Story is based on past and present of two most important characters Arnav and Khushi .

KHUSHI'S DAIRY

2ND JANUARY 2017

                    I am again going to that place , my so called birth place ,  a place  which always  gave me nothing but just pain hurt and broken trust ... It only snatched everythings , every relation I had from me ....... 20 years ..... 20 years after I am again going to that city. But today for a change I am no  more that  weak Khushi who  ignored and rejected by all as she is not so called beautiful but as Miss Khushi Kumari Gupta who is now an IAS officer ... Now nothing can make me weak . I washed away each and  every emotions from me which made me weak once . Now nothing can make me cry again . Nothing .. not even him ....

But you know dear diary I am little scared ... Scared of my past ... what if it again comes back  and ruins my present ? What if it again make me that khushi ,who lost her parents in a car accident and forced to leave this city as noone wanted her here  , without a single penny  ? What if "HE" again comes and makes  me weak ?? But I hope he is fine and live happily with her .... Just mere thought of him still now somehow  makes me cry ...  As no matter what deep down the pain is still there .  The wound is there but time only puts some ointment on it .

DAIRY ENDS HERE ...

   Just then she feel a soft and caring hand removed her tears with so much care ...

" Khushi ma you still awake ? Why are you crying ?? " A voice asks her .

  " Noting Angshu ... may be something went in my eye " She replies back .

" Ma you know you can't even lie properly  ? What will came in your eyes through the closed window of  Rajdhani Express ?? You again think about that person and shaded your tears ? You know na ma he is not worthy enough for your tears also ? " Said a 20 years old Angshuman ....

   ' Beta you sleep .... Kal theke toh ghumabio na thik kore kolkata dekhar anonde .... ( form tomorrow you are not going to sleep in excitement of seeing kolkata " Khushi replies back with a  smile .

" Ok . You too sleep . Stop thinking about those . " Anghu replies back and goes to sleep again .

        After sometime she again lost in her past .... A past full of sorrows and pains ....where she only  humiliated  in every steps of her past life .......

Khushi's sleep disturbed by the 1st sun ray of next morning .. She lazily open her eye lash and saw her son the already ready ....

"Ma uthe poro amra ar 1 hour e pouche jabo" ( mom wake up ... we will reached in 1 hour )  ' said a very excited Angshuman as he shake her ...

 Khushi wake up and take her phone to call her office to confirm the car details which will come to pick them up ....

After 1 hr train finally reached Howrah station and Khushi with her son again reached the place which was her past ... a very sad but memorable past ... She again come that place which once she left to prove herself ....

  After sometime she saw a board of her name and understood that her car was already arrived ....... 

 After sometime she reached her home which is provided by her office ... Angshu was very very excited to see the house which has a great green lawn...

"mama what a great house !!!!!!!! I love it mama ... I love you mom " He says with excitement .

Khushi smiled in his excitement and replies back  "I too love u beta and go and change your dresses and freshed up .... I am going to see the food arrangement ... " 

"Mama you and your food ... moti kahaki ....." By saying that Angush rushed to his room for saving himself  from khushi ......

After sometime khushi enter her room and she is really happy by seeing her comfortable room .  ... It is really nice and cozy .... She opened her bags and take some fresh cloths and enter to bathroom for fresh up ....

  She open shower and stand under it .. The cold water make her body shiver and wash all her tiredness .... She again start to think about her past .......

                         
FLASHBACK

                   She was born in a joint family but unfortunately without her father and mother no one was accepted her as she is a girl that too not  so called good looking ..... She was really good in study from childhood and as she had no friends and everyone avoided her so she always made her self busy in her study and as a result of it her educational result always good and in the age of 7 one  big spectacles     was her all time friend ....

                   When she was 10 years old she slowly started to understand that no one wants her in her family as she is a girl child and more over she is not beautiful... She saw that her grandmother always busy to pamper her dada (elder brother ) and vai ( younger brother) but never wanted to know what she want ..... Only her ma (mother ) and baba (father) cared for her but they could not able to say much as her father did not earned too much to protest against his family ..... She always felt sad for their beheviour but was matured enough to understand that her feelings  were meaningless for  them .....

          She knew that all of her classmates wanted to be her friend just because  she is class topper and always ready to help others and they were always used her for their own benefit ......

       Her track of thinking was broken by the knock of door and Angshu's voice

" mom tumi ki okhnei ghumabe vable ?? tomar luchi kintu jutor sole hye jacche " ( Mom are you planning to sleep there ?? Your luchi is going to be shoe's sole ) .. " He shouts mockingly .

She open the bathroom door and Angshu able to see her puffy eyes and understood what she  is doing in bathroom and suddenly he became angry from his playfull mood ...

  "Kotobar kotobar ma bolechi tomake kadbe na ?? They never deserve your tears !!! U don't know that I can't stand your tears ? If you again shaded a single tear drop I promised you I am going to hunt that man  down and killed him in my hand " Angshu shouts angrily .

"Angshu .... OK Ok I promised I am not going to cry again ... promise beta " Said khushi who is now again in tears by seeing the love her son has for her though he is not her biological son but he can do anything for her ...

"Khete chol "   ( Come and eat ) Said khusi and drag him with her in dinning room where her loochies are waiting for her with her favourite  egg curry ....

To be continued .....

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