Karai's POV:
After shinigami told my brother's and Casey to stop yelling I went to my room and grab my blade and stared cutting myself and my god it hurt! I whipped my tears and pulled my sleeves up and walked back to the living room with shinigami and Leo. "Sorry hope I didn't take long." I said. "Its fine you were only gone for 5mins." Shinigami said. "Oh okay well at least I found my charger." I said acting like that was really what I was looking for. "That's good." Leo said and smiles at me so I smile back. I really wish I could tell Leo and shinigami what I've been doing, what I've been hiding form everybody. I wish I could tell Leo how I feel but I'll just hurt him cause I'm sure I'm gonna die soon and I bet he doesn't have the same feelings for me. Also I don't need to get hurt more nothing last forever I learned that now and I understood It. Even if he did like me back it won't last... Love doesn't last. "Sorry guys but I'm sleepy, I'm gonna go to bed goodnight." I said and went to my room cut myself at least 2/3 times I was sleepy and I was hoping I wouldn't wake up tommorow I wanna sleep and never wake up.