Maddox POV

I watched in anticipation as Theo slowly reached out.

To think he'd ever offer such a thing to me, I wasn't going to let the offer go by unheard, not when I was already at my limit for him, unable to do anything about it now.

Theo, fucking Theo... as soon as his smaller hand wrapped around my erection, I had to hold back a groan just from the coldness of his hand touching me.

What was it about him? A single touch had me almost bursting within seconds, I wasn't like this, I didn't do that, but look at me now, and Theo probably thinks I'm in control right now.

HA, if only he really knows how weak I was.

His hand slowly worked on me as he lowered his head slowly, his face twisted in panic as I saw just how out of his depth he was here as he stroked me with two hands and stared at my length in front of him.

It was amusing, and I wanted to laugh so fucking hard, because he looked just so adorable looking at it, like he was trying to figure out what to do next, it was so obvious he didn't have a clue.

"Stick your tongue out." I tell him, watching as his eyes go to mine nervously, then back at the task in hand, slowly, but surely, sticking his tongue out.

I've never done this before, instruct someone on how to please me, it was exciting, and refreshing, it also didn't leave me feeling dirty, like it usually did when I slept with girls.

This was something we both shared, being as it was both of our first time doing something like this, which made it all the more intriguing.

"Wrap your mouth around me, Theo." I almost growled out as his tongue touched the tip of my cock.

I didn't need to instruct him much, because the moment his mouth opened as wide as it would go and wrapped around the head of my length, I almost blew everything I had then, and there, from just how hot and nice his mouth felt.

Fucking hell, I can't even explain what it is about him that drives me wild, I just know that it's going to be hard not to go further than this tonight with Theo.

Theo's tongue was licking me in a sloppy motion as he kept his mouth over me, it was the weirdest sensation but fuck, it felt amazing, too fucking amazing that I wasn't going to last unless he didn't stop right now.

I wanted to touch him too, I can't be the only one feeling this good.

"Get on top of me and turn around." I grunt out, moving his head from around my cock and already moving him around on top of me.

Theo looked confused when he turned around, until I laid down more and grabbed his hips closer to me until his erection poking against his underwear were directly in my face.

Fuck, I was so turned on right now, not a single thought crossed my mind as I pulled his underwear down from his legs, nope, not a single thought other than wanting to make him feel what I felt.

I grabbed hold of his erection and put the tip against my lips before moving both my hands to his ass to push him down further, as I took him into my mouth, making Theo cry out once I start pressing my tongue against his erection, and start wetting it.

"M-Maddox, w-wait-" He groaned out loudly once I started sucking him, taking him deeper down my throat.

I thought it'd be gross doing this with another guy, not once had I wondered about how it felt, how it tasted, no matter how I look at the situation now, all I could say was how much I didn't dislike it.

He wasn't that big, but boy, was he more sensitive than me, with each lick, suck, and squeeze of his ass left him moaning and groaning and shaking above me as I kept him in place, so he wouldn't move.

His hand was still wrapped around me, as his face was between my legs, until he put his lips around my tip and tried his best to pleasure me despite how hard and hungry, I was going at him, not letting him run away from this.

I had never been so horny, so turned on, so hungry to please another guy before, definitely not someone younger than me, but look at me now, neck deep in Theo and loving every second of it.

I don't know how long I was at it until he exploded in my mouth, as I still continued to work on him, his whole body shaking, twisting and turning as he cried out my name, with soft and moanfully whimpers.

"M-Maddox.... p-please..." He cried out as I grinned out and decided to taste him.

I swallowed what I could and took him down my throat until it disappeared and stayed there until he was finished, just the feeling of his body twitching, and his member twitching inside my mouth drove me over the edge as I felt my own release coming.

Theo's lips were still around mine, sloppily, but close enough to get a feel of just how turned on I was as I felt just how much came out of me, as I slowly lifted Theo's hips as I took his throbbing, red and sore half limp erection out of my mouth.

I could hardly breathe, but fuck, if I didn't love every second of it, just from Theo's reaction I could do it all over again, and again, until I was satisfied with hearing the sound of his soft cries and moans filling my ears.

Theo got up and I moved from under him, I saw the look on his face as his hooded eyes shyly looked at mine, whilst he was breathing heavily and still trying to process what just happened.

I couldn't help but laugh, he was just too adorable as he had my own cum dripping down his chin.

"Don't move." I laughed out, geting off the bed as I wiped my mouth with the back of my hand, making Theo blush and nod his head.

I went into my bathroom and grabbed some wipes and a towel, I knew I had made a mess because Theo was too focused on his pleasure to not clean up after me, like I did for him, taking almost every drop down my throat the moment he came.

It wasn't anything great, not by far, it was kind of stale without taste, but now I knew that it wasn't something I'd be doing every night unless I really wanted to like tonight, just to see Theo's cute, shy reaction.

"Not as bad as I thought." I said, grinning as I wiped my chin and my mouth with a wet wipe, as Theo's wide eyes met mine.

"What?" I cheekily said, leaning down to press my lips to his, then resting my forehead against his.

Fuck, I loved his eyes under this light, he was looking more and more attractive with each passing moment that it was starting to become a huge problem for me, especially Maddox JR.

I kissed him and then I pry his lips open with my tongue, I pressed my tongue against his and forced him to taste himself on my tongue, it was so dirty and sexy then it made me forget almost why I was kissing him in the first place.

Theo was shy, and was never the one to reach out, and I was a bastard, I wanted him to taste himself on my tongue just to be cheeky, but now, now I realized that it backfired, and it only made me hard again.

Pulling back, we were both breathing heavily as we stared at each other, only hoping that he was thinking the same as I was right now, that this was crazy, just insanely fucking crazy.

We had insane chemistry, I couldn't ignore it like it didn't exist, our bodies fit perfectly against each other's, and I felt like we easily got on well with each other.

Theo was the perfect fuck buddy partner, if not for our complicated feelings for one another, I would've asked him right there if it was something he wanted to have, but I couldn't bring myself to say the words.

I was already dragging this out, because I didn't want anyone to know I was sleeping with an 18, almost 19-year-old guy, despite him being legal, I was close to 31 and a professional kickboxer, and it's just not something that comes out for the public to know.

It would be hard, and fucking annoying, but I could handle the backlash if this ever got out, but Theo? He'd not take any of this near as well as I would, given his background with bullying, it'd fucking crush him.

If I wasn't able to protect him from something like that, it'd only be like repeating history like it was with Pixie, and I couldn't let that happen, I couldn't go through that again, even if I wanted more.

I wrapped my arms around Theo and buried my head in his messy hair and closed my eyes and tried to just be in this moment with him, where I was happy, and content with just being next to him.

"M-Maddox?" Theo mumbled against my shoulder, making me hum out.

Theo smelled like my shower gel, but it smelled way better coming off him, he smelled so fucking good that I almost got lost in his scent as he continued to speak.

"U-Um, we should clean up, and... probably shower." He said quietly, as I noticed the back of his neck turn pink, making me grin.

"Yeah." I laughed out, opening my eyes as I felt his soft hand touch my lower back and rest there, making me smile from how nice it felt.

I pulled away and rubbed the back of my neck as I realized that what I did had probably made him uncomfortable, when I looked back at Theo, I composed myself and helped him off the bed.

Walking to the shower with his hand behind my back as I held him up, I couldn't stop thinking about 'what ifs' when I thought about this fucked up relationship I had going on with Theo.

I was going to be traveling soon, what if we made it work long distance?

What if he just came with me? I'd be able to see him, and he could see me fight.

Fuck, they just kept coming and coming until nothing was making sense anymore, it was getting harder to see the line I put down myself to stop myself from getting attached to this guy, but like the weather, he kept changing how I thought, and felt.

Everything was new with Theo, having sex with someone else just wasn't on the cards for me when I knew that doing it with him was better than anything I've ever experienced before, and I hated to admit it, but that fucking terrified me.

Theo reminded me a lot of Pixie, the same damn eyes that looked at me for help, like I could save them, but also at the same time, they held such emotion that it was hard to ignore, but I knew for definite that Theo wasn't Pixie.

He'd never be her, and perhaps I'm just being an asshole?

The past is where it belonged, I didn't expect Theo to turn out like her, because they were two completely different people altogether, he had not once begged for my help, or made me feel as though I was a possession.

I felt uneasy, and I hated this feeling.

For now, I was going to enjoy my last night with Theo, before he left for Chris's apartment in the morning and I would be away training for my upcoming match, who knows when the next time I would see him again was?

I got into the shower and pulled him in with me and started kissing his neck under the water, liking the way our bodies moulded perfectly together, and how the water washed away every thought, every doubt I had.

It was total bliss, if just for a moment.