"Vaughn, do you know that it's been a year since you left?

People say that time allows you to heal but it's been exactly 365 days and your smile is still the only thing that I can see in the mirror. It might seem crazy but sometimes I swear I can still hear the engine of your motorbike echoing around the school car park. I guess that's probably down to the fact that this school was pretty much centred around you: the great and legendary Vaughn Myers. 

The corridors are kind of empty without you walking through them.

That's not to say that everyone mourns your absence. This is just me being typical, lovesick Olivia. You were such a major part of the school that when you left it had to reform into something new. I'm not the only one who misses you. I know for a fact that Eddie spends his free period reading outside the locker that used to be yours.

It messed him up it did, you leaving. He's not the same guy that he used to be. Remember how he said that his one goal was to make at least seven people smile per day? Now he doesn't even smile himself. By what I've heard his grades are dropping like crazy and he can't even bring himself to look at a skateboard without tearing up, let alone get on one. According to his mother, he hasn't used the tape player since you left either.

You didn't have to leave Vaughn. I'm sorry if I made you feel like you did. I was just...upset. I still am. It doesn't make me miss you any less though. It wasn't right, what you did. I have the right to be upset but that didn't mean you had to leave. I know you'll probably ignore this like all my other messages but please just consider it.

Your parents don't even know why you left. That's a bit cruel, don't you think? They feel responsible, did you know that? They think they failed as parents. I wish I could tell them the real reason for you leaving but...there's something stopping me. It wouldn't be right. I can't tell them. I...it's your decision to make.

And...in case you're wondering neither me or Eddie have moved on.

If you don't come back for me or your parents then please do it for Eddie. The guy is a mess quite frankly, all pale and barely eats anything.

I don't believe that you're a bad guy Vaughn, just a seriously confused one. And...and that's okay. I understand how this is hard for you. I really do.

For the time that we dated it was kind of awesome. This is going to sound so dumb and sappy but I was almost damn certain that you were the guy that I was going to spend the rest of my life with. I...I guess it just wasn't meant to be that way.

You're not a bad guy, remember that.

Yes, you broke my heart when I found out that you had cheated on me with Eddie but...I get it. I do. Really. You put your everything into our relationship, that I could see. I guess I just wasn't the person for you. I remember how you cried when I found out. It still makes me tear up a little, remembering the exact moment when you told me that you couldn't love me the way I wanted you to.

I guess it's just my luck to fall in love with a gay guy, huh?

Please come home. I can't stand to see Eddie like this any longer. We've formed an odd sort of friendship, us two. We're both trying and failing to get over the legendary Vaughn Myers. Yes, you cheated but you were also the most charming guy I've ever met. Cheater Charming. That has a nice kind of ring to it, doesn't it?

Vaughn, Cheater Charming, please come home."