I sighed and dropped on my bed. That ball was a catastroph! Ugh.. I changed it all... I destroyed their lifes.

I wanted to be home again. I missed my family... They weren't the best family sometimes but I loved them even so...

I started crying. Why me? Soon I fell asleep.

When I woke up, I was still in my dress. It was alread about noon, so I got up and tried to eat something... But something inside me was telling me I shouldn't.... I let it go and decide that I will eat in the evening. What should I do today? I don't want to go to the Schuylers... I couldn't even look at Angelica and Eliza... I would spend time with the boys but.. I just...

Let's be honest, I don't want to talk to Alex. At all...

I decided I will go shopping. I opened the door and went out but crashed into a tall person who looked like they just wanted to knock on the door. I looked up and saw John's freckled face. "Hey, um, Ashley.. Can we talk for a while?"