Tired.

So, so tired.

Tired of whatever this is,

Tired of being judged,

Tired of explaining complicated shit,

Tired of feeling lifeless,

Tired of hopelessness,

Tired of knowing I'm worthless,

Tired of falling short of their expectations,

Tired of fighting an unwinnable war,

Tired of yelling at him,

Tired of being complained about,

Tired of always being the second choice,

Tired of being the wallflower,

Tired of being single,

Tired of moping,

Tired of feeling sad,

Tired of pain,

Tired of worrying,

Tired of hurting,

Tired of moving,

Tired of doing,

Tired of being,

Tired of depression,

Tired of anxiety,

Tired of panic attacks,

Tired of checking my weight every five seconds,

Tired of being hungry,

Tired of thinking,

Tired of feeling guilty,

Tired of me.

Tired of caring.

Tired of life.

Tired of being different.

Tired of existing.

It's hard to keep pushing on,

When all you want to do is curl up,

And sleep.

I'm so tired;

I want to fall asleep and never wake up.