I looked in the oven to see if the food was ready another 20 Minutes that gives e time  to go and get ready I walked upstairs in to the bedroom and changed in to the dress I choose I know it ws only a meal in the house but I wanted to make it special even though I didn't see the point I had a feeling Roman wouldn't come home after but he said he would be before he walked out of the door this morning I had the day off work so I worked hard on it after putting on my dress applied some make up I checked myself in the mirror.

I smiled before making my back downstairs I just wish Roman would appreciate it more I have no idea what as happened these past few months but he is not the man I fell in love with he's changed since he's started hanging out with these new group of guys he as pushed Dean and Seth away he goes out till all hours of the morning coming in stinking of alcohol and the cheap perfume of all the women that hang off him I know he sleeps with other women Brie asks me why I stay with him I say because I love him but now I am asking myself the same question plus the only time we ever have sex is when he as night off from screwing one of those air headed bimbo's or his little clique isn't out. I check the food one last time just a couple more minutes so I go to the dining table which is already set I pour a couple glasses of wine before setting the bottle in the middle of the table I looked at the time it had just turned 7.15pm so he shouldn't be far away from home.

9.30pm

I slammed my phone on the table after trying to call Roman but it went straight to voicemail I poured my 3rd glass of wine I drank the one I poured Roman two more on top of that the bottle was nearly empty a tear slipped down my face why did I have to get my hopes up thinking he was going to come straight after work I gulped the wine before pouring what was left in the bottle in to my glass and gulping that down as well I got off the couch walking to the dining room looking at the effort I made gone to waste three years we have been together but these past 7 months he is not the same guy I fell in love those 3 years ago I placed my empty glass on the kitchen counter before knocking the lights off except the dining room light I wanted him to see when he stumbles in at 3 in the morning the effort I put in to make this night special if he decided to come home once in the bedroom I took off my make up and my dress and put on what I would be sleeping I tied my hair up before climbing in to bed letting the tears fall on to my pillow

2.45am

I was awoken by the slamming of the front door I looked at the clock I rolled my eyes before placing my head back down I wasn't even going to waste my breath next thing our bedroom door opened I heard him throwing his jacket on the chair which was in the corner of the room I felt the bed dip when he sat on it I closed my eyes he got in to bed I could smell the cheap perfume from which ever whore he had sex with tonight I didn't know why I felt like his eyes were on me but I didn't turn around to face him I wasn't in the mood I just laid there waiting for the sleep to hit me and the worst thing is he will have seen what was in the dining room and seen the missed calls on his phone and he doesn't even say sorry but I wont leave him I keep telling myself I might but its just maybe cause I am stupid in love

A/N First chapter up I know it was not the best but I wanted to give you Nikki's POV hope you guys liked it and I would love to get some feedback