"When I was twelve I started to cut myself. Then when I was 13 I tried to commit suicide for the first time. I woke up in a hospital with some random kid beside me. He had "saved" me from drowning when I jumped off the bridge-

"Was he Flynn?"

"No, It was Patrick, Patrick was sixteen then, He told me that he couldn't let such a beautiful guy drown. He was really sweet. He was the only light in my life. He was my only friend. It seemed everything was ok. I was clean for about six months relapsing here and there, but I had him. I had a crush on him too. So seven months to the day of my first attempt I wanted to tell him."

"What did he say?"

"I never got to tell him."