mostly i am perceived as a wretched creature with only despair on my mind,  but as all creatures i am of god; and quite frankly i am rat

as all creatures exist and die but i will ascend above all i am to be;
i feel the pressure to quit but i will prevail. 

i am supposed to be the bane of earths existence, but i am flower blooming right on time 
i am supposed to be the nail driven in you heart, but i am the needle stitching you up
i am supposed to be the target you aimed your hate, but i am your love 
i am supposed to be the one who kept you straight, but introduced drugs to your veins 

whenever i wanted to give in you held me, dear you were always there, i feel like i was never good enough for you. 
i know i'm just a stupid boy with dreams to be in yours, all i wanted was to be your stupid boy with stupid dreams, but you used me up till the last drop yeah you used me   

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