That next morning Oli decided to take Nala to the airport. Jahni was back at his house asleep since he again refused to wake her especially because they stayed up for a while last night. The drive was silent both Oli and Nala deemed it to early to speak. It didn't take long for them to get to Heathrow and when they did they waved bye to each other. On the drive back it was nearing eight am noticing that he decided it would be good to stop and pick up breakfast. He got them the same breakfast sandwich with caramel frappe with oat milk for her and a tea for him. He turned on the heated seats in attempt to keep the food warm on the drive. Once he arrived and entered the house it was quite. He went upstairs to his room only to find jahni still sleep. He sat everything on the dresser sneaking around to the other side of her. Jahni however was doing everything but sleeping peacefully. In her head everything was being replayed with the worst possible outcome. In her head she got through the door to late, she started cpr to late. She sat on the floor hovering over Oli doing chest compressions singing staying alive in her head with tears steadily pouring down her face. In her head Oli died on that floor and there was nothing she could have done to save him, she was just to late. So when Oliver sat down on the bed next to her and gently shook her shoulder she jumped awake startling him. She didn't bother to say good morning the first thing did was tightly hug Oliver feeling relieved to see him "you're here." She mumbled confusing him further.

"Of course I'm here why wouldn't I be" he separated them and gave her a bewildered look trying to figure out what's going on. Jahni just shook her head not wanting to talk about it she just wanted to forget it.

"Baby doll don't just shut me out" his thumb brushed over the tear streaks she didn't even realize she had "you were crying in your sleep please doll."

"Just a nightmare Oli I get them all the time I'm fine I promise." She smiled at him while slipping out of bed. She went to the bathroom with her hygiene products. She wasn't in there for long she simply brushed her teeth and washed her face before coming back out.

"Tell me about over breakfast then" he hand her a small bag containing her usually ordered breakfast sandwich.

"Oli I appreciate what your try to but please let me forget I'd rather just enjoy breakfast with you then be lazy till it's time for lunch I promise it was nothing" she sat on the side of him gently placing her hand on his. He nodded giving her as he would put it overly sweet coffee. Oliver respected her wishes and didn't ask about the dream again. After they finished they both laid down together not long after that however, Oliver's let start shaking something that didn't go unnoticed. "You okay my love" Jahni sat up "you don't usually shake your leg love."

"Huh oh um yea I'm fine doll" he pulled her back in to his chest. She could tell something was wrong he seemed rigid and spaced out. Jahni lightly traced his tattoos with her finger. Jahni assumed he was going through withdrawals and decided to leave it alone as to not make him self conscious about it. She gently rubbed is his arm feeling his grip on her tighten and loosen periodically.

"Maybe we should go for a walk love." She looked up at him hoping that could help distract him. He nodded at her eager to do anything that would make him feel less anxious. They threw on their shoes and grabbed the dog before heading out.

"Than you" Oli looked down at using his free hand to grab hers.

"For what?"

"For not treating me differently while we go through this, I used to hate how people reacted they either treated me like glass or like trash" Oli's eyes dropped down to his shoes.