I can't feel;

Not anymore.

I just can't.

My own heart has betrayed me

My own brain

Has betrayed me.

My heart is pained and troubled,

My brain is puzzled and confused.

My soul is restless.

I'm restless.

I don't belong here.

No matter how I try,

I can't fit in.

I don't belong.

But I can't search the entire country,

Looking for a place I belong at.

So I stay.

I stay in this little town.

A little town with many memories

Painful memories.

I want to leave the past behind;

I want a fresh start.

But I can't.

I can't have one.

So what do I do?

I mope.

I sit in a twisted position on my bed,

My smile turned upside-down.

I can't feel;

Not anymore.

My heart is shutting down all other emotions.

And I'm

Just

Sad.