CHAP 30 : LOVE SO DEARLY
“Sir.” His secretary bowed in front of Jungkook, before placing a file in front of him. “These are the stories that the publishers are going to view next week. Everyone has sent their excerpts except Ms Kim Y/n. Should I give her a call?”
Fuck..Jungkook cursed in his mind. He had almost forgotten the book Y/n had to write. With so much going on in their lives, this project had taken a seat back. But now they had to get back on track with it since the viewing was due next week and he wanted the book of his girlfriend to be selected.
“Don't worry.” He said to his secretary. “I will personally contact her.”
Leaving his office, he looked at the dark sky surrounded by grey clouds as he drove to his house. When he entered his mansion, silence crept into his ears and he absolutely hated that feeling.
It had been almost a week since he and Y/n were a couple and he enjoyed every moment of the three days when she stayed with him. But she had to leave for her house as her exams were scheduled in two days.
While he showered, he felt irritated by the odd silence in his house.
He had to admit but he hated coming back to an empty house when he knew how beautiful and happening it was whenever Y/n stayed over. He hated going to an empty bed that did not have her warmth and eating alone at his dining table when all he could remember was her silly giggles as they ate.
To him without her, sugar wasn't sweet anymore and his mansion wasn't a home.
And that's when he decided what he wanted to do next. He was going to ask her to move in with him.
“Fuck it.” He muttered to himself before, taking in his keys and driving to his girlfriend's house.
He didn't care if he looked desperate right now, but he wanted her in his arms. Now.
Parking the car in front of her lavish entrance, he rang the bell a couple of times. But then when it went unanswered he decided to press the code that she had given him in case of emergency.
Pressing the code , he excitedly entered her mansion to be greeted by his cheerful girlfriend , but much to his dismay all he could notice was pin drop silence. All he could see was absolute darkness.
Worry started to flood into his mind as his mind flooded with all the negative outcomes. He hurriedly rushed towards her bedroom , jogged up the stairs and down her hall and pushed open the door.
Darkness welcomed him in. The curtains were drawn closely together so that not even a single ray of illumination of moon or street lights entered the room. In the middle of the room was a queen sized bed and his beautiful girlfriend rested inside the duvet like a cocooned butterfly. He moved closer to her frame , smiling briefly at the sight of her holding her book and eyes closed in a sleepy state. He desperately wanted to kiss her , push her hair aside and gaze into her brown eyes. But he also could not bring himself to wake her up. Slowly grasping the book from her hold , he looked at the picture that was hidden in the book. A smile curved his lips at the sight of young Y/n smiling brightly in front of the camera.
"What have you done to me,Y/n. I can't stay a minute without you." He whispered, tracing the shape of her lips. She looked so beautiful and peaceful and for a slight second he could only wonder how many men had tried their luck with his girlfriend but the thought quickly vanished. It didn't matter anymore. She is his now. She was the only woman in his life and he wanted him to be the only man in her life too.
His actions came to a halt when he looked at her stirring a bit in her sleep, indicating she was finally waking up from her deep slumber.
"Jungkook?" Y/n asked in a raspy sleepy voice . "You are here?”
"Yes." He nodded, pecking her eyes lovingly as she tried to open them. “I wanted to meet you and cuddle with my girlfriend. So here I am.”
Jungkook took off his shoes and jacket, rolled up the sleeves of his shirt and ran his hand through his hair.
Jungkook looked at Y/n who was laying her hand flat on her stomach, her brows frowning and eyes squinting in pain.
"What happened, Cupcake? You don't look fine."
"I got my periods a few hours ago and the cramps are really painful." Jungkook motioned her to scoot over and make some space for him.
"Why did you not call me and tell me about your period cramps?" He whispered softly, as if he was talking to a child. He ran his long fingers through her soft and silky strands, pushing them apart to get a clear view of her face.
She looked elsewhere not knowing how to respond.
“I did not want to disturb you. This is not a big deal. Women get periods every month. I can't disturb you every time I am in pain. You have your work. You have your responsibilities. I don't want to be a needy girlfriend.”
“We all have our work to do, Cupcake. But what kind of boyfriend would I be if I can't help my girlfriend when she's in pain?” He rasped gently, letting his lips brush past her temple as he helped her sit up.
"I was embarrassed..I have never had a man with whom I shared information about my menstrual cycle with." Jungkook sighed, bringing her close to his chest to keep her warm. He could understand her uneasiness. Menstrual cycles were another taboo given by the society ,speaking about which made the life of women uncomfortable even though it was extremely normal.
"Listen to me, baby. Blood , hair , body fat.. nothing absolutely nothing disgusts me . You can talk with me about this. This is very normal and nothing to be bothered about. We have done many intimate things with each other, and this should not be a point of trouble for conversation between us."
She bit her lip and nodded , her eyes tinged with unshed tears due to a whirl of emotions. He swiped a strand of her hair and kissed her forehead.
"It hurts that bad?" He asked, completely oblivious of the situation.
“A bit.” She nodded her head and went to his side. Jungkook cradled her in his arms like a child while she wept in the crook of his neck.
"You need something? Pad , tampons? You want me to buy you something?"
She shook her head immediately. "I always stock my pads and tampons with me. I am fine, don't worry."
“Yet if you need anything just tell me alright? I am right here.”
“Wouldn't you feel embarrassed about buying pads and tampons in a store?” She chuckled, pressing herself more into his arms.
“My masculinity isn't so fragile that it would get triggered if I bought my girlfriend some sanitary napkins.”
Jungkook continued pressing some kisses on her forehead as she rested her head on his shoulder. "Take a shower if you want to, okay? I will bring you some painkillers and a heating pad. I am going down to prepare us some dinner..come down when you feel good. I will wait for you, Cupcake"
"I am fine now. I will come soon." With a last kiss on her forehead , he descended downstairs to make some delicious and healthy food for her.
Jungkook entered her kitchen to cook something healthy for her, rummaging through her cabinets to find something edible but all he could find was packets of instant ramen noodles stalked there.
“This girl needs me to discipline her every now and then.”
He was quick to order her some groceries and have them delivered at her house in fifteen minutes.
While he proceeded to make them a dish, he couldn't help but absolutely adore how domestic everything felt. Cooking for her, sleeping with her every night and waking up to her every morning. He wanted to feel that everyday. He wondered if she would agree to what he had to say about her moving in with him, but he was sure he was going to put on a tough fight.
While he was busy unravelling his tangled thoughts , a pair of arms wrapped themselves around his thin waist resulting in a smile getting stretched on his face. Y/n rested her cheek on his back , feeling his tensed muscles flexing under her touch, clinging onto him like a koala.
Pulling his hand up , he tugged her into his arms, trapping her between his robust figure and the kitchen island , welcoming her cordially while inhaling her delectable essence.
"Are you comfortable now?" He asked brushing a few brown strands of her hair while tucking them behind her ear. Even though he didn't have any girlfriend in his past , he was well aware of the uncomfortable situations and painful cramps that women go through in those five days and being the love-smitten boyfriend that he was , he couldn't see his girlfriend going through any sort of uneasiness or pain.
"I am better than before." Mumbling she pressed the heating pad on her lower stomach to feel the heat relaxing her muscles. Jungkook sighed softly , leaning in to press smooth and affectionate kisses on her face.
"I know this won't help you in easing out your pain , but just remember that women are the strongest beings in this world. God only gives pain to the people who have the ability to endure it. Men are too coward and weak to handle pains like these , we are just muscles and stupid brains..it's you and the other ladies who are the real fighters. You have to go through the stupid society standards, then you have to endure these pains ..you also have your personal issues that you all are already fighting for. I am just so proud of having strong women like you and Sohee in my life. You all have the strength of facing all of your problems with a smile on your face and without any complaints. Men can never do that. I am so proud of you, love." She smiled at his words , feeling grateful to have a real man like him in her life who could normalise the menstrual cycle and not create a big deal out of it , enhancing the taboo in the society. All her hesitation , her doubts were cleared after hearing his words. However , a gasp left her mouth as she was suddenly carried by her boyfriend. Jungkook placed her on the stool in front of the architectured marble countertop.
" Let me take care of you , alright." He mumbled against her lips , moving towards the refrigerator to get her the special desert he had bought for her. Y/n tried to peek at him , but failed miserably due to the blockage because of his tall and domineering figure. Resting her face on her palm , she admired her boyfriend's casual attire, something different and unusual from his usual formal business clothes. His black button down shirt was nicely tucked into his black jeans and sleeves folded up to his elbows, enhancing his inked skin . She inhaled sharply , closing her eyes , trying not to fall in the trap of her raging hormones that were at peak.
"Here. I got this for you on my way home." Her eyes instantly glistened with excitement and happiness at the sight of the chocolate truffle pastry dipped in exotic dark chocolate sauce. The choco chips and dry fruits made it equally irresistible.
"Wow! Thank you so much. I was craving for this for so long..I love you, Jungkook." She said enthusiastically, pulling her boyfriend in a hug and giving him a quick peck on his lips, remaining completely unaware about the effect of her last four words on her boyfriend. Jungkook tried to calm down the raging heartbeats that were thumping against his chest . He knew she didn't mean those words , not the way she said it. A smile stretched on his lips as he savoured the view of his lover devouring the flavour of the dark dessert.
"Did you already know about my periods?" She asked, swiping a spoonful of dessert in her mouth.
"I don't need any special reason to pamper my girlfriend. Get used to this pampering but only outside the bedroom. Inside the bedroom, your dominant boyfriend isn't going to be so good with you.I will be very mean." She blushed at his words completely understanding the seductive meaning behind his unholy words and she couldn't wait to explore their relationship furthermore. With them being a couple now, things were going to be more intimate between them.
"Aren't you going to feed me ?" She chuckled at her boyfriend's sweet voice.
Cutting a big piece from her desert , she held it in front of his mouth but the intimidating and dominating glint in his eyes alerted her about his wild thoughts. His eyes were filled with a thousand thoughts and before she could say anything , he daintily grabbed her wrist lowering the desert and bent down to a certain degree. And not wanting to wait anymore , she grabbed the front of his shirt with both hands and kissed him. He thawed much quicker than she had expected . Almost instantly like he had been waiting for this moment , he grabbed her hips and pulled her against him with a possessiveness that overwhelmed her. His lips were so desperate and starved as he leaned into the kiss , pressing her between his body and the marbled island. His lips sucked and licked her bottom one , drinking in the chocolate flavour from her lips. She gasped and he deepened the kiss threading one hand into the hair at the nape of her neck. Her head swam , muddled with the heat and a lifetime of desire. Jungkook's other hand abandoned her hip. She shuddered , kissing him harder , filling it with every fantasy she had ever had. She flinched , hearing the ring of steel as the knife was pulled from its scrap board. With much difficulty , she pressed her hand on his chest , distancing herself from his hold. With foreheads connected and eyes closed , they rejoiced in the intimate moment filled with purity and love between them. When he looked back at her , her eyes remained closed as if wanting to memorise the kiss and lips glistened with the remnants of his love and dominance.
“How is your pain now?”
“I am good now. The pain has almost gone.” She wrapped her arms around his neck. “I guess I just needed a kiss from you.”
“Cheesy.” Jungkook said, scrunched his nose, letting his eyes wrinkle as he beamed at her.
"I will get us some food." He pressed his lips against hers for a quick peck , leaving her a blushing mess under his touch. Jungkook pulled out some sumptuous dishes from the crockery cabinet , placing them on the counter. He did his work so effortlessly that she wondered how he was so self-sufficient despite being a billionaire.
"Jungkook.." She called out her boyfriend , who was busy arranging the dishes and bowls with mouth watering dishes.
"I wonder , why don't you have staff at your house? Like , the Jeon mansion is filled with servants and helpers.. whenever I am there , I have noticed it's only the two of us. You don't have a cook and driver either." He smiled , at her observation , while stirring the hot soup and pouring it into the bowls.
"Well..you might think that I am a rich spoiled brat , Ms Kim..but your boyfriend is very self sufficient. Even though I have been bought up with all these luxuries , I have spent most of my time in London , studying in a hostel where I always did all of my work. So I am kind of habitual to doing all my chores , besides I don't like people invading my personal space. So I do all my work , myself. I do have a driver, his name is Alex. But he is only at service when I go to the office or business meetings , other times it's always me who drives."
She nodded at her boyfriend's words and she would be denying the fact that the billionaire was nothing less than a puzzle. Sometimes he held the aura of owning the world, which he was very much capable of due to his financial account..but then he also was a man who preferred a simple and subtle lifestyle. Y/n felt odd, just sitting there doing nothing. She attempted to hop off the stool but-
"Just sit there...I will take care of it."
She pouted, returning to her position. He then handed her a glass bowl of luxurious Italian dish that she was unfamiliar with , peppered with hot seasoning.
"This is risotto. I have added some chicken so that it will be more healthy for you. And you know you can always reward me for cooking you excellent food."
Taking a fork and sampling the food , Y/n's eyes almost rolled to the back of her head. " Well.. just tell my boyfriend that he's an amazing chef."
Jungkook smiled , placing a significant amount of food for himself. And she couldn't help but notice the fact that he had served her much more food than for himself.
"Come here..let me feed you." Jungkook spoke , caging her legs between his and pulling her closer . He lightly blew on the creamy dish before feeding his girlfriend. Y/n savoured the creamy texture and the apt mixture of all the herbs and spices in the dish. Y/n couldn't care less neither did Jungkook as he watched her eating like a pro.
"You should eat more." Y/n quickly shook her head , rejecting the offer as she had already eaten one huge bowl of the Italian dish.
"Your body needs it Y/n. You need to be healthy and happy." She protested , but he easily managed to pass the spoon between her lips.
"I am just on my periods..you are taking care of me as if I am pregnant." She was completely ignorant about the words that slipped off her tongue until she realised her boyfriend looking at her with wide eyes and pink tainted cheeks. She bit her lip , cursing herself for making the atmosphere awkward. A pause of silence passed before the two before they broke out into humorously shy grins , aware of the peculiar and profane relationship between them.
Jungkook cleared his throat , looking elsewhere before he turned towards his girl. There were some questions that he wanted to be answered. These moments between them where they didn't end up in the bed were rare and he wanted to enjoy and know his lover more. The curiosity was eating him alive.
"Do you want to get married?" She spoke before he could utter a single word.
Now Jungkook paused at the sudden question thrown his way.
He thought. He was sure he wanted to spend more than a lifetime with the girl sitting in front of him but marriage..he never thought about that question. Something too pure ..much more than they had between them right now.
"I don't know Y/n. I have never been in a relationship with anyone other than you. Marriage is too much of a complicated term for me right now. I would like to sort out my own mess before getting into this huge phase with someone."
"And what about kids?"
He paused for another minute , wondering if she was suggesting something between the two.
Y/n followed up quietly. "I am sorry..that was too personal."
He shook his head. " You might not be satisfied with my answer."
"It's okay if it's no." Y/n answered concernedly.
"I want to have kids. I really do love them. But I am scared if I will be a good father. I am mostly busy with my schedule. I won't be able to give them a lot of time. I can never be that kind of husband or father who can give all his time in the world."
She didn't know how to respond so she stayed silent. Jungkook was worried about her reaction to his answer.
"Not very romantic..I know." He whispered softly.
"That's why we make a different couple, isn't it? Because we have honesty in our relationship more than fake romance."
Jungkook gave a solemn smile.
"Do you? Do you want kids, Y/n?"
"Someday maybe yes..but not right now. I am just twenty. I will graduate this year and then maybe I will join my mother's business or do my internship somewhere, I am not sure at all. I love kids , but thinking of myself as a mother terrifies me."
He chuckled at her confused state. He was sure she would make an amazing mother. A woman with a heart of gold and love of the entire universe could never be a bad mother.
"It's okay Y/n. It's your body . And right now , you should completely focus on your career and make all of your dreams come true."
Y/n pulled her stool closer to the billionaire, making the moment more intimate. Jungkook couldn't stop looking at the sweet expression on her face , the way the corner of her warm eyes lifted up.
Tracing his jawline, gently , she outlined his facial feature , making him close his eyes instantly while relaxing his tensed muscles. "Yes , you work a lot. You are too hard on yourself. You don't get enough sleep. And yes , sometimes I wished you had more time for me ..for us." She paused before continuing " But I am also proud to see how ambitious you are and how successfully you have managed your empire at such a young age . But more than that I am grateful that I have you in my life."
Jungkook smiled at her sweet words that felt right in the heart..but then he contemplated if he should ask her to move into the next step of their relationship.
"Then I have a better idea for us to spend time together ,Y/n." She looked at him with questionable eyes as he took her hand , caressing her palm gently " Move in with me."
Y/n felt her world stopping for a moment and she blinked hard trying to find any hints of humour in her boyfriend's words , but with the sincerity with which he spoke , she knew that he wasn't joking. She was well aware of the new emotion that was building inside her , she knew where she was leaning in. But she chose to ignore it..they both did. However , staying with him and stepping into such a huge dimension of their relationship would only make her fall more for him. And she was scared if he would deny or reject her.. moreover, she was scared if she was worthy of his love.
"Y-You know what you are talking about right , Jungkook this is not a joke. Moving in would make our relationship official.. in front of the entire world. Are you sure-"
"Yes I am sure about this Y/n. I didn't ask you to be my girlfriend just to fuck you in my bed . I asked you to be my girlfriend so that I could give you the world and treat you the way you deserve to be treated. I want the red of your love to make me erotic as blooming roses. I want the black of my soul to drench you in seduction and the white of our hearts mingling and blending us as one. I want to feel your body , all the scars on your skin , kiss your pain , pleasure your lust , warm up your soft moans , leaving bites on your soul that you can't get rid of. I want to penetrate deep inside you and flow in your veins and wet your heart with our memories. I want to spend those nights with you that will leave you shy to speak about with others. I am going to love all your scars..I already do. Whether it's the days when you burn brighter than the sun or the nights when you collapse into my lap with your body broken into a thousand pieces , you will always remain the most beautiful thing that I have ever seen. I will hold you close to my heart during a still day and I will protect you in my arms during a hurricane..but I will never let you go , Y/n."
She pressed her lips together , a few tears falling from her face due to his warm and heart touching words. Jungkook grinned looking at the emotional side of his lover. He loved the vulnerability and daintiness in their relationship..yet they were always strong and firm.
"I want to ask you something more." The casual yet classy ambience of the kitchen had shifted as the conversation got deeper. She found herself thinking if she should bring this topic up..but the curtains needed to be lifted up.
" You don't need to ask for my permission to ask something. Neither in the bedroom nor outside it."
She felt a sense of comfort from his answer.
"Do you wonder.."
Regret started settling as she continued.
"Wonder what baby?"
"Do you ever wonder that if one of us falls in love with the other.. would you break our relationship? Because that's what you wanted..you don't want love."
It was a heavy question. Her lips quivered in anticipation and restlessness due to the silence.
"Do you want me to end our relationship?" She shook her head , disliking the uncertainty in his answer.
"You cannot answer one question with another Jungkook. You need to b-"
"I won't." Interfering her sentence, he spoke his heart. "I won't break our relationship if any of us falls in love. If I will fall in love with you, I won't let you go away and if you fall in love with me , I am sure I will be smitten by you too."
Y/n swallowed the guilt and self hate towards herself. She knew she was going to fall for him..hard and fast . But she was not confident that she could love him dearly. Because she wanted the best for him.
"You should not fall in love with me. I might not be able to love you the way you deserve , Jungkook. Don't get close , it's dark inside my heart. It's where I hide my demons wearing the exterior of an angel."
Jungkook hated himself to a certain length after hearing her words..he blamed himself for not having stripped her bare just like she did with him. He knew..dark inside she was still battling with her own problems and trust issues which took place due to her father. Sighing , he pulled her up, making her straddle his lap. Locking his arms around her , he made sure to hold her close to not let her escape.
" You are the only one who can love me the way I deserve to be loved. The fire for you in my heart is too bright that no darkness will ever exist. And I will get too close , because there's hell inside me. It's the place where your demons can live. And who knows , I might already be in love with you..it's just something I haven't realised yet." He paused before continuing. " You have my words , Y/n. I will love and appreciate all parts of you , and this isn't a confession to wash away my sins. There's no absolution for me , no amount of worship can open the gates of heaven for me but being with you under a roof and spending beautiful moments of my life is heaven for me... please move in with me. You can go back to your house if you don't like this..but for me once just once. I want to try this between us."
Y/n's heart and eyes lit up with love and confession and she couldn't deny the sweet request. Nodding her head she hugged him close and he chuckled at her shy state , the deep voice of his sweet laugh reverberated through the room.
" But I have a condition..you need to cook these amazing dishes for me everyday."
" Ofcourse , baby. I am going to feed every appetite of yours ."
Jungkook waited for her to give her answer. She could see all the desperation and longevity in his eyes. She wanted this as much as he wanted.
“How does next month sound?”
His eyes sparkled with hope. “Next month?”
“If I have to move in with you, I will have to sort my things here in my house.” She whispered, massaging the hair of his nape and relaxing his muscles.
Groaning, he let his head fall on her shoulder, earning a giggling laughter from her.
“Next month is too long. I need you home earlier than that.”
“But-”
“Two weeks.” He interrupted her. His voice stayed strong and firm. “It's non negotiable. Whatever you have to sort out, I will help you,but I don't want to delay for more than two weeks.”
“Okay.” She giggled at him. They continued gazing at each other with adoration in their eyes before Jungkook remembered talking to her about the book.
“By the way-” he started in his gentle tone. “-what about the book that you were supposed to write. Have you completed the blueprint?”
Y/n’s body turned stiff at the question. “Oh that.” She chuckled nervously, “I didn't really get time to finish it.”
“I understand.” He nodded, knowingly. “There has been so much going on with our lives, it's understandable that you didn't get time to finish your work. Actually I have been told by my secretary that the editors are ready to view the work. But if you want I can push the dates by another month.”
“Thank you.” She smiled before her expressions turned into a serious one. “But I don't think I want to continue writing.”
“What?” His tone was almost harsh, taking her by surprise. His hands fell to his sides from her waist and she got up from his lap sitting on the stool. “You don't want to write?”
“Yeah.” She drew softly. “Mom doesn't really like the idea of me writing the book. So I don't really want to disappoint her. I have done that enough already.”
Jungkook got up from the table,with his jaw clenched, he ran his fingers through his soft hair. Y/n could see the heat radiating from his eyes.
“Are you insane? Y/n you are losing this opportunity just to please your mother? Are you really hearing yourself right now?”
“What is wrong in impressing your own parents Jungkook? She has done everything for me. My father left me and we were almost broke. She was the one who worked hard to give me everything. If-” she took a deep breath. “-if giving up writing can make her happy then why not? If I have a way of paying her back then why not?”
“For God's sake, Y/n.” He roared. “Providing you everything was your mother's duty. And I appreciate whatever she did for you, but giving up your passion, really? You are trying so hard to impress your mother but does she even care about what you are doing except her social status?”
“What do you mean?” Her eyebrows squinted in confusion.
“Does your mother care about how much hard work you put in your studies? No, she does not. Should I remind you how she treated you in Bangkok? You were almost going to collapse because of her and yet you want to impress her. For what? Two words of affirmation?”
“Wouldn't you do the same?” She asked him, her eyes blazing red. “If you were at my place, wouldn't you want to impress your father as well?”
“No.” He said through his gritted teeth. “I would never sacrifice my passion for anything. But you know what, I would never be in your shoes. Because my father is not selfish and arrogant like your mot-”
“Careful Jungkook.” She stopped him mid sentence, hating the way the atmosphere between them shifted.“You are talking about my mother.” She licked her lips before continuing. “I know my mother is not the most ideal woman but I can not deny all that she has done for me. Whatever I am today, all these luxuries are just because of my mother. If in turn I have to sacrifice a bit, I wouldn't regret it.”
“And what about your dreams huh?” He questioned, grabbing her shoulders. “Your dreams have no value? You are leaving it all just to be in your mother’s good books?”
“My dreams?” She chuckled bitterly. “I was the stupid one to think I could ever become a writer. I am the heiress, Jungkook. I shouldn't have thought about it.”
He pinched his nose, trying to keep calm and make her understand what exactly she was missing behind a vile woman she called her mom.
“You aren't willing to even try?” He said in a much gentler tone.
“No.” She sucked in a deep breath. “If refraining myself from doing something is going to give my mother happiness, then I will try to keep her happy, no matter what.”
“I don't understand what is wrong with you, Y/n. I hope you know you are making a big mistake.”
She pursed her lips, trying to refrain herself from shedding the unshed tears. She knew what he said did make sense, but that was from his perspective. For her she wanted to repay her mother for everything she did in any way she could.
“I think you should go.” She said with her broken voice.
“What?”
“I think you should go back, Jungkook. This conversation is only going to hurt us more if we continue it and we both know there's no conclusion to it. So it's better if we don't talk about it right now.”
“Okay then.” He whispered. His eyes were full of pain and rage. She didn’t dare to look in his eyes but she could feel how hurt he was from his tone. “ You can care about your mom all that you want. I don't care, Y/n. But you have really disappointed me today, remember that.”
With that he turned his directions to exit her house. As she heard the main door closing, she sank down to her knees and broke down into a stream of tears.
It was difficult for her too but her mind was a hurricane of emotions. She wanted to keep everyone happy, but what she failed to recognise was that no matter how much she tried, she couldn't keep everyone impressed by her.
Both of them tossed on their beds, hating the coldness beside them and missing the warmth of each other's bodies. They hated this feeling of loneliness but maybe it was important to bring them closer than they ever were as they had their first ever fight.
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