Brian Young
NO SLEEP GANG • Leader

16:47

Brian:
hey

Jae:
AHRHSKAHDKSJ

HI

HELLO???

Brian:
what's with the reaction?

Jae:
IM SORRY

ok

calm

i am calm.

Brian:
ok

attached file

i forgot to send this to you last night

Jae:
oh

thanks

Brian:
yup

Jae:
yup

17:03

Jae:
so we jus acting like nothin happened last night

Brian:
oh

i thought it would be awkward for you

Jae:
JUST FOR ME ??#,#& WHAT ABOUT YOU

Brian:
it's just as awkward for me as it is for you

but then again, i'm waiting for your answer

Jae:
but i

iiiii aaaehrhfisjz

i need to think bc this is so sudden

Brian:
hey.. come on

it's not like i confessed?

Jae:
OK YEAH BUT IT WAS MORE OF AN OFFER AND IDK IF I SHould take it.....

give me tIME OK

Brian:
i'm sorry, i guess it was sudden

Jae:
SJTJEOTOOS TJISEIEISKDUAK

DONT BE SORRY SSGESHAJSGDJSH

Brian:
???

Jae:
IM SORRY I JUST CANT CALM DOWN

Brian:
ight i'll stop talking for a bit

Jae:
OK GOOD IDEA

18:22

Brian:
you good now?

Jae:
that was an awfully long time to come back

Brian:
hah, sounds like you missed me.

Jae:
WELL

well i..

u know wat. ya fine. i did miss u 🙄

BUT AARHDJGJSJD THATS NOT THE POINT. WHAT ABOUT U???

I DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT UR THINKING OR FEELING THIS ISNT FAIR

Brian:
how is it not fair? i don't understand

Jae:
idk im just.. jumbled rn

i wanna know what you're thinking

Brian:
oh

Jae:
yes

Brian:
i don't know what you're thinking either but i know i meant what i said last night

Jae:
b

but

why would u say that

u doNT EVEN LIKE ME

Brian:
that's not true

i like you a lot

Jae:
SINCE WHEN.

Brian:
ever since we started talking

i may have judged you wrong but even so, you were persistent about befriending me

i admire that a lot

and there are more things i would say

Jae:
i still dont understand what you mean when you say you like me 😭

Brian:
i don't understand either

Jae:
AKRHSJFJSJ THIS IS FRUSTRATING

im scared bc like

aadrhsjdhaj

aaaaaaa

Brian:
this would be better on call, wouldn't it?

Jae:
YOU'RE ASKING ME TO CALL WHEN IM LIKE THSI

Brian:
well, you don't have to talk.

just listen to what i have to say

–

Voice Call
Brian Young, Jae Park

00:01:02

"Here I go.."

*sigh*

Jae:
take your time

"It hasn't been a second."

Jae:
I KNOW IM JUST NERVOUS OK

*chuckle*

"That's why I like you."

Jae:
WH. u.. u cant just say that out of nowhere

"I'm sorry."

"I just wanted you to know that I do."

Jae:
...

u. are u even aware of urself.

"I promise you I don't even know what I'm saying anymore."

*long sigh* "This is so wrong to begin with."

Jae:
huh

"But I can't help myself."

"The more I talk to you, the more I want to know more about you."

"I.."

*surprised* "Oh, you turned on your mic."

"Nice. It was getting lonely."

"Was it?" *laugh*

"Should've kept it that way."

"What an attitude you've got."

"Learned it from the best."

"Hah, so I'm the best?"

"Glad you think so."

"Yeah, you're the best at being so insufferable."

*chuckle*

"I kinda forgot what I wanted to say."

"Oh my God, I forgot too."

*groan* "Ugh, I turned on my mic to say it but your stupid ass made me forgot."

"Hmm, let's do something then until we remember."

"Okay, what?"

"I don't know."

"Oh right, you told me you tried to sing before."

"Ohhh nooo. We are not doing that."

"Come on."

"It's just me anyways."

"That's exactly what the problem is."

"Oh? You're putting up a front for me?"

*eye roll* "I don't want you to hear my ugly voice."

"I don't know if I can believe you anymore,"

"You said you were ugly, but you're honestly nowhere near that."

"Stop, no, I sing really bad."

"And what about it?"

"Even if you do, I think your voice is entrancing so I doubt I would hate it."

"..."

"Thanks?"

"Okay, if you really don't want to, then don't."

"Okay sorry, I'll sing–"

"I'll sing before this confidence in me fades."

*chuckle* "There we go."

"Okay.."

"Are you ready?"

"Very."

"That's odd, what if you're gonna record it?"

"If I am then I would just keep it to myself."

"But I'm not, I'm lazy to take my phone."

"Thank God."

"Okay, here I go."

*breathe*

*focused*

"Maybe I need a background song, hold on,"

"Jesus, just say you don't want to."

"I don't want to force you to do anything."

"The way you asked felt condescending."

"Oh, did it? I'm sorry."

*sigh* "It's okay though, I hope you know that you don't have to do anything anyone tells you to."

"I am aware of that but.. is it really fine?"

"Yes."

"Just sing whenever you feel like it."

*sigh*

"I'm sorry, I'm just really insecure."

"It gets in the way."

"I understand."

"Sorry."

"Stop saying that."

"Okay, sorr—"

"Ugh."

"We need a different study session for you."

"Why?"

"Just need to teach you not to say sorry when you don't have to."

*blush* "Okay, wow, that was unnecessary."

"I'll try."

"Don't just try."

"Do it. If you can't, then I'm here to help you out."

"You've always been helping me out,"

"I wish I could return the favor."

"Trust me, you are."

"How?"

"Every time I talk to you, I just feel at ease."

"Oh."

*blushing*

"Ah... Wow."

"Huh??"

"You know exactly what makes me feel great about myself."

"Hmm." *chuckle* "I thought it wouldn't make you feel that way."

"So you were just giving me approval for a reaction?"

"Not really."

"Everything I say about you is true."

"Oh, so even when you say I'm dumb?"

"Not gonna lie about that."

"You're so mean."

"Okay, and I like you, what's new?"

"You can't just keep saying that out of nowhere.."

"My bad, I just like you too much."

"Ugh."

*sighing, putting his hands on his cheeks*

"How. How do you even know that you like me?"

"I don't know. I really like talking to you."

"Being able to hear your thoughts feel nice."

"O-oh."

"And I get this feeling where I just don't want you to stop talking."

"Sometimes I feel like risking it all just to be beside you."

"That's what I feel about you."

"What do you mean by risking it all?"

*silent*

"...I'll tell you some other time."

"Okay."

"I understand now."

"Do you?"

"I'm starting to understand what I feel, too."

"Yeah."

"I don't know if my heart can take this."

"..but I want to try."

*relieved* "Okay."

"I'll try my best."