Just little doods today

Mm

Okay have some (a lot) ramblings.

A couple days ago my mom asked me "what do you think of gals?" And I had like ten heart attacks at once before I realized she was talking about a science girl program lol

Also apparently adderall REALLY messes with my brain. I took 20 mg of it yesterday and I was almost having an out of body experience half the time and feeling hyperactive and loopy and chill and high, all at once. Mayb 20 mg is 2 much

Also read two of the best fanfics (voltron) ever today and now I'm sad that no other fanfics will live up to them.

Honestly it's kind of hard searching for good voltron fan fiction on ao3. Half of them contain a pairing I Loathe or are just straight up porn, not even counting ones that r interesting or fit my specific Fluffy-Angst Needs....

Like I read a fanfic until 4 am this morning and it started off funny and good but went to complete crappy smut by chapter 4 and I wasted hours reading it and I only got four hours sleep.

Then I started to think abt ships and preferences and all that and I realized that I'm very vanilla, like: I love the Friends to Lover trope, hate pairings that r only based on a vague 'attraction' or fight almost constantly, love physical affection, edgelord/cinnamon roll ships, and slow burn stuff...
What r guys into ship wise

Anyway I just spent the rest of the day worrying over my books and characters and adaptations

Well uh

Night

Me dealing with everyday life