Christmas holidays

so it was the end of term 4 and the begging of the Christmas holidays now unlike USA or other places like that where Christmas is a cold time of year in Australia it's not. it's actually fairly hot and i mean i never cared about the heat but we had a heat wave one week before Christmas and while i didn't care everyone in my family did and i was being told to take my jumper off but i didn't and after about 7-9 hours of people telling me to take my jumper off i started to get a bit annoyed and left i went and curled into a ball for about 20mins until i heared something, a voice and this was when i knew i had voices in my head but no matter how hard i tried to get rid of them they always come back i tried to ignore them.

year 2 term 1

i was going to school and it was the first day back and i had set a challenge for myself now it's not a normal challenge as some mite say but it was a challenge that i set for myself and that was to go one full day without being bullied but i have yet to do that.. anyway the first day back was no better then any other day i was bullied like normal but today i snapped i realised i couldn't take the pain any more and so that night when mum,dad and one of my sister left i found a way onto our roof and jumped off and yes i will be honest i did hurt but what hurt me more was that i was fine yes a few scratches and bruises but nothing more and to this day i've never told any one that i tried to kill myself because i know that there's no point i'm not someone special i'm just a girl going through depression.