Yeah....sometimes I just wake up but now fully a and I lay there with my eyes closed but when the light is fully on and my eyes are open and light completely fills the room I can't see ANYTHING I almost trip over my own feet trying to get out of my room before I get interrupted by my door or the bathroom door to the right...it's just...a mess. My life is a mess my room is a mess the bathroom is a mess just everything about me and my life is a complete mess. My heart is everywhere scattered on the floor so I insist to wear shoes around me because you might step on it and hurt yourself but I don't want that happening...I just noticed how I end up helping people with their problems more then helping
Myself with mine which messes me up...horribly. Still inactive but I'll post the new book just cause.