Karai's pov:
"Leo...I'm sorry." That was all I could say I was surprised that he hugged me... I thought he would yell at me and hate me to be honest. "Why did you do this? Am I not making you happy!?" He asked me and started crying more. I felt so bad right now I mean he's my world he's the reason I'm not dead. Everyone woke up and saw Leo crying while holding me and saw me kinda crying and saw the cut mark that was on my arm they watched and didn't say a word I decided to let them do whatever I didn't really care at this point. "You make me happy Leo it's just... I can't stop hurting myself even if I try I still wanna hurt myself I still feel like I should die... maybe you should find someone better then...me...." I told him and looked away. "Baby you know I don't want anyone else but you! I'll try my hardest to make you not cut yourself and I'll make you happy! Just plz... don't hurt yourself and don't ever think I could love someone more then I love you!" Leo said and was hugging me and he realized that the guys and everybody else was there watching so he got up and took us to his room. I felt so bad for hurting him. "I'm sorry for hurting you..." I told him and started crying harder. "It's okay baby I'm not mad at you just wish I did a better job on keeping you happy..." I got kinda mad and sad that he thinks he wasn't making me happy I mean I would be so empty without him so I told him "Can't you see you do make me happy I would be dead if you didn't stop me remember!? Yeah I was still depressed and wanted to die but I wasn't with you at the time I was happy as fuck when I became your gf and I know you feel the same way! You make me happier then anyone else can it's just I only did that to myself because..... I wanted to remember what it felt like it's like as if I started getting addictive to it aging! I hate but I... I can't control it! I thought if you found out you would... you would hate me and then leave me!" I said and started crying really hard to the point I thought I would stop breathing. But I felt arms wrapped around me and he said "Don't worry I'm not gonna leave you and I can't hate you and I'm gonna be here for you and help you I promise." He said and kissed me and we decided to go to sleep. We knew all the guys, April, Casey and Shinigami were all listening but I didn't care I just wanted to tell him how I felt and what I was thinking about. Even though it's morning we we're still sleepy so i decided to close my eyes and i was surprised i didn't have any nightmares.

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