"Damn girl , I am gonna miss you so much this vacation. I wish I could take you with me to Bangkok. This is the first time we won't be together." Sohee complained, clinging onto the arm of Y/n as they walked to the parking lot of their university.

Just as Sohee said, the news of her spending this vacation alone this time hurt her somewhere, but she wasn't sure if it was because Jungkook was going to Bangkok for a week after two days or whether she won't be able to spend her vacations with her best friend or both.

"Hey girl. Cheer up." She tried to boost Sohee. "You go and do a lot of shopping, click lots of pictures and have fun. You will be back in a week anyways. So let's make full of the two days we have left okay?"

"Alright." Sohee sighed sadly, "Anyways tomorrow is Taehyung's birthday. You are coming right?"

" Well he did invite me but I am not sure..you know. I don't really know him that well."

"No excuses, Y/n. It's a great opportunity to make contacts. And he's an amazing guy really. His charms are so loveable and his smile is so beautiful..damn."

Y/n smiled at the description her best friend gave with a dreamy smile on her face about her secret lover.

"I see my best friend has developed a cute crush on Mr Kim Taehyung." She teased Sohee, making her blush.

"Yeah..just like you have a cute little crush on my brother." Now it was Sohee's turn to was off her smile and make Y/n's cheeks turn in the dark shade of crimson.

"What nonsense, Sohee. There's nothing like that please." She fanned herself , trying to cool her heated cheeks.

"So you are saying that , Jungkook isn't good. He's a rude, arrogant , cold asshole like the media says?"

"No that's not what I meant. He's definitely better than what's published in the news papers. He's so well mannered and caring-"

"So you agree you have a crush on Jungkook?"

But before Y/n could say anything in defense , a deep voice interrupted them.

"Who has a crush on me?" Y/n froze in her place when she saw none other than the Jeon Jungkook standing near their cars as if he owned the place.

"Jungkook!" Sohee shouted excitedly. She ran towards him, and he welcomed her with a hug.

"Hey! What are you doing here? This was totally unexpected. "

"Yeah, my team just wrapped up our work since we needed to make proposals for our meeting in Bangkok. The team is almost ready with the presentation, we just need to give the final touches. Since we completed our work early, I gave everyone a half day today and thought I should pick up my sister." However, Sohee knew her brother and his eyes very well. Right at the night of the ball, Sohee saw the sizzling chemistry between Jungkook and Y/n. All the meetings that she planned whether in the game parlor or the beach were only instances to bring them closer. However some were successful and some were not.

Y/n remained frozen in place. She couldn't believe her eyes.

"Anyways, you were saying someone has a crush on me? Who?" Jungkook smirked mentally, but tried to keep his face straight.

"Well no other than my best friend, Y/n." Y/n squeezed her eyes shut, she just wanted the entire earth swallow her down.

"She just confessed she has a crush on you. However she says you are very cold , rude , arrogant asshole." Y/n gasped at her second statement, but she couldn't react. She could feel his heating gaze stripping her bare and she didn't have the guts to look at him and not melt right at that moment.

"Well shit! " Sohee exclaimed. " I forgot my book in the class. I will be back in a few minutes okay?" Jungkook nodded his head, while Sohee winked at her best friend's direction already knowing what's coming.

Y/n watched as Jungkook made his way towards her. Even though they were hardly five steps aways, she somehow felt that the time had stopped forever. He looked fine as hell in crisp white shirt whose sleeves were folded till the elbows highlighting his inked arm. A few buttons of his shirt were open, giving a sneek peek of his muscular chest, low hung pants and tan timbs. He walked with a casual, lazy confidence that was unbelievably hot and sexy. No wonder every student, teacher and staff member- old or young stared at him as he passed by. Who wouldn't? He was nothing less than a peice of art.

When his eyes flicked with hers, she felt her heartbeat quicken and her mouth went dry. The noisy parking lot went silent and everything seemed to fade away as they stared at each other. She forced herself to look away as he stood before her with his hands buried inside his pockets and his height towering hers.

"So.."

"I never said that you are rude, arrogant asshole. I swear." Y/n interrupted him almost blabbering as if fighting for her life. Jungkook let out a husky chuckle at her nervousness, that brought tingles down her spine.

"Don't worry. I know my sister very well. She's the only one who uses these words for me to express her love."

She chuckled silently, licking her dry lips. The heat between them brought moistened between her legs.

"Oh my God.. Jeon Jungkook!!" A cringy voice ran in their vicinity and when they turned to look at him there was the university cheerleader, Emily rushing towards his side.

"Are you really Jeon Jungkook? Oh my God! You are so handsome." He forcingly smiled at her, hating to be interrupted while he was with the girl he wanted to be with.

"Can I please have your autograph?" She purred which made both Jungkook and Y/n cringe at her flirtatious side.

"My autograph? But I am not a celebrity."

"But you're nothing less than a celebrity. This is a business university and you are one of the top businessman all around the globe. You are none less than a celebrity, Mr Jeon." Y/n narrowed her eyes and gritted her teeth when she saw Emily pushing her breasts towards him, but relief washed over her when Jungkook stepped back putting a safe distance between him and the cheerleader.

"Okay. I will give you my autograph. Can I have a paper." He requested Emily. However, the cheerleader,tugged her jersey down to expose her lace covered cleavage.

"What's the need of a paper, Mr Jeon. You can sign right across here." Y/n gasped at her actions, while Jungkook wasn't shocked at all. This wasn't the first time a woman tried to use her advances over him. There were instances when his female admirers would send him their nudes, their audio clips of maoning his name. But nothing ever excited him. Not until he saw Y/n atleast.

"I think a paper would be fine." Jungkook said in his cold voice not for once glancing at the cheerleader. Emily, rolled her eyes Stepping back and handing him a paper. As she shoved the book with hearts in his hand, he looked at Y/n.

"Do you have a pen, sweetheart?"

Y/n blushed hard as he looked deeply staring into her soul. She shivered when her hand made contact with his while she handed him the pen.

"Thanks." He winked at her.

"You're welcome." She blushed like a schoolgirl.

Emily fumed with jealousy and anger looking at completely opposite reactions that she and Y/n received from the billionaire. Emily scooted closer to Y/n and whispered in her ear, " You know what all the media houses say? He's a player. Just because he's nice to you don't think he likes you. He's the same with every other girl. He's a total manwhore. He sleeps around a lot. Totally not your type, topper."

Y/m could feel the jealousy and venom dripping from her voice. " Thank you so much for thinking about me , Emily."

Emily flashed her a fake smile. "Would never want anyone to hurt you, doll." She smirked leaving both of them alone.

Y/n felt irritated, annoyed, reckless as if someone had put their hand on something that was hers.

"Didn't she excite you? She was totally your type."

He grinned, "My type? What's my type?"

"Girls like her. Big boobs, big ass, plastic, fake and barbie types." He smirked witnessing her irritation.

"Jealous aren't we?"

She rolled her eyes, "You wish."

"Don't roll your eyes at me, Y/n." He spoke in his deep voice. He could feel the intensity vibrating through his words. The both were backed up in a narrow alley between the cars. It was just tight. Too tight.

Her heart thumped against her ribs as Jungkook stood over her, practically cornering her. He was so big and masculine as compared to her. Her senses were flooded with his intoxicating scent, heat and pure man.

"I don't have eyes for any other woman at the moment except for you. You get that. Your purity, your innocence and your simplicity drives me crazy for you. Your full breasts are enough to make me hard. And your thick thighs make me insane. Don't doubt your beauty , Y/n." His deep voice brushed over her like heated silk, touching her everywhere , slipping into every part of her.

"I am not like your earlier chicks."

"I know." He looked up and down at her. The pleasure in his eyes unmistakable. " I wouldn't be here if you were like one of those. You are different. That's what makes you special."

Her pulse quickened, her lips parting to accommodate faster breaths. As the air between them sizzled with pure sexual awareness, it was all she could do to not lift up her legs and wrap it around him. She had never been so massively turned on in her life.

"I actually wanted to ask you something." He whispered hoarsely.

"W-what?"

"I wanted to ask why did you-" he so desperately wanted the answer to his question that kept him awake all the night but as if his strings were getting pulled, he got interrupted by a call.

"I am sorry. This is urgent."

"It's okay. Go ahead."

She silently listened to him talking about some business presentations with his colleagues, wondering what he wanted to ask.

"I am sorry. I need to go. The team needs me." Jungkook said half heartedly and stared at her sad figure.

"It's okay. Works calls first."

"Hey." He whispered, cupping her face. "We are going to make the best of these two days alright."

She pressed her lips together, she felt sad, heavy, she didn't know why. But that feeling was just within her.

Sohee came back at the same instance when Jungkook was departing. Bidding their goodbyes they went their own ways. However the question Jungkook wanted to ask..that left him restless at night was still unanswered.



The Jeons sat on the dining table, having their dinner quietly. Sohee's eyes shifted between her father and brother , who were discussing about the project in Bangkok, which bored her to the core.

"Dad, do you know, Jungkook came to pick me up from the university today." She spoke loudly, gaining everyone's attention.

" Well isn't that good. Your brother is taking care of you." Mr Jeon said while Jungkook stared at his baby sister sharply, wondering what was she going to say next.

"Yeah..the only difference is I don't really think he was there for me." Sohee's words made a frown appear on her father's forehead. Jungkook inhaled deeply, he knew what his sister was going to do.

"What do you mean by that? Who else if not you?"

"Another girl maybe?" Sohee's voice was almost like a whisper, however it was loud enough for the father and son to hear it.

"Another girl?" His eyes shifted between Jungkook and Sohee. "Are you dating someone, young man?"

Jungkook's eyes narrowed at his sister who was sitting besides him and he almost gave her the death glare before returning to his dad in a poised form.

"No dad. I don't date. You know that." Jungkook's answer disappointed his father. Like every other father, he also wanted to see his son happy and settled down but he knew he had to wait for the right time.

"Sohee..which girl are you talking about?"

"Dad , he went to meet Y-ouch!!!" She shouted due to the pain as Jungkook squeezed her hand hard under the table.

" Dad, Jungkook is hurting me." Sohee complained as he released her hand and acted shocked.

"Jungkook, this isn't how you treat your sister. Come on I expect better from a twenty eight year old."

"Sohee is a brat. You saw me, I was eating here in front of you. She's lying dad, maybe pulling another of her pranks. Ignore her."

Sohee gasped at his accusation.

"What a liar." She punched him on his arm, getting hurt instead. "You didn't see dad, he squeezed my hand under the table. He is using his body force to keep my mouth shut."

Mr Jeon almost rolled his eyes looking at the grown and mature siblings fighting like five year olds. Who could have thought the cold and distant billionaire Jeon Jungkook and his fashionista sister also shared such an adorable bond.

"I am heading to my bedroom. Both of you are such an headache. Nothing has changed in fifteen years. You both still fight like cats and dogs." Mr Jeon declared, wiping his mouth with a napkin and heading up the stairs.

After their father was gone, Jungkook turned entirely into his sister's direction, glaring at her.

"What the heck do you think you were doing right now?" He whisper yelled at her.

"What did I do? I was just saying him that you went to the university to meet Y/n. He is our father after all. He deserves to know." Sohee retorted.

"I didn't go to meet her. I came for you."

"I came for you." Sohee mocked him. "You think I am blind or dumb. You think I couldn't see the sizzling sexual tension between the two of you. You think I didn't see, how the entire time your eyes were fixed on hers?"

Jungkook inhaled sharply. It was better to tell her the truth than to hide it.

"Okay fine. I agree I am attracted to her. I agree that we have this fire cracking chemistry between us. But that's it. There's nothing more, nothing less."

Sohee somehow felt her heart sink hearing his answer. She wished Jungkook would understand that her best friend was the best choice for him.

"But she's so good. She's a topper like you, she's beautiful, she's calm, she's loyal, she's trustworthy and the most important thing is that she's kind hearted. Don't you think there can be anything more between the two of you?" Sohee questioned her lips forming into a pout.

Jungkook sighed heavily , he exactly knew what she meant. Cupping her head in his palms, he made her face him.

"Listen Sohee , I told you I don't date. I don't want to. Relationships, love , feelings, marriages can't be forced or can't be made by force. There needs to be a connection. You have seen our parent's marriage, Y/n's parent's marriage . Relationships aren't a cake walk and I am not ready to be in one. Not right now."

"But she's exactly the type of girl you wanted, Jungkook. She will understand your pain. I know her past, what all she has been through and then I also can see how much pain you have."

"Two broken souls can never be happy together , Sohee. "

" But two people yearning for love, can definitely love each other, Jungkook." Sohee whispered , blinking away her tears. "I can see how distant and cold you have become , Jungkook. This wasn't who my brother was. As far as I remember him, he was a happy child who loved music , who was full of life. Who would tease me, drown me in mud. And now the one who is sitting in front of me is a totally different person. I don't know this Jungkook. Sometimes, I feel I am sitting with a stranger. I know I am not as smart and mature as you, but I am your sister. I want to know what made you change so much. I want to help you. I want to see you happy. I want my bunny brother back."

Jungkook's heart broke into pieces when he saw his sister crying in his arms. He wrapped his arms around her, silently patting her back.

"Sohee," he whispered, rubbing her tears stained cheeks. "I am here. I am not going anywhere this time. You are going to have your brother by your side, always. And I will tell you each and everything..but only when the right time will come, okay?" She nodded while sniffing. "And don't you dare call yourself immature, alright? My cute little sister is very mature." A smile broke down on her face as he squeezed her cheeks.

"But Sohee, you need to understand. I have always been very private. I don't know how I feel and what I feel..so please don't force me to feel a certain way towards anyone. Respect my decision, Sohee. " She slightly nodded her head before speaking, " Okay . I won't force you or make assumptions. But promise me if you ever feel something, you won't run away from your feelings . You will accept them and give her a chance. "

"I promise."

"Another thing." Sohee narrowed her eyes, giving him a challenging glare. "Don't you dare break Y/n's heart or else you know that I am a black belt in karate."

Jungkook gaped at her. "You are my sister, and you are taking her side. Whose team are you in?"

"Team Y/n. Always." She dramatized a salute at him, making him chuckle at her antics.

"Don't worry. I won't ever break her heart. I promise."

Smiling in content, Sohee wrapped her arms around her brother hugging him tightly.

"I have missed you, Jungkook. "

He held his sister tight, rocking her side to side "I have missed you too , Sohee. I missed you a lot."

Just as he thought his thoughts were calm, Y/n's one statement from the earlier night again rang in his head bringing a hurricane in his peace.

'Then use me.'

And somehow he couldn't wait a second more to know why she said that to him. He needed to know the meaning behind her words at that very moment.



Lying flat on the bed with chilly air around the room and the contradicting bonfire lit up in one of the corners and reading a sizzling erotica while being cozied up in thick hot blankets was one of the most enthralling things that Y/n could die for. She bit her lip with every encounter of hers with a sexy steamy scene in the book. All she could remember was every touch and kiss that Jungkook had planted on her body all the previous night in the cruise and at the university earlier. The memories had her all warm and cold at the same time. However, her peace only lasted for a few minutes before she heard the doorbell ring. Disoriented , she looked out the window but couldn't really make out who it was due to the darkness. She got up and went to open the door. When she saw who was standing there, her heart flew right out of her throat.

Jungkook.

For a long moment they stared into each other's eyes, neither of them moving or speaking. It was pretty late at night, the shock of seeing him took her breath away. His dark brown locks fell ravishly over his forehead. His jawline was emphasised beneath the moonlight and the curve of his lips mesmerised. He was wearing a thick wool coat over a black sweater , dark jeans and strong black boots. He was so hot and masculine , looked so ravish bleeding all the testosterone.

He too, took his time drinking Y/n's sexy satin camisole, slightly damp hair proving she had just taken the bath, long legs and her flushed pink skin due to the cold. His eyes drifted over Y/n, taking her in with a quiet intensity that coated her insides with warmth and shiver.

" What are you doing here?"

His eyes came back to hers , "I am here for you."

The husky words made her heart contract with so much emotion that for a second she forgot how to breathe , and could only stare up at him.

" You risked driving so late at night just for me? What was so urgent that it couldn't wait until tomorrow?"

He held her gaze, " Meeting you was important. I needed to meet you."

She swallowed hard looking at the intensity of his eyes.

Jungkook searched her face. "Are you not going to let me in?" She stared at him a moment longer , then slowly stepped back to let him inside the house. He stepped inside the house, his eyes never leaving hers as he closed the door behind him. She wondered if her body would always sizzle like this whenever she would find him close to her.

She backed away, giving herself the much required distance. He watched her going back without a word.

As she stared back at him, her fingers tingled to brush off those sexy locks on his forehead. However, he beat her in doing that, shoving his hair back in place.

"Jungkook." She whispered, squeezing his bicep, " Are you fine?"

Jungkook stared down at her..he could see the genuine concern and worry in her eyes. He didn't know if he would regret asking her his question..but his restless heart couldn't wait either.

"No...I am not fine." He sighed. "And the reason is you."

"Me?" Y/n frowned hearing his words. He was quiet for a long moment, just staring at her and increasing her nervousness.

With every small step he took in her direction her heartbeat increased and pulse raged in her body. When he was finally a breath away from her, he stopped right in front of her till their chests brushed.

"Why did you say that? "

"What did I say?"

"That I could use you." He paused. "That I could use you when I was fucked up. When I needed an intoxication. "

She froze, her knees gave up the strength they had. If it wouldn't have been him holding her, she would have fallen on the ground for sure.

Jungkook was silently watching her face, searching for her eyes that seemed to be lost somewhere else. He could see the movement of her throat as she swallowed thickly..as if there was a history behind those words.

She stared at him, her pulse fluttering wildly, "You might not want to stay with me anymore if-"

"That's not going to happen." His dark , deep voice melted her heart. "Just tell me the truth, Y/n."

Relief swept through her as she breathed in the air.

Her gaze strayed to his lips as she licked her own, heat rising to her cheeks. "Get seated. Let me take your coat."

He shrugged out of it and handed it to her. It was made of such fine wool as if his second skin. She turned away , brought the coat to her face and quickly breathed in his fragrance which took her to the night of the ball, when he picked her up while she escaped. ..how his huge bulky arms gave her calmness and butterflies in her stomach at the same time. The comforting fragrance of spice and pine and the heady scent that was all him. Resisting the urge to bury her nose in his coat, she neatly kept the coat on the table. When she turned around he gave her a reassuring nod, soothing her.

"Come with me." She headed near the couch, taking her place as he followed her. She was mum for the initial few seconds, Jungkook witnessed her lips trembling and fingers fumbling. He wasn't sure why was it making her so nervous, but he didn't want to force her into saying something that she wasn't ready for.

"You don't have to say anything."

"No...it's okay. I am fine." She interrupted him , before continuing with a deep sigh. "It was a few months before my parents were separated that their fights only increased. They would shout at the top of their lungs, accuse each other , call each other names." She gulped down the tight knot in her throat. "Their fights increased to such a level that I was scared to death if anyone would get hurt. They would fight all day long. I was scared to come home ..I didn't want to witness my parents fighting again. I would stay locked up in my room for hours, crying silently, waiting for a ray of hope to end this darkness in our house. Our once happy family became really toxic."

Licking her dry lips she continued, "Definitely the divorce between both of them was beneficial for all three of us, but maybe a twelve year old me found it difficult to move forward and took more time as compared to my parents. After their divorce, my father shifted to London and never came back. Mom got busy with her new projects..she tasted success pretty fast which made her stay out of our house all the time. But those fights left a bad impact on me. I would come back from school to an empty house and I started hallucinating. While the entire house was quiet I would feel the voices of their fights ringing in my head. Those voices still haunt me."

When she looked back, Jungkook was already looking at her with soft eyes. He brought her closer and kissed the back of her hand , holding her in place. " Relax Sweetheart, I got you."

"As time passed it only got worse, within six months of their divorce I started getting panic attacks, my confidence level went to zero and nothing helped. I would flinch and get up abruptly during nights. When I said this to my mother, my mother didn't take it seriously , she thought maybe I was behaving in such a way because my father was suddenly gone and we once shared a very strong bond. But with time, it only got worse. Mom finally noticed it. We moved to Daegu , Busan, Incheon, Ulsan..many places, but nothing helped. My panic attacks never left me. Finally we gave up and came back to Seoul. A friend of my mother suggested to us a psychiatrist, but a decade ago mental health wasn't so much into awareness, my mother thought I was getting mad." She chucked sadly, "but we went to the psychiatrist and I was diagnosed with melancholy. It took me time, years rather to come back to my normal state, but the images of that time are still very fresh in my mind."

Jungkook could feel her pain as if he connected with her like he never had with someone. He had gone through a similar phase in his life once, the only difference was how they faced it . And for the first time he could feel an emotional connection with someone.

"Yesterday when I saw you smoking, your eyes held the similar kind of emptiness in them, just like I had in mine years ago. Why I said you to use me was because, when I needed help there was no one who could hear me out. It was like I kept shouting for help but everyone turned deaf. People say that everything changes with time but some wounds never heal. And I-" She stopped and looked at their intertwined hands. "- I would never want you to go through anything like that. You know with time I have learnt that at some point of time we all need someone's shoulder to cry on. My mother hardly stayed for a year with me before settling down in the States completely. There were times when I needed her warmth, I needed her shoulder to cry on, her lap to sleep on, and her lullabies to put me to sleep, but she was nowhere. I don't blame her, she was going through a tough stage of her life herself, but I just wish I had someone. That's the reason I said that I will be there with you whenever you want. Because even though I don't know what's bothering you, maybe I can be that shoulder that I never had."

His jaw clenched as he fisted his fist when the flashbacks of that horrible night came back to his senses. Somehow, he could see a replica of his pain in her eyes. For the first time he made a connection with someone's soul earlier than with their bodies.

"Do you still get panic attacks?"

"Well.." She drawled. " I would say I have a few triggering points, but I am much better now."

None of them spoke anything for the next few moments. Y/n kept her head hung low while she could feel his eyes on her. She had shared a very dark and important part of her life with him and her nervousness was only increasing with every passing silence.

"Why did you say that I might not want you anymore?" He questioned further.

She breathed deeply, working to keep his voice steady and emotions under control.

"While I was in therapy , my mother informed my principal but unfortunately there wasn't a lot of awareness regarding mental health at that time. The news spread like fire in my school. People thought I was crazy, or maybe I could harm them, but they didn't know what my condition actually was like. Some of them thought that I am seeking attention while saying that I have depression while some thought that it's just a phase or an excuse from my side to escape the academics. Some even went to the extent of making fun of me. It only made things worse. And since there was so much going around, my grades fell. And eventually, I was expelled saying that the school is only for merit students and my grades are bringing no good to their plate."

She stared on the ground, lost in her memories, " Then we had to change my school. That's the same place where I met Sohee. She's the best thing that happened to me in those years." She chuckled painfully. "We decided not to speak to anyone about my treatment, because I have witnessed that people are faster to make an opinion about you rather than helping you. Fortunately, with new school and ongoing therapy, also because of Sohee's companionship, things got better. My grades came back to their place, I was at the top of my school again. Those hallucinations stopped completely. Yes, I still have that image of my father and that woman very fresh in my eyes, but as long as I don't see them again I am completely fine. I am a better person now, more emotionally stable, more confident and I just love my life as compared to how it was earlier. I agree I am not completely confident with my looks , I get insecure sometimes but I hope to get better with time." She inhaled sharply. "The reason why I assumed that you might not want to see me again was because I have seen people walking away from my side."

He listened to her carefully. He had no reason to sit there and listen to all her issues. It was all 'just sex' after all. Atleast that's what he said to himself. But his feet stayed stuck on the ground and somehow he didn't want to move from there. Maybe there was already a connection between them or maybe there always had been a connection even before they met each other.

He swallowed thickly, looking down at his tattooed arms, thick lashes shadowing his cheeks, " You know what, fuck the society. Nobody really cares what you go through. Only you know your shit. You are very strong ,Y/n. At least you had the guts to stay and fight all your problems rather than running away from them." He swallowed thickly, "Atleast you got the peace you deserved. And here I am even after so many years, still unable to find it."

She looked at his profile. His face was blank, not many emotions were reflected. He was mysterious, difficult to read and definitely with a lot of secrets in him.

"You don't have to go anywhere to find peace , Jungkook. All you need to do is to spend a little bit of time with yourself. You need to make a bond with yourself...and that's where you will find your peace. Everything resides within us. We just need to find it. "

"And what if I am unable to find it? What if I am unable to make a bond with myself?"

"Then we both will find a way together. But we won't give up, I promise."

This wasn't good. This vulnerability wasn't good and he knew it, but he couldn't let go of himself so fast..not after all the people who came and left him because of his past. And the major reason to hide his pain was that he couldn't bear another hatred look thrown in his direction. Because he thought he was the culprit for whatever happened in the past and those thoughts were killing the real Jeon Jungkook with every passing day.

"You cannot help me ,Y/n. The peace you are searching for, inside me maybe never existed.I am broken and broken things can never be put back in place."

Y/n merely nodded, holding her gaze down. "Maybe I cannot. But just know that whenever you feel like sharing something or a listener, I will always be there. You know, with time I have realized that broken things are better ones. Like mosaic, beautiful but broken pieces fit together to create a beautiful art that wonders your soul."

Jungkook was silent, those hooded eyes watching her so intently she felt seared to her soul.

"These things look nice when read in books, Y/n. In real life nobody stays at your worst."

"And I am saying this from my own opinion, Jungkook . Time heals everything, tomorrow will definitely be better. Choose what chooses you, don't give up. Right people will always stay. Work on yourself and for you, not for others."

Jungkook held her gaze as a tightness appeared in his throat, leaving her slightly breathless. He had never felt more connected to another human being. It was both terrifying and comforting.

"Can you give me a hug?" She murmured.

"A hug?" He questioned, slightly hesitant.

"Yeah, just a hug , please."

The instance he opened his arms, she almost jumped on him. The moment his big muscly arms wrapped around her, her entire body felt as if it had been zapped up with electricity. The electricity sizzled through her veins , heated her bloodstream and pulsed in her veins.

When she shivered, he tightened his arms around her, bringing her to his lap and making her straddle him. She hugged him back, letting herself sink into his massive chest. He made a low sound , a contented rumble , and buried his face in her hair.

Closing her eyes, she breathed in his amazing scent and soaked up his body heat. With his arms around her, holding her like this, she felt rightness she couldn't explain. Didn't want to explain.

She had no idea how long the hug lasted before she reluctantly dragged herself out of his hold. They stared at each other, little sparks of electricity still leaping between them. The hug somehow felt more intimate than what they had ever experienced.

She shuddered as he pressed his forehead against the top of her head, their ragged breaths dueling in the night.

He buried his fingers inside her brown locks and pulled her so close that their lips almost touched each other's. "I am not leaving you. Whatever happened in the past is past, what I care about is only about the present. And the present is us. You and me. All I care about is whether you want me the same way I want you."

When he shifted , he pressed her against his bulge making her witness his hardness. His abs weren't the only part of his body that were hard. She had a sudden fierce urge to slip her hand in the waistband of his pants and wrap her hands around his meaty shaft. She wanted to test him, wanted to test his limits. As her sex tingled an came alive with excitement, she looked at his face. He was watching her. His bedroom eyes taunting her with the promise of hot , sweaty , no barrier sex.

She bit her lip and her entire body trembled.

"I want you. I want you more than I have wanted anything else."

The space between them suddenly felt magnetized , every molecule of air brightening with electricity. His fingers already disappeared in the top of her camisole , tracing her spine.

The searing heat from his gaze made her so weak that she had to momentarily close her eyes just to keep herself upright.

"I have been dying to do this again." His hand cupped her neck , drawing her closer until his lips touched the skin of her neck. She shivered at the connection. The promise of things to come.

Jungkook stared in her eyes as she moaned his name. His touch had heat balling in her tummy and little darts of fire licking her skin.

With his hand on her hip, he bucked her up right on the top of his hardness which made her rub herself on to him. With every gyration between them, their needs and desires only increased.She pressed a soft kiss to his cheek, licked the strong line of his jaw, the chin with a tiny cleft in the center. She liked his edgy jawline, the erotic burning sensation it made on her skin as he licked and sucked the sensitive dip between her neck and her shoulder.

He groaned softly and tightened his fingers in her hair pulling her even closer. She wiggled her hips, instinctively rubbing her mound over him.

"Babygirl." He rasped against her skin.

Straddling him, knees digging into the leather couch, she ran her lips along his strong jawline and plunged her fingers into his silky hair. She felt him shudder before he made a hot anguished sound that reverberated through her body and touched off a firestorm in her blood.

Jungkook touched her skin hungrier, his big hands sliding down to her back to cup her ass and press her against his massive erection. She moaned with pleasure and pushed her breasts against his chest increasing the contact between them. Gasping he drew his mouth along her jaw and down the hollow of her throat , where he sucked and nibbled the rapidly beating pulse over there. Sensations buzzed through her making her lose her breath.

She gripped his hair. Her hips grinding harder against his cock. He groaned against her neck, the sound was so Raw and primitive that she almost came undone. She was swollen , wet and needy. Her clitoris throbbed and her blood pounding wildly in her veins. She had never craved any man as much as she craved him.

His fingers dug into her bottom, holding her tightly against him as she rocked her hips into his hardness, cursing the clothes separating them.

As if he read her mind, he tugged her shirt up and over the head, tossing it into the corner. He swallowed hard as he stared at her full breasts swelling over the cups of her black push-up bra.

" Fuck, you're so gorgeous. " He whispered roughly.

Her nipples were so hard and aching for his touch that she doubted if she could take it anymore. She shivered as he swiped her hair over one side and spread his legs.

"Remove that for me." Pulse raging out of control ,she reached behind her back to unclasp the bra, watching his dark eyes glitter as she scraped away the fabric.

Her breasts spilled out into his needy hands. She released a shivery moan as he slowly ran his finger over her flesh. The friction between his rough fingers and her sensitive flesh brought delicious tightening in her womb.

He stared at her breasts with hungry fascination as he gently stroked and traced the outline of her dark areolas, using his thumbs to tease her puckered nipples.

"So beautiful." His voice was reverent, his gaze worshipping her. " So exquisitely perfect."

Leaning forward he drew the whole tip of her left breast into his mouth. Gasping , she let head fall back as pleasure sizzled through her in an electric jolt, shooting down through her stomach and plucking at her clit.

He stroked her nipple with his tongue, sucking it to an even stiffer peak before biting her sensitive flesh.

"Oh God," she groaned , arching backwards with her arms twisted around his neck. She wanted him to pull off her shorts and soaked panties. She wanted to feel the hot glide of his tongue between her thighs, on the throbbing nub of her clit. His mouth moved to her other breast, tormenting her nipple and making her ache with a need she had never known before.

She was on the verge of begging him to screw her when he popped her nipple out of his mouth, then toppled her onto her back and sprawled heavily on top of her. Her breasts flattened against his hard chest, the fabric of his clothing teasing her sensitive skin, his thick erection rubbing against her stomach. She slid her leg up around his waist , groaning when he grabbed a handful of her ass and squeezed. She writhed beneath him as their mouths were all over each other's bodies. She wrapped her other leg and both arms around him., locking him in a place as he ground his hips into the most needy part of her.

She was aching so hard and so bad for him that she thought that she would go insane if she couldn't feel the heated length of erection thrusting into her , riding her to orgasm. He lifted his head , breath ragged , eyes burning fiercely, "Let's find a bed and do this properly."

"Yes." She agreed without hesitation . "Take me upstairs."

He reared up from the couch, lifting her with him. She wrapped her arms around his neck and tightened her legs around his waist, her hips rocking against his heavy erection.

He groaned, maneuvering around a recliner as he carried her upstairs and to her room. He lowered her onto the mattress and followed her down, his big body covering hers. He kissed her skin with little flicks that had her head spinning. When he broke away and sat back on his heels, she sat up and helped him pull off his sweater.

And holy shit. What a view!!

His body shined unbelievably under the light of the bonfire and she couldn't help herself in staring at him with those massive shoulders and tattooed biceps roped with thick muscle. His rock- hard abs were a delight to watch with the adonis belt and a delicious ridge of V shaped muscle that angled down towards his cock.

He never failed to take her breath away.

Wonderingly she reached out and touched his chest, swooning at the cut of his pectorals and sharply defined stomach muscles. She wondered how a man could be so ripped. He was absolutely breathtaking, her secret fantasies came sizzling to life.

"Fuck," he muttered, watching her face as she eyed him lustfully while biting her lip.

Joining her lips to the enticing ridge of his abs she kissed his navel, met his gaze and whispered hoarsely, "What?"

"You can't be looking at me like that, baby, or I am gonna explode in my pants like a teenager." He pushed her back on the bed and peeled off her shorts. His hands were huge, she marveled as she watched him undress her. The difference between the sizes of their bodies turned her on. So did the way he bit his bottom lip as he unveiled her body.

She shivered when he ran his palm over the outside of her legs, stroking her legs from hips to the calf. His calluses were a little rough against her skin, but it only heightened the sheer pleasure of his touch.

"You are so beautiful." he palmed her breasts and leaned down sucking each of her nipples, sending electrifying pulses straight between her thighs.

When he took her hand and helped her reach down to cup his straining cock through his jeans, he groaned against her breast and kissed his way to the other one, licking and biting her hard nipple.

She gasped with pleasure,falling back on the bed with her eyes closed. She was flushed and trembling all over, a riot of sensations tumbling through her as his mouth slid down her body, leisurely lissing and tasting her hypersensitive skin. She arched upwards when his tongue swirled into her belly button, her hands tangling in his hair . He was so dominant and controlling that she felt her own body wasn't hers.

"So beautiful...so damn perfect." he trailed kisses to her hip , chasing her goosebumps down to the inside of her thighs. Her breasts grew heavier and the throbbing ache in her core almost became unbearable. This man could teach a seminar on foreplay, that's how good he was.

She felt his calloused hands spread her thighs apart before he licked her damp pussy through her underwear.

"Jungkook!" She gasped her hips arching off the bed.

He lifted his eyes to stare at her , her fierce gleam in his eyes. "I can never forget the sexy sounds you make."

Y/n whimpered as he hooked his thumb in the waistband of her damped panties and pulled them down. The blistering intensity of his eyes took her breath away. His nostrils were flaring , his huge erection straining the front of his jeans as he stared down at her quivering cleft.

"I need to have a taste." His voice was a raspy growl.

"Please. " She practically begged.

He swung her legs over his massive shoulders and knelt in front of her. Cupping her ass cheeks in both of his hands, he lowered his face and buried it between her shaking thighs. The moment his breath hit the bare skin of her skin, her hips bucked up. When he flicked his tongue violently over her sensitive nub, she sobbed with pleasure and grabbed a fistful of sheets.

His answering growl rumbled against her flesh as he sucked her clit and saturated folds, tasting her sweetness.

"Jungkook," She whimpered as her eyes rolled back of her head with another burst of wetness inside her. The way his sharp jawline traced the inside of her thighs only intensified the burning sensations within her. She was a shivering mass of red-hot need, her body so primed and ready.

"So fucking juicy," He groaned. "Damn Y/n."

He was doing things with his mouth that made her want to weep. A few seconds later, feeling wetness on her cheeks, she witnessed she was crying. She never knew a tongue game alone could bring her tears.

Her legs tightened over his shoulders as he worked over her clit, rasping his tongue up and down over her swollen knot. She could feel herself shaking, trembling with the need for climax.

When he pressed one long finger inside her, she gasped and bowed backward, her muscles clenching tightly around him. He added another finger and pumped in and out of her while sucking on her clit.

"Ah, Jungkook! I am gonna come." She whimpered.

"Come for me," he growled his eyes locking with hers, "Come in my mouth."

Her pussy started spasming. When he withdrew his fingers and bit her nerve rich hood of the clit , she threw her head back and came in an explosive gush , crying out his name as her hips herded up against his open mouth.

He groaned in satisfaction and buried his tongue between her folds to soak up her juices, ramping up the intensity of her orgasm. She had never came so hard. She felt breathless in the most beautiful way.

It was only when she stopped gasping and shuddering that Jungkook lowered her back onto the mattress and unhooked her legs from his shoulders. Then he bent over kissing her damp cheeks, tasting the salinity.

"I want to taste you too." She murmured against his lips. His breath ragged when their almost naked bodies brushed off each other's.

"Are you sure?"

"I am. I want to."

When he lifted off her, she dragged her heavy eyes open to watch as he reared off the bed and stood.

"Stand. On your knees." Y/n almost came undone hearing his orders. While she circled the bed and kneeled in front of him she could feel the wetness of her juices smearing on her thighs.

He watched under heavy lids as she sank to her knees in front of him. Her hands shook as she unbuckled his belt, unfastened his jeans and pulled them down. He was even more strong and powerful, his thighs thickly muscled. His body was beautifully tanned.

Y/n grabbed the waistband on his underwear, while licking her lips, tugging them down and releasing his massive cock. Her eyes widened and she sucked in a breath at the size of him. Her eyes widened at the appreciative length of him. Insanely thick and long, the flushed head glistening with precum.

With riveted fascination she reached and stroked down the granite hard length of him, tracing the vein that ran from the tip to the base.

His big frame shook and he groaned, the sound sizzling through her very core. Sliding her hand lower, she cupped his heavy balls, pressing them gently but firmly against his thighs.

His breath hissed out, a sharp push between his teeth.

The need to taste him filled her mouth. Curling her fingers around the velvety length of his cock , she tongued the base and followed the line of thick vein. His hips jerked and a rush of air whooshing from his lips.

She slowly pumped him up and down watching him from under her lashes. The drops of sweat were running down his entire torso. He looked sexy as hell.

She licked her way to the underside of his cock , making him groan. Staring up into his eyes , she gave the broad head a slow lick.

"Fuck, Y/n." He gasped , his powerful thighs parting as he braced one hand inside her hair.

"Stop teasing me." He gritted out when she ravished him with her kitten licks.

"Mhmm.." She moaned as her tongue circled his cockhead , catching out the pearly drops of precum that dribbled out.

She opened her mouth wider , taking in the first inch of his cock. "Holy shit." He rasped. " That's so fucking hot."

She loved his reaction. Loved the way he controlled her. She cupped his heavy balls and rolled them between her fingers, smiling around his cock when another deep tremor rocked his body. Her nipples peaked and her clit vibrated like a snare drum , feeding off his arousal.

She took him as deeper as she could. He made a ragged sound in his throat , both of his hands fitting her hair.

She began sucking him off , her head bobbing up and down his length. He groaned her name roughly his fingers tightening in her hair. She licked and sucked him harder , pumping him with her hand at the same time. She loved the taste and feel of him, she could easily get addicted to it.

Her vigorous sucking had his abdominal muscled clenching and his thighs shaking with pleasure. She could feel his cock twitching and throbbing as she salivated in anticipation of his hot jizz hitting the back of her throat. He thrusted his hips back and fro as he moaned her name again and again.

She felt his skin tightening, felt him growing thicker and harder. His muscled clenched and he came with a wrenching shout, flooding her mouth with hot spruts of his release. She moaned with pleasure as she swallowed every drop that he offered her. As she withdrew her mouth from his dick , a string of saliva connected them for a moment.

Jungkook stood above her gasping, his eyes closed, chest heaving up and down. Unable to resist , she flattened her palm over his abdomen, tracing the sweat along the dips of his abs. She licked her lips, staring at the glistening length of his shaft hanging between his legs. She couldn't wait to have him, pounding her into sweet oblivion.

Slowly he opened up his eyes, staring down at her, "The things you do to me."

She smiled up at him , " The things we do to each other."

"Are unbelievable."



Hey guys so the new chap is here. Hope u liked it. Pls do comment and vote.

Also wanted a moment to foreshadow how mental awareness Is still not given the importance it deserves. I hope I can help u all in whatever way I can. If u ever feel like you want someone to talk to or to hear you out.. you can always come to me. Just pls don't submerge everything within yourself.

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Also pls tell me if there are any typos.😅