A loop. That's what her life is like. She wakes up, goes to school, gets home and goes to sleep. She socializes but she doesn't want to. She just wants to be left alone, but she needs to be social. One day she can't take it anymore.

I woke up, grabbed an apple and headed to school. Like every day. At school I met up with my 'friends'... are we friends? There nice people, but I'd rather spend my time by myself, reading or drawing.

Classes went the same, boring as always. I raised my hand a lot, but only because I'd get called on if I didn't. The teachers always call on the students they don't raise there hands, the ones that are distracted, the ones who don't want to be called on.

My friends took the bus home or were picked up by their parents. I walked again, but it's fine. I like walking. It's my only time to be alone.

When I got home my mom was there, helping my little sister with her homework. "How was school sweetie?" The same question as always.

"It was Good." The same lie as always, but my mom doesn't know that.

I headed to my room to finish my homework. After that it was a blur up until going to bed. Every night I can't sleep. Thoughts and ideas cloud my head, not letting me sleep. There taking a chance to be noduced because they pushed back and forgot the rest of the day.

It's like every other day. Every day is the same. Every day blues into the previous causing it to feel like a loop. I just wanted a break from it all.

Like any other day: I woke up, brushed my teeth and ate an apple on the way to school. It was like every other day, but today felt different.

Walking through the doors I heard Alex say, "Hey ______!" Glancing, I saw them with Jade and Sam at the usual spot near the dome. I just walked past, heading to class. It doesn't start for half an hour.

I didn't raise my hand in any classes, but the teachers were too built to noduce. Probably because I usually participate. I was able to collect my thoughts during class while the teachers reviewed the same thing they have been for the last month.

My mind was calmer on the walk home, being able to think during class helped so I didn't have hundreds of thoughts at once.

"How was school?" Mom asked when I got home.
"It was fine." I sighed. The first time it wasn't a lie. I grabbed a granola bar on the way to my room.

Dinner wasn't a blur. My parents asked why I was acting differently today, I just said I needed a break. It wasn't a lie. I had a break from socializing. It was like a brake from life, being able to just think.

I went to bed with a clearer mind.

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I wrote that a while back when I had a few minutes of inspiration. That's about it.

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