*Alexs POV*

It felt weird being awake. I was trapped in my own head for two weeks and it felt like I should still be in the coma. Even though Crumbs saved me, I still had to fight against dying everyday. It was like my body wanted to give up. It was rejecting the vortex. I had to fight myself to allow time back inside me.

I turned over, rubbing my thumb along the Doctors cheek. He was still sleeping, good. He needed it. I could hear everything that was going on while I was in the coma, I know he barely slept. Even though I know him and Justin stayed the whole time, it felt like they didn't. I was trapped inside my own head, forced to fight something that I didn't exactly know if it was worth fighting for. I mean, a year ago, I would've just gave up. I wouldn't have fought to be alive. But now, I'm in a different state of mind. I'm happy to be alive, at least I'm forcing myself to be.

I grinned and kissed the Doctors cheek, slowly getting out of bed. I walked quietly out of my room and to the kitchen. I decided to make him breakfast again. I feel like shit for having to put the Doctor through that. Maybe this breakfast will lighten the mood? And maybe, he'll let Rose come out.

Truth be told, I was only angry at Rose when we went to her parents flat and had the whole argument. She was being unbelievably selfish and it really pissed me off. I knew she didn't know that bringing her father back to life would hurt me in the end. I was never mad at her for causing me to die. I mean I lived, I don't understand why Justin and the Doctor are still mad at her. Shouldn't they be happy that I lived? That I made it? Rose wouldn't have done that if she had known the outcome. I know she wouldn't. I forgive her.

I flipped the pancakes, staring at the pan. I should be happy that I'm alive, right? I keep trying to convince myself that I am, but I just don't feel it. I feel like I should've died. I shouldn't be alive right now. I'm a shitty person, I had what came to me. I deserved a painful death. I didn't deserve for everyone to save me. Why am I always messing up? I frowned at pancakes in the pan. Why do I just make everyone feel like shit? Everything would be a lot fucking easier if I wasn't born. Justin wouldn't have had to deal with me being a cunt to him everyday. Mom and dad wouldn't have had to worry about what I fucked up that day. Harpers life would've been easier. She would've been friends with the smarter crowd, the crowd that doesn't judge everyone like I do. Mickey wouldn't have had to feel guilty if he left me alone in my apartment after finding me. Rose wouldn't be locked in her room for god know's how long. I bit my lip, the Doctor would be happy. He'd find someone who makes his life a beautiful dream.

I bit my lip, feeling tears running down my cheeks. I don't mean to always fuck up, it just happens. I didn't want to cause everyone all this pain. I shook my head, escaping my thoughts. I wiped my tears and flipped the pancakes onto the plate, turning the stove off. I put two mugs of tea on the tray, along with the plate of pancakes.

I headed back to my room, slowly opening the door. "Good morning, love." The Doctor placed a kiss on my head. I saw he was put his jacket back on, "what's this?"

"I made you breakfast." I smiled at him.

"And you didn't drop anything this time?" He smirked at me. I shook my head at him and he sat down in my chair, eating his pancakes. "You put bananas in them?" The Doctors smile got bigger. I smiled and nodded, going over to my dresser to figure out what I was wearing today. I was debating on talking to him about how I felt I should be dead. The Doctor told me when we were on the roof, he was there anytime of day or night, whatever I needed. I felt better after I'd talk to him. But I don't want to make him mad. The Doctor sat there for two weeks, waiting for my bitchass to wake up. If I told him, he'd think I just wasted his time by sitting there. Possibly that I was selfish. "Thank you for breakfast, sweetheart." The Doctor wrapped his arms around waist, hugging me from behind. I continued looking through my clothes, "I thought about what you said." I turned around and raised an eyebrow at him, "I want to give Rose another chance."

"Really?!" I felt my smile get bigger.

The Doctor nodded at me, "but I want to talk to her." I rolled my eyes, his lectures could go on for hours. Poor Rose. "Were you crying?" He scrunched up his face.

Well fuck me. I'm not sayin shit. I want him to let Rose come out of her room. "Yeah, I burned my hand on the stove when I was making the pancakes before. It's all good now." I showed him my totally fine hand.

"Alright love. I'm going to Roses room." He kissed my forehead and left. Good fucking luck to Rose. She's gonna get an earful.

I took a shower, feeling the hot water soothe the knots in the back. I blow dried my hair, adding a couple beach waves to it. I decided on a pair of dark blue ripped jeans and a flowery blouse. I put in some cute ass hoop earrings and did my makeup. I walked out to the console, shaking my head. The Doctor's still talking to Rose? Jesus christ it's been an hour. That poor thing.

I ran my hand against the console, the Tardis' lights flashed. I giggled, pressing a button. "Oh fuck!" I slammed right into the railing. The Tardis started going crazy. Maybe I shouldn't have pressed that damn button... The Doctor's gonna kill me.

Rose and the Doctor came running, "what's the emergency?" The Doctor ran over to the monitor, reading what it's saying.

"It's mauve." The Doctor rushed around the console, as the Tardis is violently shaking.

"Mauve?" Rose asked with her eyebrows scrunched.

"The universally recognized color for danger." The Doctor nodded, confirming that what I said was correct. He continued to run around the Tardis like a madman.

"What happened to red?" Rose threw her arms up.

"That's just Humans. By everyone else's standards, red's camp. Oh, the misunderstandings. All those red alerts, all that dancing." I laughed at Roses face. I always forget that Humans are the only species to call it 'code red'.

The Doctor pulled me to the monitor, "it's got a very basic flight computer, I've hacked in, slaved the Tardis. Where it goes, we go." He pointed to this weird lookin tube thing jumping through the vortex.

"And how safe is it?" I ran a hand through my hair. Did he actually enslave the Tardis? What an asshole.

"Totally." The console blew up and we all jumped back, "okay, reasonably. Should have said reasonably there." The Doctor grabbed his hand, holding onto it. I rolled my eyes, that's what you get for enslaving the Tardis. Karma. "Oh, no, no, no, no, no! It's jumping time tracks, getting away from us."

"What exactly is this thing?" I pointed to the tube on the monitor.

"No idea." The Doctor shrugged to me. Of course you don't. We're chasing a tube that could have anything inside of it and we don't know what it is or what it's doing? Brilliant, just brilliant.

"And why are we chasing it?" I crossed my arms at him.

"It's mauve and dangerous. And about thirty seconds from the center of London." Well fuck. I waited for the Tardis to land and walked out, looking around. We're in some ally. "Do you know how long we can knock around space without having to bump into Earth?"

"Five days? Or is that just when we're out of milk?" I shrugged.

"Of all the species in all the universe and it has to come out of a cow." The Doctor rolled his eyes at me. He put an arm around my waist, pulling me with him. "Must have come down somewhere quite close. Within a mile, anyway. And it can't have been more than a few weeks ago. Maybe a month."

"A month?! We were right behind it!" Rose threw her arms up. Oh I missed her.

"It was jumping time tracks all over the place, we're bound to be a little bit out. Do you wanna drive?" The Doctor said in a sarcastic tone.

"I do." I threw my hand up, "still waiting since that carpet ride."

The Doctor shook his head at me, "still waiting for you to teach me how to fly the carpet." I rolled my eyes at him, he couldn't handle the carpet.

I heard Rose giggling and I turned around, smiling at her. "How long is a little?"

"A bit. The distorted vision still observes them." I shrugged back at Rose.

"Is that 'exactly' a bit?" Rosie raised an eyebrow at us.

"Ish." I giggled at Rose, who rolled her eyes at us.

"What's the plan, then? Are you gonna do a scan for alien tech or something?" Rose asked.

"Rose, it hit the middle of London with a very loud bang. I'm gonna ask." The Doctor pulled out this little black wallet and flashed it to us.

"Doctor John Smith, Ministry of Astroids." Rose read aloud. Um, it just doesn't say that.

"It's blank." I looked back to Rose and then to the Doctor. He smirked at me and continued with his stupid blank paper.

"Psychic paper, tells you whatever I want it to tell you." He shoved it back in his jacket pocket. Still doesn't explain why it's blank.

"Not very Spock, is it? Just asking." I bit my tongue, trying not to laugh at Rose.

"Door, music, people. What'd you think?" I motioned to the door.

"I think you should do a scan for alien tech. Give us some Spock for once, would it kill you?"

"Uh Rose." I tapped her on the shoulder, making her look at me. "I don't know who Spock is."

Roses jaw dropped, but she quickly collected herself. "Always forget you're not a local girl."

"Are you sure about that t-shirt?" I pointed to her shirt with the Union Jack on it. Pretty cringe if you ask me.

"Too early to say. I'm taking it out for a spin." Rose twirled around in her shirt.

"I don't like it." I shook my head at her, making the Doctor snort.

I looked up at the rooftop of the building, "muuuummy? Muuuummy?"

"Come on if you're coming. Won't take a minute." The Doctor opened the door, leaving Rose and I behind.

"Did you hear that?" Rose and I were looking at the roof, hearing someone's voice.

"Muuuuumy?"

I pointed to a child standing on the edge of the roof, "there!" I ran back over to the door, "Doctor? Doctor? There's a kid up there!"

"Are you alright up there?" Rose called to the boy. He seemed awfully familiar.

"Muuuuummy?" I grabbed Roses hand, flashing us to the top of the building. He turned to me with his head tilted to the side, "mummy?" I squinted my eyes at him, not liking the way this child made my stomach turn.

"Okay, hold on! Don't move!" Rose called, grabbing onto a rope. I went up first and she went after me. As I made it to the top, I stared at the boy. It's the kid from my dream! My eyes widened, remembering this kids power. "Rose go down!" I tried going back down, but I couldn't because Rose wouldn't move.

"Alex no! There's a little boy that needs help." She stayed put.

"Rose we need to go back to the Doctor now!" I yelled at her.

"Mummy? Balloon!" The rope moved away from the side of the building, with me and Rose still hanging onto it.

"Well fuck." I looked up, seeing the rope was attached to a barrage balloon.

"Doctor! Doctor! Doctor!" Rose screamed. I looked around, seeing German planes dropping bombs right in front of us. "Okay, maybe not this shirt!" Rose yelled. This bitch is really wearing a damn Union Jack in the middle of World War Two. "Alex, use your wand!"

I laughed, "oh yeah! Forgot I'm a Wizard for a sec." I heard Rose scoff at me and I giggled. I held onto the rope with one hand, leaning down to get my wand out of my boot. My hand started to slip, so I tried to be fast, whipping my hand out of my boot and holding on tight to the rope again. "Got it!" There was an explosion right in our faces and I dropped my wand. "MY WAND!" I yelled, watching it fall to the ground. "Damn those are expensive."

"Alex, I don't think how much your wand costs is the main thing you should be focused on right now!" Rose yelled at up me. Well sorry. I'm just looking at the bigger picture here. "Alex! I'm slipping!" I looked down, seeing Rose was in fact slipping. I tried inching down to help her, but another bomb landed in our faces, making both of us lose our grip.

"Okay, okay, I've got you." A blue beam shot out of nowhere, catching us midair.

"Who's got us and you know how?" I looked down, seeing Rose was a bit below me in the beam.

"I'm just programming your descent patterns. Keep as still as you can and keep your hands and feet inside the light field." Why do I know this voice? I swear to god if it's Justin I'm gonna get a restraining order for him stalking me.

"Descent pattern?" Rose yelled back.

"Oh, and could you switch off your cellphones?" I scoffed, no one believes that shit buddy. "No, seriously, it interferes with my instrument."

"You know, no one ever believes that shit." I yelled at him, taking out my phone and turning it off.

"Thank you. That's much better." I rolled my eyes, this guy is so damn cheeky.

"Oh, yeah, that's a real load off, that is. We're hanging in the sky in the middle of a German air raid with a Union Jack across my chest, but hey! Our mobile phone's off!" Rose yelled at him. I laughed, I loved sassy Rose.

He laughed at her, "be with you in a moment. Ready for you. Hold tight!"

"What're we going to hold onto you fucking idiot?" I yelled at him. I felt a tug on my leg and Rose reached her hand up. Oh. Guess I'm the idiot.

"How adorable." He snickered before sending us flying down in the beam.

I landed splat on the ground. I looked around, staring at the guys back who was talking to us. He was holding Rose. "I've got you! You're fine, you're just fine. The tractor beam, it can scramble your head just a little." I stared at him. Oh my god.

Rose hopped out of his arms, "hello."

"Hello." I could feel him flirting with Rose. Oh come on, you seriously haven't changed a bit.

"Hello." Rose blushes at him. Oh my god. "Sorry that was hello twice there. Dull, but you know, thorough." Rose jumped out of his arms.

"Are you alright?" He raised his eyebrows at her.

"Fine! Why, are you expecting me to faint or something?" Well I landed on my ass with no one to catch me, but I'm okay too. Thanks for checking.

"Well, you do look a little dizzy." He nodded at her.

"What about you? You're not even in focus. Oh"- He caught Rose as she fell forward. He placed her down on the bed.

"Jack?" I raised an eyebrow.

He stopped and turned around, staring at me. Jacks mouth dropped, but quickly formed into a smile, "Russo!" He lunged forward and hugged me tightly. "How are you? I haven't seen you in ages!" Jack pulled away from me, grinning ear to ear.

I laughed as Jack hugged me again, "I'm alright. How're you? Why're you here?" I looked around his spaceship, it's not as gorgeous as the Tardis. I sat down in one of the drivers chairs, spinning it around to face him.

"I'm doin good! I'm actually here on some business." Jack smirked at me, yeah right Jack. You and business? "You like the spaceship?" Jack asked me as I played around with his controls. I just nodded, not wanting to start a 'who's got a better ship' battle. "Why're you here, Russo?"

"Oh just business." I smirked back at him. Jack rolled his eyes, knowing I caught onto his lying game. I went back to messing around with his controls.

We were silent for a while as I continued messing with his controls, "Alex. I have to say this." I looked up at Jack, probably shouldn't have pressed half the buttons I pressed, "I just wanted to say I'm sorry."

I raised an eyebrow at Jack, "for what?"

Jack looked at me with guilt in his eyes, "making you go on that date with Mason. If I didn't you wouldn't be hurting the way you are."

"Jack, I'm okay. I don't think about Mason anymore." I laughed at him.

Jack shook his head at me, putting his hand on top of mine, "I can tell by your eyes that you're hurting. If it's not Mason then what is it?" Sometimes I forget how much Jack knows me. We lived together for eight years. He knows me better than I know myself. I looked back at his control panel, running a hand through my hair, "so do you remember anything about that night?" No shit, kinda why I stopped talking to you.

I swallowed, "what night?" Well fuck me in the ass.

"After Mason left you again. You got drunk and called me." Jack ran a hand through his hair.

"I did? Oh no I don't remember." I shrugged, avoiding his gaze.

"You must remember some parts of it since you never talked to me again afterwards. I kept trying to call you. You wouldn't take my calls. I even showed up to your house and your mom told me you left New York." Jack turned the chair so I was facing him, "you shut me out. How could you say all those things to me and then totally shut me out like I never existed?"

I bit my lip, "I didn't mean too." I shrugged at Jack, "I just wanted some space from everyone."

"Even me?" Jack gave me a hurt look, "even your best friend? Even after what you told me? After you called me drunk and bawling your eyes out, you wanted space?"

"Yes." I nodded at him.

"What did I do? How can you tell me something like that and then just never talk to me again? How could you? Do you not know how worried I was?"

"Because I was embarrassed Jack! I drunk called you and told you things that I'm still afraid to say out loud! Do you not understand that?" I spat at him.

Jack sighed at me, giving me a sad look. "You got lights in here?" We turned around and saw Rose walking over to us.

He turned them on and smiled at Rose. "Hello."

"Hello." Rose looked around his spaceship

"Hello." Jack said again, I rolled my eyes. He's gotta flirt with anything that has two legs.

"Let's not start that again." Rose laughed at him. "So, ah who are you supposed to be, then?"

"Captain Jack Harkness." He handed Rose a wallet that looked a lot like the Doctors. He's a captain now? Wow. "133 Squadron Royal Airforce American Volunteer."

"Liar." Rose laughed at him, "this is psychic paper. It tells me whatever you want it to tell me." Smart girl that Rosie.

"How did you know?" Jack gave Rose an offended look.

"Two things. I gotta friend that uses these all the time. And two, you just handed me a piece of paper telling me you're single and you work out." Yes Jack, please come onto my friend.

"Tricky things, psychic paper." Jack waved it around.

"Yeah, can't let your mind wander when you're handing it over." Rose handed it back to Jack.

"Your names Rose Tyler. Oh! You sort of have a boyfriend called Mickey Smith but you consider yourself to be footloose and fancy free." Jack smirked at Rose. 'Sort of' have a boyfriend? Rose you do have a boyfriend! Well, actually... That's none of my business. If she wants to get other dick, go ahead bitch. I'll just turn the other way and not say shit. Just... Not Jack.

"What?" Rose blushed, reaching for the physic paper in Jacks hands.

"Actually, the word you use is 'available'." Oh Rose.

"No way." Rose said grinning.

"And another one, 'very'." Rose, you're a mess. But like I said, I ain't sayin shit to Mickey Mouse, this isn't my business.

"Maybe you two should try and get along without the psychic paper?" I smirked at the both of them.

"That would be better, wouldn't it?" Jack shrugged.

"Nice spaceship." Rose said looking around. Eh. It's alright Rose.

Jack shrugged, "gets me around."

"Very, Spock." I giggled at Rose. Of course she'd be thinking about Spock right now.

Jack raised his eyebrows at me, "who?"

"Guessing you're not a local boy, either then." Rose laughed at him.

Jack started to type on his wristband , "a cell phone, a liquid crystal watch, and fabrics that won't be around for at least another two decades, guessing you're not a local girl." Jack smirked at Rose. I rolled my eyes.

"Guessing right." Rose smiled at Jack. I'm gonna throw up.

"And Russo here isn't a local girl either." Jack messed up my hair. So is he mad at or not? Can he pick which emotion he plans on feeling for today?

"You two know each other?" Rose was messing around with the control panel. "Ow!" Rose looked at her hands, seeing burn marks.

"Burn your hands on the rope?" Jack walked over to Rose, looking at them.

"Yeah." Rose looked out the window, "we're parked in midair! Can't anyone down there see us?"

"No. Can I have a look at your hands for a moment?" I continued to sit awkwardly in Jacks chair. I'm literally a third wheel. Where is the Doctor? I hope he's okay. I wonder if he remembered my dream! I hope he stays away from that freak show of a child.

"Why?" Rose pulled her hands away.

"Please?" Jack down in the chair next to me and Rose held out her hands for Jack.

"You can stop acting now. I know exactly why you two are here." I looked at him with an eyebrow raised, "I can spot Time Agents a mile away."

"Time Agents?" I crossed my arms, "that's what you think I did with my life?"

"I don't know Russo, you literally fell off the face of the Earth." Jack rolled his eyes at me. So I'm gonna take a wild guess and say he's still pissed off at me. "I've been expecting at least one of you guys to show up. Though, not, I must say, by barrage balloon. Do you often travel that way and why? You can literally teleport yourself wherever you want." Jack raised an eyebrow at me. Bitch the fuck?

"Sometimes I get swept off my feet, by balloons." I said sarcastically to Jack.

"He knows you're a Wizard?" Rose looked back and forth between us.

"Uh, yeah." Jack rolled his eyes at Rose, "probably would help you to know that I'm a Wizard too." Jack took out his wand, flashing it at Rose. He shoved it back in his jacket, taking his scarf off and wraps it around Roses wrists.

"What're you doing?" Rose tried to pull her hands back.

"Try to keep still." Jack switched a button over Roses head. There was a bleeping sound, nanogenes came out and began healing Roses wounds.

"Nanogenes. Sub atomic robots." I nodded to Rose watched as the burns on her hands disappeared.

Jack leaned back over, switching them off, "the air in here's full of them. They just repaired three layers of your skin."

"Tell them I said thanks!" Rose smiled, looking at her hands.

"Are your hands okay?" Jack turned to me, looking at them for any damage.

"Yep! I'm as good as new." I nodded to Jack. If only he knew I could heal myself.

"Well then, lets get down to business." Jack nodded to us, grabbing a bottle of champagne. Oh yes. Bring the champagne.

"Business?" Rose questioned. Girl who cares, let's get drunk during World War Two!

"Shall we have a drink on the balcony?" He pressed a button and steps that lead to the roof came down.

Jack starts to go up the stairs and I hurried after him, "fuck yeah!"

"Bring the glasses up, would ya?" I called down to Rose. Ah, Jack camouflaged his spaceship, smart. I looked to my right, seeing we were parked next to Big Ben. So Jack listens to rules now? When did they happen? Rule number one of camouflage, always park where you remember.

"I know I'm standing on something." Rose said looking down. Jack and I laughed at her. He took a device out of his pocket and flicked the switch, letting us see his spaceship. "Alright, nice use of camouflage." Rose giggled at him. Yeah yeah you two can flirt, just pass me the good stuff.

"First rule of active camouflage, park somewhere you'll remember." I took the champagne from Jacks hands and popped the cork out of the bottle. Jack held up the glasses as I poured one of Jack and one for Rose. I sat down on his spaceship, drinking out of the bottle. Jack gave me a worried look, but I ignored it.

Rose and Jack were flirting up a storm. I continued chugging the bottle, trying to tune them out. I got so bored I started playing 'never have I ever' by myself. Did you know I've done a lot of crazy things? Wow I'm fun person. I looked back at Rose and Jack, seeing Rose with her tongue down Jacks throat. Oh my god ew. Should I slap them or something? How long have they been going at it? Jesus christ don't they need to breathe? I sighed, I wish the Doctor was here. I'd be too busy with my tongue down his throat to notice Jack and Rose. Hahaha, drunk thoughts. "If a turtle loses its shell, is it homeless or naked?" I titled my head, staring at the ground. Isn't it both?

"Alex."

I looked behind over my shoulder, looking for Alex. Oh wait! That's me. I burst out laughing, turning back to my friends. "Sorry I forgot I'm Alex."

"Are you drunk?" I giggled at my blonde friend, nodding my head.

"You know, it's getting a bit late. I should probably get her back." Rose stood up, coming over to me.

"We're discussing business." Jack smirks at Rose.

"That wasn't business! It was you two sucking on each other's tongues!" I giggled at them. Rose pulled me up to my feet, "wow! I have jello as legs!" I leaned onto Rose.

"I try never to discuss business with a clear head." Jack stood, coming over to us. "Is it just you two? Are you authorised to negotiate with me?"

"What would we be negotiating?" Rose raised her eyebrows.

"I have something for the Time Agency. Something they'd like to buy. Are you in power to make payment?" Jack needs to talk slower.

"Stop using big words, Jack!" I shook my head at him, earning a giggle from Rose.

"Well, we should talk to our companion." Rosie nodded to him.

"Companion?" He raised his eyebrows.

"Yeah, I really should be getting Alex back to him." Rose started to pull me towards the stairs.

"Him?" Rose turned us around to see Jack rubbing the back of his neck.

"Do you have the time?"

Jack cleared his throat and takes the device out of his pocket, flicking a switch again. Big Ben chimes right next to us, making me jump and fall down on his ship. "Jack! Don't scare me like that!" Jack hurried over, making sure I was okay.

"So, when you say 'companion', just how disappointed should I be?" Jack put his hands on Roses waist, pulling her to him.

"We're standing midair."

"Mhm." Jack smirked at her.

"On a spaceship, during a German air raid, with a drunk Alex, do you really think now's the time to come onto me?" Rose raised her eyebrows at Jack.

"Well he just had his tongue down your throat during a German air raid, I don't think it really matters when he's coming onto you Rosie." I giggled at her.

"Do you like Glenn Miller?" Jack pointed the device over his shoulder, and 'Moonlight Serenade' plays. They started dancing together, ew. Where the hell did I put my drink? Jack started whispering in Rosies ear, ewwies. I crawled over to the bottle, finishing it off. I pulled the bottle to my chest, swaying back and forth.

"Alex!" Rose hurried over to me. What? I'm dancing girl! You can dance but I can't? That's not fair! I wanna dance too! I turned my back while you were getting some, can't you turn your back on me dancing with my bottle? Rose took the bottle from me, how fuckin rude.

"So, this companion of yours, does he handle the business?" Jack crosses his arms as Rose helped me up.

"Well, we delegate a lot of that, yeah." Rose motioned between us.

"Well, maybe we should go find him." Jack came over to us, taking me from Rose, and picking me up bridal style. We headed back down into his spaceship.

"How're you gonna do that?" I stuck my tongue out at him. Jack isn't smart! He's a dummy! He won't be able to get us to the Doctor.

"Easy. I'll do a scan for alien tech." Jack set me down on the bed Rose was on before.

"Rose! You got your Spock!" I giggled at her.

"Finally! A professional!" I giggled at Rose, knowing the Doctor would be pissed of her heard her say that. Jack sat down at the control panel, scanning for alien tech. I was watching Rose and Jack talk to each other, but everything got all fuzzy, so I tuned them out. I started playing with my hair. I have nice hair, did you know that? I giggled to myself, I can't wait to see the Doctor!