This is an early update which was supposed to be out tomorrow!! CELEBRATING THAT IT HAS BEEN ONLY ABOUT A WEEK AND WE GOT 200 VIEWS THANK YOU SO MUCH.  THANK YOU X2

°•》
"On the day of no more dreams, I started a new chapter because I thought that was the only way to keep going. But on the next spring day, I found myself in a hope world where my daydreams didn't mock my reality."
《•°

June

I put SeungHo's plate in front of him and sit to continue, "go on, I made this, mom's recipe," I wink and space out in thought, "so I was saying?"

He smiles at the food when he tastes it, "the band you like? BTS right."

"Yes. I got accepted as a stylist and I went there today!"

He looks at me for a few seconds, hoping I'm joking, but I'm not. He ends up choking on his food and coughing erratically. I hurry for a cup of water and pat his back to stop the coughing. "Why would you do that?"

"I want that?" I retort.

"No, you don't! Remember what you told me about that band when you first found it? About that Kim guy?"

"The bastard?" I smile, trying to confuse him.

"What? No no, the other one, that Kim Jin something!"

I sigh and press my lips together, "Kim SeokJin." I correct. He's so worked up by now, "don't worry, I don't think he remembers me. And it's better that way, I don't get time to think about anything else while I'm at it and that's just what I need... after what happened this summer--" before I go on, he wipes mouth with a napkin and turns to me.

"You're right. You're dealing with it well, okay? Cheer up." He nods and pats my shoulder.

》》》

I lock my car after I park in front of the location BTS is performing in today. They're probably rehearsing right now, I take the back door and check a map hung on it for the room the managers told will be the dressing room. I got briefed up by the other stylists about the boys' skin types and the theme of today's performances so I should be okay. I'm not responsible for any outfits for this performance, which makes everything a little less stressful.

The styling kit gets too heavy when I'm close enough, I take a deep breath and attempt to carry it again when someone else does and walks to the dressing room. I look at his back and recognize him.

J-Jin?

I press my lips together and follow him, he bows back when I thank him and leaves.

I start taking the make up I fetched from the company out and preparing the seats and visualizing how I can speed up this process as much as possible. "June?"

I turn to the voice, "I'm Roselette. The one who spoke to you yesterday?"

"Oh! Hey, nice to meet you." We shake hands and I smile nervously.

"Don't worry at all it's your first time. Just be alert."

I nod vehemently, I'm ready, I saw the Stylist Noonas on many BANGTANTV videos and I'm about to be one. I tighten my fists and hold in the fangirling. Roselette eonnie and I set everything up before the boys are back. They take turns to get in their outfits and Jimin comes out shirtless, asking if I'm sure the outfit Roselette asked me to hand him is the right size.

It had his name on it for god's sake! My heart doesn't recover and my head feels like it's on fire when he's this close to me. Namjoon moves me with one arm across my shoulder behind him, "are you nuts?"

Jimin laughs innocently, "hyung? Is this my size?"

"It is Jimin now put some clothes on. She's new!"

"Oh right right, she's new." He puts his top on and RM turns to me.

"Don't ask, but it doesn't happen a lot."

"It does!" Taekook oppose. It's not like I mind if it happens a lot, I turn away and smile to myself but spot Jin looking at me then acting like he's on his phone.

I start with Suga's makeup and his face was so still, his eyes were mostly on his phone too which helped me focus on my job.

"Look up." I mutter, "now close your eyes yoongi..." I add and he starts to but opens them again at the sound of his name and chuckles.

"Sorry sorry, how you said my name was funny. Why do you say it with an English accent?"

I move away and look at him, "I did?" I try to hide my face while smiling.

"Yes, you did." He shoots his meow smiles and I put one hand over the lower half of my face before a giggle comes out.

"Sorry." I continue working and lastly fix his hair, when I'm done I see Roselette working on Jin and thank the heavens I slipped this time. I move onto RM because the maknae line and Hobi seem to be shooting something so I leave them for last. I'm excited to get a look at Taehyung's face up close so I hope Roselette doesn't take him away from me.

"Did you always want to become a Stylist?" RM starts a conversation as I'm applying the base. I have a spot for RM's lips as an ARMY so I keep looking at his eyes as we talk. Not that it makes anything easier.

"You would be surprised." I press my lips together in an unamused smile.

"You didn't?"

"I wanted to become a nurse." I sigh when I turn around to get the eyebrow filler. He nods for me to continue speaking when I starting doing his eyebrows and eye make up, "some mess happened on senior year and I just left the country." I say vaguely.

"Did you still take nursing classes?"

I smile when his question hits home, "yes I did," we both smile this time, "don't smile and close your eyes please." I wait.

He nods, "good job. I hope that made you feel better."

"It did. It helped me stay busy and care for others the way I wanted to. Treating people's wounds is very satisfying, it feels like you're treating your own. And it's good for emergencies."

"I can imagine." Namjoon agrees, his features are so much prettier up close, "so I can get your number to call you for emergencies?"

I almost drop the brush in my hand, come again? I freeze still and convince myself that RM just asked for my number oh so very smoothly. As a nurse. He wants your number as a nurse. "S-sure."

"I used to know someone who wanted to become a nurse too." A voice adds from behind me and I turn to look.

There stood a Jin with hair and makeup done so exquisitely, defining the serious look he gave me.

Times like these remind me how much of a twisted person I am, or how much June is different from who I used to be. Jooeun could've never been able to look at a person two different ways, Jooeun only knew how to love or hate someone wholeheartedly or even not feel a thing towards them at all.

June knew how to take what she wants when she needs it, and ignore all the complexities when she should. Only June was able to make Jin her bias, and ignore the Kim Seokjin inside him.

June knows he was trying to help back then. Jooeun knows he stole her dream away from her. But we are both the same person, and both of us can only keep trying to forgive all those who we think wronged us.

《《《

IT HAS BEEN REVEALED.
so the boy you thought you can avoid is Kim SeokJin. And the media in the INTRO where I literally said under that I'll drop hints like BigHit had Jin at the center(holding the camera) and Suga way behind. I did try to confuse y'all but I gave you the hint since the beginning.
This shįt is serious, watch out.

What did happen last summer though?

When I asked everyone for suggestions at the end of part one, no one dared to give any so I think you all trust me too much. Still, feel free to comment here your fav fantasies or scenarios. Or nickname for an appearance such as Roselette or hyuntaenie

Please support and help other people find this book! Thank you so much for reading, you make me so happy.

Lastly, if you're interested, you can request a one-shot at my book Eternity. I want to try to make your day!♡♡》

the 16th of the 6th of 2020. the year we are bored and quarantined.