Standing in front of his huge wall sized mirror, he styled his perfectly black hair . He wore a deep blue perfectly tailored suit that would fit no-one else than him.

He smiled looking at his sister as she whistled in his direction.

"Wow my brother is so hot!!"

"That I am , who can deny." He uttered with complete confidence. However, he winced in pain as Sohee punched him on his stomach.

"Hey...you are full of yourself!! Such an arrogant jerk." She shouted at her brother.

"My dear sister, this is called confidence, not arrogance and half the world dies because of this confidence of your brother." Jungkook squeezed his sister's cheek , easily out her expressions.

"I hope you find someone, who can bring you on your knees and drain out your so called confidence." Sohee rolled her eyes, making him laugh slightly.

"Not a chance , sister. I am twenty-eight, yet I have never met a girl who can bring me on my knees."

"It's not their fault. It's you who has closed your heart for everyone." Sohee spoke crossing her arms on her chest.

"Yes, because I would rather be closed for my entire life than to open myself to a wrong person." He sighed, closing his eyes while reminiscing his dark past. "Moreover I don't think the kind of girl I want even exists."

"Really? And what kind of girl do you want?" Sohee cocked her brow , observing her brother while he crossed the bed to sit beside her.

"Hmm..The kind of girl I want? Someone who is beautiful inside out. She doesn't need to be the most beautiful person in the world. Just someone whose face will give me peace. Whose smile would melt my heart the moment I would see her. Whose voice will make me lose my sanity. Someone who would accept me for who I am and not just stay with me for sex and money. Someone who is strong and determined yet soft and respectful. Someone who won't judge me. Someone who would be my happy and safe place. And someone who would be secretly kinky for me." The siblings chuckled at his last statement. "And honestly I don't think there's anyone who can even get to half of this list. So I have given up on finding that one girl for my life. Moreover I don't have time for this love and bulshit. I just want to enjoy and work right now."

"Hmm.." Sohee hummed, before looking at him with a mocking smirk. "What if I knew this someone, who would match your expectations?"

"No..not a chance. It's impossible to find a woman who has everything I mentioned and there's no chance that someone would love the real me. Everyone just like money and sex anyways."

Sohee sighed, observing her brother's sadness. She knew how much he was lonely from within, even if he tried to show everyone that he was happy.

"Let's stop talking about me." Jungkook spoke cutting the tense atmosphere "Well Taehyung is coming as well right Sohee?" He smirked as he saw his sister blushing as she heard the name of her crush.

He was well aware of his sister's feelings for his best friend. Taehyung was an amazing guy, no doubt. But in the maze of time and tangled relationships, he only wished that his sister wouldn't get hurt.

"I-I don't know. Why are you asking me?"

"Well.. won't you be happy if he came?"

She glanced at her brother, biting her lips to suppress the smile forming on her face.

"Yes...I mean..no..maybe. Hey- stop teasing me." He bursted out into a fit of laughter as he saw her red cheeks.

"Look at my little sister. Can't believe you guys still haven't made any progress." He teased her as he straightened to wear his tie.

"I am not sure...I mean I already feel he has someone by his side."

"Well...I don't think that's the matter. As far as I know he seems to like you.. but yeah you should talk to him about it." She nibbled her inner cheek, the habit that she had acquired from her older brother.

"I think you are right. Maybe I should take time to talk to him at the party."

"Yeah..and make sure you use protection okay? I don't want to be an uncle so soon."

"I am going to complain to dad Jungkook. He will kill you." Both of them started playing around the room like kids with Sohee following Jungkook with a pillow in her hand.

"Okay okay..let's not get tired. By the way, aren't your friends coming to the party?"

"My friend..yeah..oh shit!" She exclaimed, pulling her tongue between her teeth.

"What happened?" Jungkook smiled at his sister's dramatic act.

"I forgot to inform her that I will be waiting for her at the entrance.I need to go ..here this is your mask for the ball." She said as she mentioned the black mask kept at his bed.

"But whom are you talking about?" He asked as he saw her running hurriedly towards the hallway.

"My best friend..Y/n."

Y/N'S POV

I stood in the shower as the water droplets dripped from my head slowly moving downwards. The warm water relaxed my muscles , making them free. I moaned at the relaxing sensation that I received . Taking a glance at some scented products I settled in for the vanilla ones.

As I started applying the vanilla body wash on by body my mind instantly drifted to Jungkook's photograph. That man has been caging my mind since yesterday. Since yesterday , I haven't been able to wake myself up from his hypnotising trance. He held a strong dominating aura , there was no denial in that. There wasn't any denial that he looked amazingly hot in that black suit that he wore.

I found myself wondering how would it feel to have his large , rough hands roaming on my body? Does he like to use his fingers or his mouth ? Or both?

My hands roamed on my body as the shower was still dripping on me. My nipples were erect. I felt my core dripping just by the mere thought of him touching me.

This is wrong. This is bad. He is my friend's brother.

I kept on repeating these words, but my mind was clouded by him. Even though I haven't met him , I could clearly say that he was the first man who made me sexually frustrated.

I closed my eyes , leaning against the wall , turning the shower head in that direction. My left hand made its way downwards towards my core , cupping it. I used my fingers to spread my labia , to dip a digit. Stimulations were so strong and pleasurable. The cold sensation of water and the tight and warm feeling of my core , drew me insane. It hurt a bit but soon turned amazing.

I groaned as I felt my walls clenching around my finger tightly. I only wanted his fingers replacing mine . Relaxing a bit , I started moving my finger in and out imagining Jungkook. I am sure his body is hell like a masterpiece. I bet he has rippling abs and those muscles anyone could die for.

"Fuck.." I moan into the air.

I imagine him being here in this shower cabin with me , carrying me with my legs wrapped around his waist, as he kisses my skin . I imagine him pushing me against the wall as he enters me deeply . I bet he is big and veiny. I wonder how he is like when having sex? Is he the rough kind of a person or a smooth , romantic person? Is he the one to make others beg or is he the one to comply ?

Either way I like both...but I would love it if he would be really rough with me sometimes.

I imagined him gripping my throat as he thrusted his hips deep inside me as I gasped for breath. That would be so hot!!

I palm my breast and roll my erect nipple , imagining his tongue working on my areola as he would suck or bite them hard. I moan at how sensitive they are.

I remove my finger from my pussy and now put my attention towards my orgasm as I massage my clit. My other hand works on my other nipple as I start rubbing my clit more. My hips thrust forward as my pressure on my clitoris increases. My body feels warm. I spread my legs pushing my digit inside as I feel my orgasm nearing. I rub my nipple faster , sliding my finger in and out at a faster pace. All the while groaning and moaning thinking about him.

My head fell back as I convulsed and came on my finger. I gasped exhaustedly.
Removing my finger , I got fascinated by the glistening of my juices around it. I could feel the sweat on my body , even though I was standing in front of the shower. My throat felt dry from the previous pleasure I experienced.

I looked down towards my core , that was now getting cleaned because of water. I felt an amusing sticky feeling down there. It was wet and sleeky.

And then the realisation hit me. I just had my first orgasm thinking about a man I haven't even met. This was the first time I touched myself thinking about someone and that someone was my friend's brother.

It felt dirty but it's crazy. Well not that I am an innocent soul having no knowledge about sexual pleasures , I do portray all my sexual fantasies with the help of the characters in my blogs , but I never played with my body. I was never excited thinking about someone else. But this was the first time I explored my body and had my first ever orgasm. I just felt like I had actually grown up..

I felt like a very dirty-minded virgin.

Patting myself dry , I stood in front of my closest looking for some nice, comfortable lingerie. Digging my hands in the cupboard , I pick up a good and comfortable set of lingerie that would go perfect with my off-shoulder gown.

Setting for an evening look , I adorn light makeup , ending with  a red lip lipstick. Being satisfied with the makeup I then start doing my hair. Since the gown is off-shoulder , I set to tie my hair up in a bun, leaving some of the strands into curls. After wearing the gown , I stand in front of the mirror , admiring my entire look.

I can't believe it's me. The entire outfit along with the makeup and hair makes me seem so different. The plunging neckline gives a hint of my cleavage , but I am happy it's not too revealing. I look at the way my collar bones look more firm in this dress. This dress makes me more confident. I feel like one of those people who belong to those huge parties.

I feel wanted. I feel sexy.

As I did touch-up , my phone rang. I opened it up and saw the message from Sohee telling me to call her before I entered the venue.

I wear golden stilettos that go well with the dress and exit my house grabbing my clutch and car keys.

As the venue nears, I feel nervousness raging through my veins. I don't know the reason though. Is it because I haven't ever been to these huge parties, or is it because I am afraid that I would make any mistake in front of these huge names. Or is it because of... Jungkook.

I shake my head trying not to think about the same man , thinking about whom I masturbated for the first time. I grab my phone to call Sohee , trying to break myself from the thought of Jungkook as I feel a familiar kind of stickiness in my panties yet again.

Parking in front of the venue, I got stunned by the lavish and huge mansion in front of me. Well, it was kind of obvious that Sohee would have a huge house like this, afterall she is the daughter of the most influential businessman in Korea. Even though we have been friends for years, I never really visited her house. It was always her who would come to my place.

The place was decorated with blue lights giving the evening a pleasant effect. I saw a few business personnels along with their partners in their rich and beautiful attires. Suddenly I felt underconfident . I don't belong to this world. I just wanted to go back to my house and sleep on my comfy bed , hugging my soft toy. Just as I turned around-

"Y/n." I looked in the direction of the source of the voice , only to find Sohee coming towards me with a grin plastered on her face. She was wearing a black  high-slit gown , with her hair perfectly parted.

"Damn Y/n. You are late. The party had already started."

"I am sorry . I was just busy with something."

"Okay now let's get inside by the way , you look fucking gorgeous. I already see boys hitting on you." I chuckled at her remark.

"Thank you Sohee. But I feel those boys would be hitting you instead me."

"Come-on Y/n you are no less when it comes to hotness."

"I don't know. I am just a bit nervous." I tell her honestly .

"It's okay. Don't worry, I won't leave your side for a minute. Come-on now let's go , the ball has already started . And I want to introduce you to Jungkook." I feel my heart beats increasing listening to his name. I wonder what he is like. Is he a gentleman or a rich brat?Nevertheless , I am sure he is a complete meal. However, I need to be in sanity when I meet him and not let him know what I did just a few moments ago inside my washroom while thinking about him.

"Hey. What are you thinking?" I blink looking at her as she snaps me from my thoughts.

"N-nothing. I was just wondering about some stuff. Let's get going." We started heading towards the main door but she stopped suddenly making me halt in my tracks.

"Wait."

"What happened?"

" I forgot to give you this. It's a masquerade ball after all." She removed the black mask from her purse , handling it to me while she settled for the same but in silver colour.

The mask was covering more than half of my face. It was beautiful. I looked over at Sohee who was ready with her mask as well.

"Ready?"

"Ready."

We entered the party hall, my eyes never leaving the magnificent view in front of me. The lights seemed , making it almost impossible for anyone to recognise each other's faces. I think that was what the motive of the party was. To enjoy the party .

I spotted a few women in skimpy outfits that barely covered any of their body parts. They seemed to enjoy all the lustful gazes thrown by men towards them. But who am I to judge them? Maybe they like it that way.

I looked at Sohee who was already smirking at me . She held my hand leading me to the bar counter. She said we needed a shot to refresh ourselves before dancing our heart out on the floor, to which I denied politely.

"No Sohee , I don't think it's a great idea. Besides I am not really good with alcohol and I need to drive back to my place. So I won't be drinking."

"Come-on Y/n. Take a breather. Enjoy yourself tonight, besides do you really think that I will let you go to your house in a drunken state. I will send my driver with you. Don't worry."

"But still-"

"No , I am not listening to you. You are in my house and it's not that I am going to leave you, so don't worry."

I finally gave up .

"Fine."I said leaning back at the stool

"Good."

We turned our attention to the bartender who offered us a gentle smile.

"What can I offer the beautiful ladies for a drink?"

"I would like a Sidecar and a Ramos Gin Fizz for the lady." Me having completely no idea about drinks, I let her order it for us. I trusted her , I am sure she is not going to hand me a heavy drink which I won't be able to handle.

We sat on the bar stool , sipping on our drinks . My eyes searched for the man who I have been dying to meet. My throat ached to ask Sohee about him but I controlled myself. If the party is for him , he will definitely be here and Sohee already told me that she will introduce me to him so I should just wait. I don't want her to get any wrong clue . I don't want to look desperate.

I looked at Sohee who was sitting besides me dancing on the beats.

"Aren't you afraid of your dad? You are literally drinking so much."

"My dad is cool bro. You know him well. It's okay, besides we aren't doing anything illegal. We are twenty and we have complete freedom to do what we want to. He already knows I drink , sometimes I even drink with him, so it's not a problem."

"I know..I just don't want you to fall sick." I spoke at her answer while putting my attention towards the crowd. My eyes fell on a muscular figure who was standing diagonally across us. He was handsome with a tall figure and well defined body.

"Hey..do you know that guy? He is literally eye fucking you." I motioned to her with my eyes trying not to make it obvious to him that we were talking about him. She looked in the direction of that man . Fortunately , he wasn't wearing any mask which made it easier for her to look at him.

"Yeah. He is Kim Taehyung. The heir of Kim industries and my brother's best friend. He is my childhood crush.No denial he is immensely hot and sexy but I am not sure if he is single or not. He is my brother's best friend and I don't want to make things awkward."

I nodded looking at her only to find her staring back at that guy. I mentally smirked when I saw her licking her lips and riding her dress high making it evident for him to notice. I know her too well , she can lie how much ever she wants to but that doesn't hide the truth.

After a few minutes , she dragged me towards the dance floor. I could see some people dancing with their partners. The beat of the music was so soothing and sensual. The melody was evoking my fantasies. We swayed our hips on the beats of the music. The music was a huge turn on making me dance seductively.

It was then when I saw Taehyung approaching Sohee . She stiffened when his hands landed on her hips. She turned around while I was still dancing with a knowing look at my face. That man was so attractive up close . So prepossessing and masculine. She looked towards me and I winked at her. I knew she understood as she was now dancing with Taehyung somewhere near the corner far from my reach.

I continued dancing my way after Sohee left. Suddenly , a hand grabbed my waist, his breath hitting my neck.

"Can I have dance with this beautiful lady?" He whispered huskily in my ear. I moved around to look at that man. Unfortunately, he had his mask on that was covering more than his half face just like mine. With his hand still on my waist , he pulled me closer making our noses touch. Even though the light was dim ...I could look at his enticing features..his button nose, his thin lips..those dark brown eyes that held the power of an entire ocean.I could feel that I have seen those pair somewhere but I couldn't remember where.., I could clearly get a hint of his robust figure that was hidden inside his deep blue coloured suit.

Not waiting any longer , I place my hand on his shoulder , moving closer to him.

"Yes." I murmured softly in his ear.

His hands then pulled me close to him , pressing our bodies on each other. My hands were looped around his neck while his, were on my hips as we both looked into each other's eyes.

None of us spoke anything , we just swayed our hips sensually with the melody of the music. His hand moved from my hip lazily grazing my arm while other kept me in my place. Naturally if I would have been in my sober state , I would have ran away . But I guess alcohol gave me the confidence to receive all the attention he was giving me.  His lips touched the sensitive skin of my neck ever so lightly. His hand moved to my thigh as he got the opportunity to touch them without any barrier due to the high slit of my dress. I inhaled his fragrance that was so alluring. I liked his touch. It was erotic and sensual. I felt his hand moving closer to my core , grazing my inner thigh , but I was possessed by him to realise anything until he spoke.

"I would like to taste what's here." He said in his deep voice breaking me from my trance. I distanced myself from him as he looked at me with a confused face.

"I-I am sorry. Please excuse me." With that I left the dance floor looking for a washroom for some space . My heart was beating fast against my ribcage. I was not here to sleep with anyone. I was here for my best friend. I didn't want to get involved with any man here.

Just as I turned in the corner a hand covered my mouth preventing me from screaming, while his other hand was placed under my chest , pulling me close. I could smell his known fragrance which seemed similar.

"Where are you going?" And I knew this voice.

Well shit...

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