"The first day wasn't so bad. I have band with her. She plays the flute, just like me." 

  I play the flute too, but she never noticed me. 

  "She isn't confident in herself. I wish she would be. She's beautiful and smart. Isn't that the combination that will excel you into life?" 

  Gosh, she must be beautiful.

  "I can't pick out her sound, the flute section is so big. It's a popular instrument."

  I would never be noticed in such a large sea of people. 

  "I would never be noticed by her. There are such beautiful boys, and so many other girls to choose from. She may not even have been looking for someone who plays the flute. What is she likes the trumpets?" 

  That sounds sad.

  "I don't even know if she's gay. She may be straight, then I'll never get the chance to have her." 

  I thought that about her too. I guess she is, but it's too late to confess now.

  "I wonder if we'll ever end up together." 

  Too late now.