I sit here,

Alone,

Tears streaming down my cheeks.

I don't deserve you.

I really don't.

It's all my fault,

And I can't do anything about it.

Don't you see?

All I want

Is your pride.

I want you to be proud of me

And what I do.

I want you to support me,

To accept me for who I am.

But I know you won't.

I know you can't.

You don't believe in me,

And that cuts my heart open.

When am I going to find someone

Who can be what I want you to be?

I'm standing without support right now,

But I'm going to fall soon.

And sometimes,

You leave me to wonder,

If I was just a mistake.