What I'm most afraid of,

Is letting you back in.

My walls are so close to coming down;

I don't understand

How you can send them flying to the ground

With just a touch of your hand.

Just a whisper from your much-missed voice,

Just a glance from your ever-so-perfect face.

What am I supposed to do

When I can't keep my walls up

Around you

And you're the reason why they were built in the first place?

How do I handle you?

You're a paradox,

But you're mine.

I may love her,

But I love you, too.

Don't ever think that I don't.

One does not simply fall out of love

So easily.

I don't trust you.

You broke me

But you saved me too.

I've been broken and saved by you

And I don't know which part to listen to.

Can't you see?

Even after all you've done to me,

It's still you.

It has always been you.

I know it may seem

Like I never want to see you again,

But baby,

I still want you.