[side note: this is from before i took this book down but i still want to share it with you]

ok, so I had to start a band with some of my classmates for a seminar project and I was going to join a band with 4 of my other friends but I decided to join my ex-girlfriend's band because she was new to seminar and needed people, a few weeks later she broke up with me... BUT WE WERE STILL IN THE SAME BAND AND COULDNT CHANGE IT so I decided to make the best of it ad I'm so glad i did! 

today was our band showcase aka the final part of our band project, my band members Natalia and Lila are amazing people and it has been so amazing working with them! we've gotten so much closer and it's really been great. I love them both so much (platonically of course)and ill miss being in the band with them but I think I'm going to propose the idea of standing in the band part-time for fun. 

seminar is basically the "gifted program" BUT ALOT FUNNER (suck it up it's a word) the amount of times I've jumped on tables and tipped over chairs for that class is too many to count and Beatles Conspiracy Hour™ was amazing not to mention the teachers. just thinking about all the good times I've had and the things I've taken for granted over the years is making me tear up, I can't believe I only have one year left and that they don't do seminar in high school.

we had to start a band, write a bunch of songs, do music videos, album art, and a lot more(the picture at the top is our loo). I have so many things that I still want to do with our band so I hope they'll let us keep the band. so far I've only finished 2 songs "only you" and "how" I will admit they aren't my best work... 

ps. only you has a reference that includes the song title 😜

if you want to check it out it's on ReverbNation under the name See You One Day 

now for the fun part: 

so................... 

WE MADE TEMPORARY TATTOOS OF OUR BAND LOGO AND.....

we put them on our foreheads like "third eyes"

it would be in color but this is the best picture of it that I have. 

I also used that picture for album art for my song only you, i also did all of the album art so imma spam you with it

I'm proudest (pride is not the word I'm looking for) of dreamland.

I kind of just needed to shout that into the void, 

it's been a wild ride and the ending is bittersweet, I'll miss all of it.