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Adi

May 27, 2021 AT 11:30 PM

Adi.

matulog ka na

wow i've always wanted
to say that HAHAHA

baket kuya kong panget

ooh bars bars bars

I'm serious.

you're always
serious 🙄

This is different. I'm
serious enough to ask

you an advice.

hmm that's new

19 pa lang ako kuya
ha

wala pa akong wisdom
sa life

onti pa lang nararating
ko

But I know you have
plenty of advice regarding
romance, love and such.

I asked Gab kanina
it was useless.

don't tell me you like
someone? 😳😳

OMG SINO SINO SINO

That's the problem, Adi.

I don't know if I like her.

How do you know if
you like someone?

Or how do you differentiate
love from like?

you know like is
different from love
no?

like is a like a crush
it comes and goes,
meaning it's not
unconditional
unlike love

in like, you like
certain parts of them,
mostly physical

it's attraction

but when you love
someone, it goes beyond
that

you accept their flaws
and similarly, you're not
afraid to show
the other person your flaws
if you love them because
you're not afraid to show
your true self

and also you can be
vulnerable to them
kasi you feel safe
enough

unlike sa like, you want to
project a perfect you

that's some of the
differences baka
mapahaba pa

how ironic, ikaw
yung psych major
dito satin

Weird, huh?

One more thing.

How do you know if
you're falling in love?

for me

for me ha, so
i may be wrong

falling in love is
different from liking
someone

when you fall in love,
andun ka na sa process
of loving someone

so to know whether
you're falling in love
check if you have
these symptoms

1. you always think of
them, even the smallest
thing reminds you of
them

2. you want to be with
them, you enjoy their
presence and crave their
attention (in short
you become needy char)

3. you feel better around
them, you like how they
make you feel

4. also, you think about
how they feel (i.e., you
don't want to hurt them)

5. you don't think of
anyone other that person
(others are just potatoes)

again, the list goes on

so ano, alin diyan
symptoms ko para
matingnan natin kung
malala ka na

Halos lahat.

tinamaan ka na ni
kupido kuya

SINO NA KASI

DALI NAAAA

first time mong
magkagusto sa iba
shet sino yan

I'm sorry, Adi.

I may be falling for
your friend.

ha

sino sa kanila

Kanino ba ako mas close?

Stop calling me.

MY SHIP IS SAILING
NAAAAA

What are you saying?

ever since the night you
found liv, something
changed in you

a good change

and since then, i've
been shipping you
two hihi

BAGAY KAYOO

Are you not weary?

why would i be?

I don't know. Our
gap maybe?

18 and 21 is
not bad

or should i say
19 and 22 since
bday niyo pa
sa nov

besides you liked
her this year lang
naman diba?

Yeah.

then there's no
problem

magkakaproblema
lang tayo if you liked
her when she was 17

Oh gosh, no.

We had some interactions
back then but I only saw
her as your friend.

soooo ano na
siya ngayon?

...

Someone I want
to be with.

AAAAHK

KINIKILIG AKO

eto na lang talaga
role ko habang buhay
e

what do you like
about her?

her looks?

Not really.

Yes, she is pretty but
that's not the reason
why I fell for her.

okay, so what's
the reason?

I fell for her because I
can be me. Not as an older
brother, not as the oldest
child, not as a scholar
who needs to maintain
his grades. Just me.

Everything is easier
with her.

She showed me life in
different spectrum, Adi.

You know how hard I
am on myself.

gag–

i don't think you
just like her

you're in love 😍😍

I think so too.

but kuya, are you
serious about liv?

are you going to
confess and start
dating?

I'm not sure if I'm ready
to confess or even date.

This is new to me and I'm
afraid I'll fuck it up.

then you should
be clear to liv kuya

she still likes you,
you know that?

Yeah. She admitted.

She felt like I was leading
her on because of my actions.

I admit I haven't been
acting like a friend to her.

It's just, I don't know.

I'm conflicted. Scared.

what you need, kuya,
is time

go sort your feelings
out

let everything
you're feeling sink
in

i think you're overwhelmed
kasi it's your first time
feeling that way

don't decide things if
you're mind's not
settled yet

you might hurt liv or
even yourself

You think so?

Okay.

You're right.
I just need time.

Thanks, Adi.

you're always
welcome kuya

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@d_alegado

i want to be with you but i'm scared.

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should i take the risk? hindi ko alam kung kakayanin ko.

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A/N:

Narration chapter ahead.