Okay! First things first! Hi. So, I've been pretty MIA, I know. Don't really got a good explanation to why but whatever.

I just wanted to say thank you to the people who actually took the time and read this shitty book, it really lifted my spirits and helped me become a better writer!

Sadly, I will not be continuing this book. At the time I was writing this I was merely a tiny 5 foot 8th grader trying to fit in and try to seem happy. As the months and years have flown by I've not only grown in height but in maturity.

Before I got of track what I was trying to say was around the time I was writing this I wa so retry obsessed with two YouTubers, Markiplier and Jacksepticeye. I still love the boys but I've drifted apart from them within the past year or so. Originally this book was supposed to end with my main character getting adopted by Mark or Jack and finally living the happy life she deserves but then my days grew darker, I no longer felt the joy I once felt and so, I gave up. I stopped writing all together, not just that but eating, I couldn't sleep, I stopped talking to the people I loved, friends and family, I shut myself out. That was when I was diagnosed with depression and horrible horrible social anxiety with minor ptsd.

Months later I'm going through my documents on my computer and come across this book, seeing it half finished I decide to continue it, and I did. Two months later I finished this book with a total of 29 chapters. It's really really bad so I'm not going to go into detail but just know in the end my main character down a bottle of pills and kills herself with the sound of banging on the bathroom door and the sight of Dolan holding her as she dies. Oof... yeaaah.

So the whole point of this was to say I am sad to inform y'all that read this but, I am discontinuing this book. However! That does not mean I'm going to stop writing! I will publish another book when I finish it this upcoming months so if you want please go check it out! I'll be posting the first chapter after this!

I want to say a huge thank you to the people who have taken the time to read this, I hope y'all have a good day/night!
With regards
~Jay