Twitter
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van 🔒
@d_alegado

first love never work, huh?

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van 🔒
@d_alegado

everything remind me of you. the sea, the sunset, even my collection of cameras. you're always here, but at the same time you're not.

this sucks.

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van 🔒
@d_alegado

one month na pala. until now, i still regret not being good enough. not being strong enough.

i hope time will let me love you again.

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van 🔒
@d_alegado

i saw you with adi, yesterday. buti na lang hindi mo ako nakita. you looked beautiful as always. you looked better. i'm happy for you pero nakakainggit lang.

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van 🔒
@d_alegado

losing you felt like i also lost a part of myself. there will always be a gaping hole in my heart.

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van 🔒
@d_alegado

i saw you again today, but you're with another guy. he looked like your friend from australia. Val isn't it? i couldn't help but feel jealous but i know wala na akong karapatan.

nonetheless, you look happy. that's good.

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van 🔒
@d_alegado

need new ways of coping. drinking is not effective anymore.

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van 🔒
@d_alegado

one year has passed na pala. i wanted to greet you happy 20th birthday but i couldn't. i shouldn't.

who knew that our first celebration together would be our last?

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van 🔒
@d_alegado

i always ask adi about you. it made me sad when she told me you're not the bubbly person you used to be. i hope you never lose your smile.

you can do it, my love.

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