the night I spend with you! I have loved you the rest of my life I had spend without you!

I have never loved anyone like you!

I have hurt you, there is no way to say sorry, but yet I'm asking for your forgiveness if it is possible then do forgive me if not then it's also okay as I can understand I myself have never forgive myself for hurting you!

But I couldn't forget you! You have made me yours!

Your smile is like the sun rays, when it shines I feel the heat. Your tears are like the rain, when they start they never stopped I cry too seeing you in sadness then I think how much you love the rain I started to dance on your tone!

I hate it to be arrogant I have changed for you! There is an orphaned I spend my time with them. I wish I had a child with You! I don't know why I have that feeling as if I have missed more than I should!

Chakor I love you till my last breath!

Your Suraj.

Chakor was broken, she cried her heart out. She went out to Raj. "I'm sorry beta!".

Raj looked at her. "Maa what happen? Why are you so sad?".

Chakor wipes her tears away. "Raj do you wanna meet someone?!".

Raj nods. "Maa the man on the bed he died, right?! He won't comeback".

Chakor nods. "He won't comeback, but he lives here...!". Pointing toward her heart.

Raj smiles. "Maa who is he?! Sorry who was he?!". Chakor bend down. "Your papa!".

Raj felt hurt they went in he was crying seeing his father's death body. Chakor hold Suraj hand it was cold, but still she couldn't leave him like this.

Chakor lifts Raj. "Look Raj this is Papa. I gave you the name Raj because it is connected to your Papas name Suraj!". Raj smiles. "Hello Papa... will miss you...".

Teju and KN requested her to stay with them. To fill their empty life with new happiness. Chakor and Raj agreed.

Raj was having the best grandparents he could wish for n Chakor was overwhelmed the day she enters his room she was present everywhere! He had postered his walls with their old pics...

On one wall was just her pic

She remembers the day...

It was prom night and Suraj had asked her to be his date. A dream come true... he was the gentleman, who glares at everyone, who was bad eyeing her. He was the protector, who was keeping her close to him showing the world she is his... he was holding her hand with softness and care he was caressing her and praising her.

Suraj looked at her. "By the way where is the big booty?".

Chakor fumes. "Suraj?". She hits him. He smiles and she melt down. He cups her face she closed her eyes and he kissed her forehead. Chakor shies, she was expecting a kiss on her lips, but he wasn't going that far.

The night went to an end and he drove her home.

Chakor was alone. "Suraj come!".

Suraj shook his head. "No I can't". He knows he would lose the control.

Chakor was upset. "What why? My parents aren't at home".

Suraj was surprised by her invitation. "oh okay. I will drop you to the door".

They both walked the way together.

Chakor was looking at the moon, but he was looking at her, she felt his gaze. A Shiver run down her spine she turns to him and his gaze was still on her. She blushes and lowered her head. They reached the front door. Chakor opens the door.

Suraj stood there. "Bye!"

Chakor smiles. "Bye!".

He turns to leave.

"Suraj!!!". She calls him.

He turns to her and she comes and kisses him on his lips... that was the moment he couldn't hold himself anymore... that was the night of their love 🙈🙈🙈.

She comes to know about the pregnancy, but Suraj rejected her. She didn't told it anyone and left! Till now she was hiding, but not anymore. She was his... even if he is no more he is still there in her with her living in her no their son...

Bcz Judaa hoke bhi Pyaar Rahega... even being separated love remains...
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The End